You know i make you wanna scream..

As Zacky carried me from the bathroom to his bedroom, a thought dawned on me.
'Shit.' I muttered.
'What's wrong, baby?' He looked into my eyes as he held me in his arms, and in that moment, I felt like the luckiest girl that had ever lived.
'Oh, it's nothing.' I shrugged, 'I just realised I don't have any pyjamas or spare clothes with me.'
'Well, I'll give you something of mine to wear to bed tonight,' he smiled kindly, as he lay me down on the huge bed, 'as for tomorrow, well, we'll worry about that when it comes.'

He leaned down to kiss me softly, before strutting over to his suitcase, still naked, to root around it for a moment, before producing his famous 'no fx' top which I had seen him wear at shows and shoots numerous times. He then got a pair of boxers for himself, and put them on before walking back to the bed, handing me the t-shirt, and getting in beside me.

'Thank you. For everything. You have no idea how much of a milestone tonight has been.' I felt tears welling up, but I stopped them before I turned into a blubbery mess.
Zacky smiled shyly,and pulled me into a spooning position, so I was lying against his stomach on my side, 'Don't thank me Eleanor, it's nothing. I understand you must be really confused at the moment, one minute you're being attacked by your boyfriend, the next you're being fucked by me in a shower. I hope you don't think things are moving too quickly.'

I sighed, 'Well, it's certainly been a night I never even thought possible in my whole existence. And things are moving fast, but it's not a scary fast; it's a good fast. Can I ask you something?'
He wrapped his arms around my waist tightly, 'anything you want, baby.'
I smiled shyly, 'why me? Like, why did you make that security guard take me out, and why did you insist I go backstage?why did you bring me back here, and do all the things we did with someone as ordinary and plain as me? You're Zacky fucking Vengeance, you could get any girl you wanted, but me . Why me, Zacky?'

I felt him smile, 'I was hoping you'd ask this. But honestly, I don't know. There's just something about you; ever since I laid eyes on you when I walked on stage, I just wanted to know you. I also wanted to help you; I can tell when a fan's excited, and Jesus, you were ecstatic, but I could see your sadness, even though you were trying so hard to contain it. Then when that prick hit you, I just wanted to fucking kill him. I've seen loads of fights at our shows, but genuinely, no fight has made me as enraged as that did.' He paused to kiss my upper arm, then sighed deeply, 'and I know you probably think you're just a one night stand and by tomorrow, I won't remember your name, but I don't want that. I don't know what you want at the moment, but I would love to start seeing you. To get to know you. Sure,we had an interesting start, but I think we have something that we shouldn't let go of. I've had, em.. these type of interactions with other fans, but to me, they were just fans, who wanted to have had sex with "Zacky Vengeance'. But with you, it's not like that, I feel like you actually care for me, and want me for me."

I wiped away the tears spilling down my cheek. 'I feel the exact same. I've never had anyone make feel so wanted and loved. Thank you, Zacky.'
'I want you, and I need you.' He pulled my hair back off my face.
'And so you have me.'
'I've been meaning to ask you,' he said, 'do you have anything planned for the next few days?'
I frowned slightly, 'Nope, I don't go back to work until next week. Why?'
He smiled into my back, 'well today was Tuesday, and we dont go back on tour until next Tuesday, so how about we chill together, just you and me, for a few days?'
I had butterflies at the thought, 'I'd love that.'
Zacky started to speak, but was interrupted by 5 tequila-infused men staggering into the room. Matt, Brian, Johnny, Arin and Dan the body came stumbling in, and they all stood at the end of their bed, swaying back and forth.
'Um, hey guys?' Zacky chuckled, 'What's up?'
the 5 guys then all jumped on top of Zacky and I, getting under the blanket, and pushing eachother about, laughing hysterically.
'Was your little bathroom episode in the restaurant fun earlier?' Johnny slurred, and the others burst into another laughing fit.
I blushed while Zacky pushed him and Matt off the bed. 'Get out guys, you're all super drunk.' He smiled.
They all decided after a while that they'd leave, and stumbled out of the room.


'That was fun.' I chuckled lightly.
'that's the usual for them when they drink too much . It's better fun when you're drinking too.'
Zacky cuddled me again, and we lay in comfortable silence, in each other's arm.
'I'll never feel alone again, with you by my side..' he sang softly in my ear.
I sang back, softly, 'you're the one, and in you I confide..'

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