Brian's Letters To Matthew

Dear Matthew,

Finally it was summer vacation, we saw each other every possible minute of every possible day. I know we were very intimate during the school year because those damn holidays were so far apart. Now with no school keeping us apart we, well let’s face it, we fucked like rabbits. I couldn’t get enough of you. I was addicted to your touch, your kiss, your affections, and addicted to being close to you as humanly possible.

I miss being in your arms, letting me feel safe as I smell in your scent. I miss the taste of your lips and the way it makes my stomach fill with butterflies. I miss the way you could turn me from a somewhat normal person into such a slut in minutes. I loved all the lovemaking we did. We were so close with passion and intimacy. That spark I feel for you has never left. I still love you even after all these years.

When it was my birthday, I was shocked that I’m about 3 weeks older than you. You made my 15th birthday the absolute greatest. I was so shocked when I opened the small box you gave me that had beautiful diamond stud earrings. You never told me how you got the money for them. I still have them. Do you still have the gift that I gave you on your 15th birthday? Do you still have the locket? The one with the picture of us from Christmas where we’re sitting by the fireplace with me in your loving arms. I remember you used to wear it when you were with me.

Writing these letters help me manage but I still miss you. You’re still my everything. That summer vacation is where we grew so close. We spent everyday together. When school came back, I hated it because I was so used to being with you constantly.

I thought this next year would suck because of not seeing you so much, but that’s because I didn’t know what the year had in store for me.

With all my love,
Brian

Notes

Thoughts??