Dear God

I stayed in the bathroom longer than usual. I took a slow shower and curled my hair. I was trying to accept the fact that in a few hours I'll be on a date with my Synyster Gates. I sat on the stool in my bra and underwear curling my hair. I couldn't stop staring at the bones bulging out, what did Synyster think of my body? Did he care I was so skinny? Did Cai tell him about my little secret? I didn't eat for a few days for this concert and now I'm going on the date of a life time. I took my time to fished curling and put a line of make-up on, not too much and not too little. I threw sparkles on my face to make my face shine and slipped back on what I was wearing the night before. My flaring black skirt and my white, torn up avenged sevenfold tank top, with a black spaghetti strap under. Then my black combat boots and a black bow in my hair, then I suffocated myself in perfume. Pink ice, the best perfume I've ever smelled.

I took in a breath just as Cai knocked on the door. "Hey buns, are you ready?" She asked. "I really wish you wouldn't call me buns," I said. The nickname that's probably going to haunt me until the day I die. "It's the best nickname ever, but anyways Synyster is waiting for you." She giggled and I opened the door. She was still in that white t-shirt, I found out that it was Zacky's. I have to say Cai and I have always been into guitar players and now we're with our favorite ones, I still didn't believe this was really happening.

We walked into the main room and Synyster was wearing a black tank top and some dark jeans. His hair was all spiked up like usual and he was all shaved, I just wanted to run up and hug him tight. "So are you ready?" he asked as I curved a smile. "Of course!"

"I know the perfect place to eat," he said coming towards me and wrapping his arm around my waist. "You two have fun see you later Alyx!" Cai shouted to me as Synyster and I walked out the hotel room door. "So I just thought we could go to Olive Garden or something simple like that, nothing too fancy," he told me as we walked across the street over to the Olive Garden. "It's perfect, my favorite restaurant," I said shyly, thinking about what my boyfriend would think of this.

We entered the restaurant and the waitress about had a heart attack. "My god! It's Synyster Gates!"

"Yes, hi um table for two," he said and the giddy waitress biting her lip took us to a booth. We sat down and ordered drinks right away. I smiled at Syn. "Why me?" I asked. "Why not you," he said making my cheeks blush. "No I'm being serious... Why do you like me and taking me on a date?"

"Well, I think you're beautiful and I've never loved a girl as much as I love you. I now it sounds crazy but last night was the best night I've had in a long long time." His eyes narrowed, it was kind of weird not seeing him with his eye make-up on, well this is the first time I've really seen him in person. "Really?"

"Yeah and I just thought I could get to know you better, so you live here in Cincinnati?"

"Yeah." He smiled. "Yeah this is one of my favorite cities to perform at and we've performed in a lot of major cities but Cincinnati seems to bring the passion."

"Oh yeah defiantly about everyone I know is in love with Avenged Sevenfold." I was starting to get nervous, I didn't expect Synyster to be a talkative one, well that's a lie he's always so talkative on stage I should have known. "So tell me something about you," he said putting his hands together. "Well... I love Avenged Sevenfold and I play the guitar," I told him and his face brightened. "Really!?"

"Yep, I play a guitar," I said with a crooked smile slapped on my face. "That's cool I could give you lesson if you want?" Oh my god. "Yes! That is like my life time goal is to be as good as you!" Our drinks came and we ordered our food, the funny thing was we ordered the same thing. "So I think you should finish our tour with us?"

"Uh I don't know how my parents would feel about that."

"Well I can tell them you won a contest to tour with us?"

"Well since you put it that way then yeah! I would love to!" I smiled and he took my hands. "Great, it'll be lots of fun," he said then kissed my finger tip. I was in the moment trying to process being with Synyster Gates until my phone rang. "Sorry let me get that," I said letting go of Syn's hands and pulling out my phone. My heart stopped when I saw who it was, it was Jaq, my boyfriend.

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