You know i make you wanna scream..

I could hear Palchelbel Canon playing, and someone linking my arm. When I looked to my left, I realised it was my dad linking my arm.
'Daddy?' I said, tears welling up in my eyes.
My dad smiled at me, his dimples showing, as we continued to walk up the isle.
'I'm so proud of you, El. I always knew you'd make yourself a great life, and end up with a great man. I love you.'
'I love you so much, Daddy...'
My alarm buzzing jolted me out of my dream. When I opened my eyes, I felt my stomach drop. It was just a dream. I dismissed my alarm and rubbed the tears out of my eyes. I really wished my dad could be here today.

I then sat up slowly, looking around the bright room. Last night was a blur. I could remember saying good night to mom at about 5, after dinner, as she knew I was going to have a drink with the girls. After that everything was fuzzy, but on the bright side, my hangover was manageable. I pulled the sheets back and got out of the bed, to realise I had no panties or pyjama bottoms on.
Then the fuzzy memory of Alana kissing me in the hall and her head between my legs hit me. Fuck, fuck, fuck, what was I thinking? On the eve of my wedding, no less? Was Matt going to be annoyed? How was I going to break that to him, 'hey husband, not to worry you, but my best friend ate me out last night, but it's cool right?'? Was I bi? There was no denying, drunk or sober,that I enjoyed last night. But it didn't make me love Matt any less, or Alana any more. Sure, I'd look at Alana a different way obviously, her tongue was in my vagina, for Christ's sake, but Matt was still my one and only. But today was the day of my wedding, so I needed to forget what happened last night, until tonight at least, I would tell Matt then.

I went to the bathroom, then put on a robe on, before sitting back down on the bed to check my messages. I had a handful of texts from people wishing me a great day and stuff. I then heard the door open. I looked up to see Kaycee walk in with a glass of water and a packet of aspirin in her hand, and Alana coming in behind her. When we caught each other's stare, we both smiled shyly and looked away. Awkward.
'Good morning, bae!' Kaycee beamed as she handed me the water and tablets. 'Take 2 of them, they'll demolish any trace of a hangover.'
'Morning, guys.' I smiled, before nodding and following Kaycee's orders.
'Okay, so,' Kaycee said, walking around the room. 'Breakfast at 9.30, then hair and makeup for you, the bridesmaids and the mother of the bride from 10.30 until 1. The ceremony is from 1.30 until 3.30, then canapes until 5, speeches until 5.30, then dinner. You ready for it, Williams?'
'Bit late to ask me now, don't ya think, Swan?' I grinned, as I got up to get a pair of sweats and a hoodie from my suitcase, before going into the bathroom to put them on for breakfast.
As I got dressed, I could hear Kaycee. 'Alana, what's wrong with you? You're being so quiet.'
'Nothing, Kayc, I'm just a bit hungover and slightly nervous for El, ya know?' Alana's reputation for being a great white liar when needed to intact. I was glad she remembered that we wouldn't tell anyone.
'I know, right? But we have to act as natural, other wise, we'll have her nervous, okay?' Kaycee said quietly, even though I was still able to hear, unbeknownst to them.

I went back into the room, and the three of us went down for breakfast. When we walked in, Mom and John were downstairs getting breakfast already. Mom stood up when she saw us and came over to hug me.
'Today's the day, sweetheart.' She grinned at me excitedly. I could tell she was excited for me. We all exchanged good mornings with John, before sitting down together, to be served a huge breakfast.
'Shit, I need to get more aspirin.' Kaycee groaned, before standing up to go back upstairs to get more painkillers.
As I went to speak to Alana, who was sitting beside me, she spoke first.
'So, I think we should talk about last night.' she said quietly to me, looking around to make sure no one was listening.
'I was just thinking that..' I said.
'I just want to say, I was drunk, and I shouldn't have been as forward as I was, but I will say, that I meant every word I said, and I really hope that it doesn't effect you and Matt's relationship, well marriage, but you know.' she blushed slightly.
'I was drunk too, Kayc, there was two of us in it, ya know? Thank you.' I blushed and smiled. 'Telling you the truth, I enjoyed it. And thank you for not telling Kayc this morning.'
Alana smirked. 'Same here. I'd love to do it again, but you're kind of about to get married and stuff.. it's fine, I'd rather not tell loads of people cos it seems really bad.'
I nodded as I ate. 'I would too, really. Same. Anyway, can we forget about it for today? I don't want it to be awkward and I'm going to tell Matt tonight.'
'Sure thing, sexy.' Alana winked at me just as Kaycee came back.




~~~MATT'S POV~~~


As Zacky gave me a huge plate of breakfast, I smiled at him.
'Thanks, man.'
'It's cool.' Zacky nodded. 'How's the nerves?'
'Not too bad, actually. I'll get nervous when we get to the hotel, but I'm fine for now.'
It was 11.30pm, an hour and a half before I left my house for the hotel, to make it for the ceremony which started at 1.30pm. I was more excited than anything, the thought of marrying El was an extremely exciting prospect.
We all talked amongst ourselves about how either Dan or Johnny was going to get the most shit faced tonight. I joined in on the conversation, but really all I could think about was seeing Eleanor walk up that isle.
After we finished breakfast, it was 12.15pm, which gave us 45 minutes to get ready. Bad idea to get up so late, maybe? We all ran around the house frantically, most of us half naked, looking for socks, shoes, ties and everything else. I shaved, and put on aftershave, before getting into my suit, which was black trousers, a white shirt, tie and waistcoat, and a black suit jacket. I put on some of my cologne, which I knew Eleanor loved. I put the rings in my pocket, and I was ready. I grabbed the bag I had packed for the hotel tonight, and brought it out to the car.

The drive to the hotel felt like it was lasting forever. When we arrived, it was 10 past 1, and the place was covered in cars and people. There was security on every main door, so Brian, Zacky, Johnny, Arin, Dan and I were met by the hotel manager and brought in the staff entrance. I could see fans standing outside the hotel, desperately trying to get a glimpse in.
I stepped out onto the balcony. Anyone could tell that Kaycee organised this part, because everything was done to a T. On either side of the cream carpet which was the isle, there was rows of turquoise chairs, which the guests were sitting on. At the top of the isle, there was a white arch, with red roses going the whole way up it. I said hello to everyone, before going up with the guys to stand at the top of the isle.
'How's the nerves, Shadz?' Brian nudged me.
I sighed deeply. 'I haven't decided yet, to be honest, Bri.'
I just wanted to see my beautiful bride.

Notes

hmmm..
what do you guys think is going to happen after the ceremony? will it end in tears and tragedy or will they live happily ever after?:')
who knows ;)
thanks for reading <33333