They Say That ALL Beauty Must Die.

I didn't say anything.. I didn't want to leave my dad here alone. I threw a fit and asked him why.
And he told me that he "Can't do this anymore" and by that, he meant he couldn't take care of me. I started to cry, he tried to come comfort me but I pushed him away and asked him when I was moving. He told me that I would be moving tomorrow! That was fast! I don't want to leave!
I just scoffed and went running up to my room. I locked my room and threw my backpack to the floor. I put my head in my hands and started to cry. I didn't want to leave my dad, but he said he couldn't take care of me anymore. I think he's grieving too much. I just pushed my thoughts to the back of my head, and took my phone out of my pocket. I called Jade to tell her the "great news" but there was no answer. I tried a couple more times, but still.. no answer. Ugh, fuck it.
I walked out of my room and went into the basement to get some boxes for my stuff. I was at the door way of the basement, but I turned back and went to look at my drum kit. I walked up to it and sat down. I took the drum sticks and started to play a slow beat. It was a little too slow and it sounded too sad. So I sped up and played a good beat. I sped up some more and Wow! I'm improving my drumming.
I stopped, smiled at my drum kit, knowing it would be my last time seeing them.
I grabbed the boxes and went upstairs to my room. I locked my door behind me because I was still mad at my dad. I packed up everything in my room. It was time to unpack my closet, so I got right to that. I put all of my shirts into box and all of my jeans into another. I needed just one more box to put my shoes in.. aaaaand there was none left. I left my room and went downstairs to check it there at least one left. No luck. I tried my luck in the basement again, and YES! I found one. I took it and went up to my room. I walked into me closet and started to put my shoes in the box. I have 6 pairs of converse, all different colors though. I reached for my last pair but I think I magically shrunk. I tip toed and that didn't work. So I jumped and made it to grab them. I put them into the box, I was about to close my closet door but a little square box fell from one of the shelves. I had a puzzled look on my face, so I picked it up. I look at it and it had the word "Memories" on it. I remembered taking a lot of pictures with my mom at the carnival on my 16th birthday.
*FLASHBACK*
"mom, lets go on the ferris wheel", she agreed and off we went onto the ferris wheel. We were on the top and the man that was operating it, stopped it. I started to get a little scared but mom comforted me by tickling me. I was laughing but then mom stopped and pulled out a polaroid camera. I smiled at what an antique it was. I smiled for camera as she took a picture. It came sliding out of the camera and it showed me smiling and the shining lights of the my hometown behind me. I took one of my mom and it looked just the same, except my moms was much more beautiful than mine.
We got off the ride and went off to play some games. Everytime I lost at a game, my mom would take a picture of me.
I let her play some games and she had the same reaction everytime she lost. I snapped some pictures of her and laughed.
A little while after that, we went off to go eat some food. I was eating a funnel cake and she took a picture of me when I was taking a BIG bite. I playfully hit her arm and she gave the camera to me. She must have thought I turned it off, but NOPE. As she was taking a big bite out of her hotdog, I snapped a picture of her and started to laugh.
When it was time to go home, we snapped one more picture of the us smiling.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I smiled at the memory as a few tears fell from my eyes. I stopped myself and wiped them away. I laughed and I put the little box in my backpack. By now, my whole room was empty. The only things that were there, were just the bed, the night stand, and my desk.
I was getting hungry so I walked out of my room and made my way into the kitchen. I grabbed the phone and ordered a large pepperoni pizza. A few minutes passed by and there was a knock at the door. I thought it would be one of dads friend but it was the pizza guy! Wow, that was fast. I told him to wait when I went to go get the money. I paid him and he left.
I sat in the living room and started to eat. I ate 3 big slices and oh my gawsh.. I almost forgot what it's like to move. But I made myself get up and clean my mess. I finished cleaning, so I made my way up to my room. I was halfway up but my dad called my name from his office. I didn't wanna talk to him, but I didn't want to be rude so I went in and asking him what he wanted. He just wanted to tell me that I would be leaving around noon. I turned around and walked out of his office and went back to my room. I closed the door behind me and I stood there.
Cherishing the last moments I'm gonna have in the room.. in this whole house.
I switched the light off and went crawling into my bed. I took my phone and tried, ONCE AGAIN, to call Jade.. but no answer. I just decided that I wouldn't tell her. I pulled the covers over my body and laid there.
I took out my phone and texted my dad even though he was just downstairs.
"Did you tell the school I was moving?"
"Yes, I did."
I got mad. I didn't want to leave home. I didn't want to leave my dad!
It was starting to get late, but I wasn't tired at all. I sat up on my bed and I waited for the thought of me moving to sink in. I got off my bed and went to my bedroom door, I cracked it open a bit and noticed that it was dead quiet. Dad's probably sleeping now.
I put my hair in a messy bun and a pair of my cheap vans. I use them for slippers.
It was my last night here, so I made the most of it. I went to go visit my moms grave.
I crawled out of my window and climbed down on the vines that were stuck the house and my moms green house. I stood on top of the green house and started to make my way to the other ladder. I climbed down and jumped onto the ground.
I walked down the road, keeping my arms close to my body because it was cold. I was shivering but I didn't care. I just wanted to go visit my mom.
I got to the graveyard and walked passed all the tomb stones until I reached my mothers.
I sat down and started talking to her.
"I'm moving mom.. dad said that he couldn't take it anymore.."
I heard the wind blowing and the sound of dogs barking in the distance. I spoke again.
"I don't want to leave, mom.." I started to get a lump in my throat, I was tired of keeping it in. So I just let it out. I cried and cried. I started to raise my voice, telling my mom that I missed her. I yelled out,
"Mom! Say something!" and right there.. I broke down. I cried and sobbed like a baby. Literally. I was about to calm down, but a security guard came walking up to me and asked me if I was okay. I lied to him and said that I was okay. He asked me if I wanted a ride home, but I declined. I told him good night and started to walk home.
I still had my headphones, so I put them on and pushed play. "The Unforgiven 2" by Metallica started to play. I walked down the street and I was really getting cold now. So I started to speed walk. I was getting a little scared because it felt like someone was following me. I turned off the music and pulled off my headphones and looked behind me to see that nobody was there.
I shook off the feeling and continued walking. I was about to put my headphones back on, but I felt a hand touching my hand.. I didn't see anybody but I immediately knew it was my mom!
I got this rush of happiness, but fear at the same time because I never experienced anything like this before.
I smiled up to the moon and started to walk home. I reached my moms green house, I looked up to the moon and said "Good night mom.." to myself.
I put on a small smile and climbed up the green house, to the vines, and up to my bedroom window. I climbed in and shut the window and locked it.
I took off my sweater, took off my jeans and put them into the box with my other clothes.
I put on my pajamas and made my way to my bed. I pulled the covers over myself and smiled to myself.. then I fell asleep.

Notes

Hello guys!
This is the last chapter for now, I will update as soon as possible.
That's if anyone is even reading this. HAHAH.
Anyway, any comments?