Ghost
Dead Memories
What the fuck just happened? I know she wants to be with Storm but I will use all of my power so that she doesn't go to him. I am willing to sacrifice my life to make sure she stays away from Storm. I hung my head and got up and left the living room.
"Nix go get her!" Jase said grabbing my arm.
"No...She's going to do whatever she wants to do whether we like it or not. There's nothing I can do for her Jase." I pulled my arm out of his grasp and headed upstairs into my bedroom. I shut the door behind me and sat down on the bed with my elbows on my knees. I've told her and told her not to be with Storm. What do I have to fucking do to convince her?
The anger and frustration of not being able to do anything about the situation flowed through my body with unspeakable force. I stood to my feet, fists clinched at my sides. I picked up the laptop I had sitting on the floor and flung it against the wall just to watch it shatter. Tears clouded my eyes as the door flew open and Brian came into the room.
"What happened?" he asked coming towards me.
"I just can't get through to Angel that she can't fall for storm! She won't fucking listen to me!" I fell to my knees in a crying heap. Brian wrapped his strong arms around me rubbed my back.
"It's like I'm bleeding inside! It's like Angel doesn't give a shit about all the good times we've had together and all the conversations of never falling for a evil spirit's words went unheard. This is all my fault. If I hadn't started this fucking company, she would have a normal person to fall in fucking love with." I said crying my eyes out.
"Nix look at me." Brian put 2 fingers under my chin and brought my eyes to his.
"None of this is your fault. I think this company is a good thing because you've helped hundreds of people across the country get relieve that loved ones still live with them and watch over them. I'm certainly glad that you told me Jimmy is still living here and making sure I'm alright along with going to everyone else's houses and making sure how they are doing." I let the last remaining tears flowed down my eyes and Brian wiped them away. Brian pulled me closer to him kissing the top of my head and rubbing my back soothingly. I started to feel tired and my eyes grew heavy. Soon I was out like a light.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BRIAN'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What was Angel doing to Nix's emotions? Hasn't Nix went through enough heartache with losing a step-father that was more like a father to her? I looked down at Nix and she was fast asleep in my arms. I picked her up bridal style and sat her on the bed just as someone came through the door. I covered Nix up and she cuddled into the pillow beside her. I couldn't help but smile.
"Brian?" I turned around to see Zacky.
"Yeah?"
"Angel's not back yet. I'm getting really worried about her." he said worriedly.
"Call everyone and see of they know where she is. If not tell them to look for her. I need to stay here with Nix." Zacky nodded and ran downstairs. I started to leave.
"Don't go." Nix said. I looked over but she was still asleep. I crawled in bed next to her and wrapped my arms around her.
"Never leave me.." she said still asleep. I leaned down and kissed her on the lips softly.
"I'll never leave you Nix." I ran my hand through her hair as she slept peacefully.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NIX'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I looked around the room I was in. Where the fuck am I? I walked towards the door and turned the knob and seen the stairs. I walked down then and heard the sound of Angel's and Matt's voice? What the hell kind of dream am I having? I walked towards their voices and seen Matt and Angel drinking and Storm off to the side with a devilish grin on his face. I walked in front of Angel and she passed through my body.
"What have you done to her Storm?! I thought I told you to leave her and be gone!" I yelled. He stood up from his seat and came towards me. He circled me before stopping right behind me and putting a hand on my shoulder.
"I told you she will do what I tell her to. No ones convincing will make her listen to anyone but me from now on. Besides, we are having a great time." Storm winked at me and I wanted so much to strangle the bastard myself.
"Now Miss Angel is going to have some fun with Mr. Sanders but all I got to say is catch her if you can." Storm walked into Angel's body and as Matt turned his back she grabbed a knife and stuck it in the back of her pants.
I jumped out of bed which made Brian fly off and into the floor. I grabbed my shoes and threw them on quickly.
"What are you doing?" Brian asked rubbing his eyes.
"I need to get to Angel before she does something stupid." I started for the door but Brian grabbed my arm.
"What do you mean?"
"She's going to kill Matt!" I jerked my arm out of his grasp and out of the house in search for the Sanders house.
"Nix go get her!" Jase said grabbing my arm.
"No...She's going to do whatever she wants to do whether we like it or not. There's nothing I can do for her Jase." I pulled my arm out of his grasp and headed upstairs into my bedroom. I shut the door behind me and sat down on the bed with my elbows on my knees. I've told her and told her not to be with Storm. What do I have to fucking do to convince her?
The anger and frustration of not being able to do anything about the situation flowed through my body with unspeakable force. I stood to my feet, fists clinched at my sides. I picked up the laptop I had sitting on the floor and flung it against the wall just to watch it shatter. Tears clouded my eyes as the door flew open and Brian came into the room.
"What happened?" he asked coming towards me.
"I just can't get through to Angel that she can't fall for storm! She won't fucking listen to me!" I fell to my knees in a crying heap. Brian wrapped his strong arms around me rubbed my back.
"It's like I'm bleeding inside! It's like Angel doesn't give a shit about all the good times we've had together and all the conversations of never falling for a evil spirit's words went unheard. This is all my fault. If I hadn't started this fucking company, she would have a normal person to fall in fucking love with." I said crying my eyes out.
"Nix look at me." Brian put 2 fingers under my chin and brought my eyes to his.
"None of this is your fault. I think this company is a good thing because you've helped hundreds of people across the country get relieve that loved ones still live with them and watch over them. I'm certainly glad that you told me Jimmy is still living here and making sure I'm alright along with going to everyone else's houses and making sure how they are doing." I let the last remaining tears flowed down my eyes and Brian wiped them away. Brian pulled me closer to him kissing the top of my head and rubbing my back soothingly. I started to feel tired and my eyes grew heavy. Soon I was out like a light.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BRIAN'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What was Angel doing to Nix's emotions? Hasn't Nix went through enough heartache with losing a step-father that was more like a father to her? I looked down at Nix and she was fast asleep in my arms. I picked her up bridal style and sat her on the bed just as someone came through the door. I covered Nix up and she cuddled into the pillow beside her. I couldn't help but smile.
"Brian?" I turned around to see Zacky.
"Yeah?"
"Angel's not back yet. I'm getting really worried about her." he said worriedly.
"Call everyone and see of they know where she is. If not tell them to look for her. I need to stay here with Nix." Zacky nodded and ran downstairs. I started to leave.
"Don't go." Nix said. I looked over but she was still asleep. I crawled in bed next to her and wrapped my arms around her.
"Never leave me.." she said still asleep. I leaned down and kissed her on the lips softly.
"I'll never leave you Nix." I ran my hand through her hair as she slept peacefully.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NIX'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I looked around the room I was in. Where the fuck am I? I walked towards the door and turned the knob and seen the stairs. I walked down then and heard the sound of Angel's and Matt's voice? What the hell kind of dream am I having? I walked towards their voices and seen Matt and Angel drinking and Storm off to the side with a devilish grin on his face. I walked in front of Angel and she passed through my body.
"What have you done to her Storm?! I thought I told you to leave her and be gone!" I yelled. He stood up from his seat and came towards me. He circled me before stopping right behind me and putting a hand on my shoulder.
"I told you she will do what I tell her to. No ones convincing will make her listen to anyone but me from now on. Besides, we are having a great time." Storm winked at me and I wanted so much to strangle the bastard myself.
"Now Miss Angel is going to have some fun with Mr. Sanders but all I got to say is catch her if you can." Storm walked into Angel's body and as Matt turned his back she grabbed a knife and stuck it in the back of her pants.
I jumped out of bed which made Brian fly off and into the floor. I grabbed my shoes and threw them on quickly.
"What are you doing?" Brian asked rubbing his eyes.
"I need to get to Angel before she does something stupid." I started for the door but Brian grabbed my arm.
"What do you mean?"
"She's going to kill Matt!" I jerked my arm out of his grasp and out of the house in search for the Sanders house.
Aww. It's ok. I understand.
4/11/13