You know i make you wanna scream..

I sighed deeply. 'I'm sorry, babe. But you have to let me explain..'
'Was it your sole intention, going out on that so called run, to try and murder her? Explain then.' Matt stared at me, looking concerned and mad.
'No, it wasn't. I ran from here to the pier, and I was running up the beach when I spotted her getting into her car.' Matt nodded slowly as I spoke. 'When I saw her, I just felt this red mist come over me; I had to hurt her. So I sprinted to her house and waited in the bush for her. When she arrived, I snuck up behind her, grabbed her and made her let us into the house, so she did. I didn't mean to see her, it was just by chance.'

Matt shook his head. 'Eleanor, you're barely a week out of hospital. How were you to know there wasn't already someone in the house?'
'I didn't know.' I shrugged.
'You were just lucky. You could have been killed, Eleanor, for fuck's sake, I told you to leave it, that someone else would sort her out, but no! You had to go ahead and do it before anyone else, risking your own life.' Matt stood up in anger, his voice raised.
'Matt, she is the reason we lost our baby! Have you forgotten or something?' I stood up, facing him, my voice raised also. 'You can't expect me to have just sat back and done nothing! She deserved what she got!'

Matt had his eyes closed. 'I know what she did.' he whispered. 'What did you do to her?'
I sighed. 'I punched her and hit her a lot of times, she had a split lip and a lot of bruises forming by the time you arrived.. I was about to stab her when you came.' I rolled my eyes. 'Which you should have let me do. By the way, how did you find me?'
'Eleanor, you're not a murderer! You're too good for that!' Matt shouted at me.
'She is the reason I was in hospital, she is the reason I lost a child!' I shouted back, hands waving in the air. 'Can you not see that? She deserved to die!'
Matt sighed deeply, and ran his hands through his hair. 'You had been gone about an hour, which wasn't like you to be that long, and I knew something wasn't right when you weren't answering your phone. It then just clicked with me; you were either killing Isabelle or she was killling you. I rang Zacky right away and we both sped to Isabelle's, arriving at the same time conveniently. It was just luck that you were there.'

'Matt, I know you're mad, but you have to understand,' I said, my voice cracking as tears formed in my eyes, 'She is the reason our daughter isn't here any more. I've never felt anger towards anyone like I felt towards. She had to felt the pain I felt. Please, Matt.'
Matt looked at me. 'I know, I know. I've just never felt such fear in my life. All I could think was 'Isabelle killed our daughter, is she going to kill my fiancee now?' I was terrified. I couldn't give a flying fuck about Isabelle, honestly. It's just you..' Matt trailed off.
'Will you do me a favour?' I whispered.
'Anything.' Matt said.
'Shut up and kiss me.' I sighed, and within a second Matt's soft lips were on mine, and his arms were around me, hands on my waist. I put my hands on his chest as he deepened the kiss, his tongue invading my mouth. We stood, arms wrapped around each other, kissing deeply and passionately in the sitting room, expressing our emotions with our mouths. Matt leaned down to cup my ass and lift me up, and I wrapped my legs around him. He backed down onto the couch, so when he sat down I was on top of him.

We continued to kiss, fiercely and compassionately. I could feel him growing beneath me, and I started to grind on him. He groaned into my mouth as I moved back and forth. God, just grinding on Matt nearly made me orgasm. He began kissing my neck, knowing just where to kiss. I moaned gently as I continued to grind on his now rock hard length while he planted kisses all over my neck and jaw, his hands roaming my body.
I reached down to undo his belt and pull his zip down. I then reached into his boxers and set his huge member free. Matt stopped roaming my body with his hands, to reach down to the waistband of my sweatpants, just above my sex. In one swift movement, he ripped my sweats in half, ripping at the groin.
'You have a thing about ripping things, don't you?' I giggled.
'You say it like you have a problem with it.' Matt growled sexily, tilting his hips upward so I could feel the tip of him pressing into my clit. I moaned in pleasure.

'Thought so.' Matt smirked, before gently moving my panties to one side, and in one swift movement, slamming into me. I immediately groaned out, putting my hands on his big shoulders.
I began to bounce up and down on Matt's lap, as he smacked my ass occasionally, which stung, but was pleasurable.
'Oh fuck, El.' Matt groaned lowly, biting his lip and tipping his head back. My nails dug into his shoulders as he started tilting his hips up to meet my sex every time I bounced down on him.
I could feel that familiar feeling build up inside me, and I bounced up and down quickly and harshly, until I orgasmed loudly around Matt, crying out his name.
I kept going, as Matt hadn't come yet. When I felt his thighs tense up, I jumped off him and got on my knees in front of him.

I grabbed him in my hand, and started to pump, putting the tip of him in my mouth and sucking. I looked up at Matt, who looked like he was shocked but unable to protest.
'Oh, my God.' he groaned, loudly, as he pulled my hair away from my face, as I continued to suck hard on him, until I felt the warm liquid begin to go down my throat. Matt moaned and groaned sexily. I gave him one last final pump until no more came out. I took his member out of my mouth and looked up at him. He looked in shock.
'That was.. Oh, my God..' Matt said breathlessly.
I giggled, licking my lips, tasting him. I loved how he tasted. 'Well, it was either that or you pulled out.' Since the bar implant was ineffective now, I didn't want to get pregnant again.
'I think number one is my favourite.' Matt smirked tiredly.

Notes

unexpected smut :3
wonder what zacky's doing with isabelle now..
decided that there hasn't been any smut recently so there you go..
what do you guys think of smut? let me know please!xo
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