Don't Bury Your Feelings

"B-Brian?" I was shocked he..kissed ME!
"Yes babe?"
"Are you serious?"
"About what?" he said directly looking into my eyes
"You said you're in love with me 10 seconds ago."
"I am serious and sure about my feelings. But you have to answer a question."
"What question?"
"Did-did you...feel something?" he said. I stayed in silence a while but he broke the silence;
"I thought...never mind...". His words slapped on me like the hardest thing on the world. He stood up and went to upstairs. I was frozen in front of his room's door.

He loved me? But most importantly I've hurt him. Am I love him? OH.MY.GOD.I.LOVE.HIM! I opened the door. Slowly walked toward him. He was sitting on floor,hugging his knees and sobbing silently. My heart shattered to billions of pieces. "Bri,please don't cry. "I begged.
"You don't love me..."
"How do you know this?Are you even sure?"
"Yes I AM. " I sat next to him and ruffled his hair.
"I love you silly. "
"No you don't. It's not your love. It's your pity and I don't need your pity. "He said angrily.
"Of course you not but it's not pity baby,it's my love"
"Really?"
"Really baby." I said and he pulled me into hug,kissed my forehead and "I've never thought you love me.When did you noticed you love me?" he asked.
"Uhm,it's new...pretty new...I felt something at lunch while you holding and feeding me." I said and kissed his cheek. He smiled softly. "I love you." He murmured.
"Since when?"
"I don't want to answer it." he spat.
"Cmon Bri,tell me!"
"No,it's creepy."
"How a feeling could crappy?! TELL ME NOW OR I WILL LEAVE YOU!"
"Since...uhmmm....since se-seventh grade.." He said.
"This is not creppy. It's kinda cute and beatiful." I said.

He patted his lap and told me to sit. I sat on his lap shyly. He looked into my eyes and he said he love me more than everthing and he'll call me from now 'Angel' because he said my eyes remind him an angel.
"So,my Angle, will yo be my boyfriend?" He asked
"I'd love to be your boyfriend,Brian." I said and leaned down to kiss his lips. When our lips met he smiled and captured my lips. His lips were so soft and gentle that them caused to spin my head. Slowly we pulled away and chuckled each other. My heart was racing with feelings that he caused on me.
"I'm so tired angel.Would you mind sleep with me?"
"Of course!" I chirped and hopped into his bed and cuddled. It's not seemed to be real. An hour ago he was my best friend but now he's my fucking boyfriend and I LOVE him so so so so so so so much.

Notes

Here is 4th chapter for you.
I had a BIG block while writing this chapter so I don't know how good it is.
Again I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry for my bad English, like I said before English IS NOT MY MAIN LANGUAGE.
Thank you for reading my story.
Sincerely
Aleyna