Desire of the Soul

Ana's POV

I need to call Romy. It's not much time until the wedding and I need plan and do a lot of things.
"Hey Ana!", Romy replied after the third ring.
"Hey, what are you doing after work tomorrow?"
"Nothing special”
"Oh, would you want to help me?" I asked a little nervous. I still wasn’t used to having friends.
"Of course, what do you need?" "
“Ffirst, I need dress. A wedding dress."
"Oh, do you two finally found a date?!"
"Yep, Brian is so stubborn, he wants our wedding as soon as possible. So in less than 2 months I'll be his wife"
"Awesome news! So I’ll see you tomorrow?"
"Yes, I'll come to your office"
"Okay, bye"
"Bye bye"

After our work Romy and I went to the Wedding Dress Salon. This is really big shop and I have no idea which dress I should try on first.
"Ladies, how can I help you, are you looking for ball dress or maybe something tight?” the saleswoman smiled friendly and in her mind she already took my measurements.
"Oh, I really don't know. I mean, I want something special, but more delicate, you know"
She showed us a few dresses and I went over to the dress room.
"Hey Romy, what's up? You look so sad" I said through the curtain of the dressing room.
"Me?! No", she quickly replied.
"Romy..."
"Okay, it's about Zack…", she started.
"What? Is something wrong?"
"Can we talk about it later? Maybe after you found the right dress, we could go have a coffee?Now it’s your time to find the right dress”.
I tried on 3 more dresses, but they weren’t the right ones for me.
Finally I tried the last one on. I went out of the dress room to show it to Romy. I was standing on a small platform which was prepared, directly before a huge mirror. I turned around to see each angle of me and I froze. That was really me? I looked so different. The dress was floor long and strapless, a little flared with gently floral pattern on one side.
"Oh you look, wow. Amazing!", Romy said behind my back. I felt tears in my eyes.
"This dress is.. sooo.. Beautiful" I said and tears were falling down my face.
"No Ana, you are so beautiful in this dress"
"Do you think that Brian will like it?!" I asked with a little doubt, I want to look perfect for him.
"No ... I think that he will absolutely love it!"
"I think that this is the one" I said with big a smile.
"And you? Do you find something for you?!"
"Me?" Romy looked confused.
"Yeah, you must look amazing as my first bridesmaid!", I laughed at her expression.
"Oh Ana! Really?!"
"Who else can be my bridesmaid then my best friend, huh?!"
She hugged me, "Thank you!"
I gave the dress to the amendment and I must be back in 2-3 weeks.
"Did you notice that Jimmy was different in the last time?" I asked her when we finally drank our coffee. "Yes..."
"I tried to talk to him, but he only said that he's okay, you know. But I know that he lied. He hides something. Maybe you can talk to him? Maybe he will tell you what's happened. I think that he doesn't trust me enough our.. "
"No, no. He trusts you. He doesn't want to talk about it...“ I look at her questioningly.
"You know something?"
"Yeah... Actually I noticed it as well and I asked him about it. First he said that it's nothing but finally he told me what's going on."
"So I was right, something is wrong!"
"You know.. He feels so lonely"
"What,lonely?! He has us!"
"Yes, I told him that as well, but he said that he feels so alone, when we all have our second half and he just doesn’t. And he has a feeling that he is bothering us, that nobody needs him. "
"What?! That is not true! " I was really surprised at that.
"Yes, I know it, you know it, but he doesn't. I think that he only want have someone for himself... He just needs a woman in his life."
"Oh, I'll call him and talk about it."
"Yeah, do that" , but still her mood was bad.
"Hey, come on tell me what's wrong with you? What's happened with Zacky and you?"

Romy’s POV

“Nothing happened… it’s just… he acts strange sometimes. I told you about the situation with Jimmy, right? So… I felt the need to spend time with him. He felt so alone, he really was so sad, you should have seen him… You know that he is my best friend since ever. And well… Zacky doesn’t have a problem with me spending time with Jimmy before… so I don’t know what this is about?!”
“Did he really say that he has a problem with you spending time with jimmy?” Ana looked shocked.
“No not like that, he just said something like he wanted to spend more time with me alone and if it would be necessary that I would spend that much time with Jimmy. He sounded really jealous, I didn’t really know how to answer him. I asked him if he really was thinking that I would betray him with one of his best friends, can you believe that? That he would think of me like that?!”
“Maybe it’s not what he meant, Romy. You know Zacky, he wouldn’t think of you like that. Maybe he just missed you so much… maybe this time apart from you during the tour was harder for him than he wanted to let you know… have you thought about that?” Ana asked.
“I don’t know… but you know what? Zacky and I spent the other day at Matt’s pool having fun, then Jimmy asked me if I had time for a Movie night, like old times, you know.. and Zacky got really pissed at me for agreeing. I told him if he doesn’t want to have the movie night, I will spend this evening with Jimmy alone. He didn’t speak to me that night again. I felt bad and tried to call Zack but he wouldn’t pick up his phone and then Jimmy had a bad feeling so he dropped me off at Zack’s home, but guess what? He was not home, he was drinking and having his fun with Johnny at a bar! And I waited for hours…”
“Oh Romy… I think you two need to talk about it all.. maybe it’s just a misunderstanding… I don’t think that Zack wanted to hurt you with that…”
“Yeah, I know… I was just you know worried… but anyways… let’s not talk about this anymore.. Let’s talk about your wedding again!”

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