Been Waiting All This Time

I groaned throwing down another resume. I was beginning to think that I would never find the perfect woman to fill the job of my personal assisant. My last assisant was a man and all we did was but heads. There was way too much testosterone. We tried to make it work though it proved to be a bad fit.
The buzz of my intercom brings me back to now.
"Mr. Sanders there's one more." Comes the voice of Addelayd my house keeper.
"Please send her in." I tell Addelayd with obvious uncertainty in my voice.
The door to my office is opened followed by the sound of heals clacking on the tiled floor. I look up at the woman. She looked very professional; a dressy navy blue blouse paired with black with white pin striped dress pants. Her brown hair was pulled back into a low pony tail.
My eyes met hers. I found her hazel eyes staring back at me. I motion to a chair.
"Please have a seat."
She nods then slips into the chair. She hands me her credentials. I skan the paper not really interested. My eyes travel to her again. Somehow I got the feeling I knew this woman. Everything about her seemed familiar to me however it all seemed unfamiliar at the same time.
Shaking my head I take another look at her resume. To say her resume was outstanding would be an understatement. It honestly perplexed me as to why she would want to be ab assisant when she clearly was qualified for much higher positions.
I clear my throat to force down the lump. "Your resume is exceptional. I have to wonder why you applied to be my assisant when clearly you're qualified for much greater and higher paying jobs." I express my concern.
Autumn stands up removing her jacket. I couldn't help the expression when I see the deathbat tattoo.
"I'm going to be honest with you Mr. Shadows, I've done much higher jobs and frankly I've quit them all because of how unhappy I've been."
Autumn pauses. I didn't miss that she called me by my stage name and not my given name. It made me smile.
"I've been an Avenged Sevenfold fan since I first heard Warmness On The Soul. I trully believe my best chance to have a happy career would be to be M Shadows's assistant. If you just give me a chance i'll prove to you that you made the right choice." Autumn takes a breath indicating she has more to say.
I cut her off before she can say another word. "Alright you've got the job." I inform her.
"Give me one chance to show you what I can do? Wait what?" Realization dawns on her face.
"The job is yours. We leave for tour next Friday. I expect you at this address by 4:30 am sharp." I tell her sliding over the piece of paper with the address if Avenged Sevenfold headquaters where the bus will be picking us up.
She thanks me a few times before leaving. I look over her papers again. She was far too over qualified for the job. Truth be told I was hoping if I spent more time with her I'd figure out if I actually knew her or if she just had one of those faces. I was so confused at the moment. I just hoped that Autumn hung around long enough for me to find out.
Kyle my last assistant quit after two weeks. He couldn't handle Jimmy's antics. It wasn't Jimmy's fault he just couldn't control himself. Jimmy was born to be a wild, crazy, free spirit. It's just who he'd always be.
I make a mental note to talk to Jimmy about not jumping into his antics with Autumn until we've been in tour for a while. I prayed that he could actually contain himself. It would be interesting to see if Jimmy could handle the challenge. I guess only time would be able to tell.
Autumn's Pov:
Friday came way quicker than I expected. I tried not to let my nerves get the better of me. It was easier said then done. I barely got any sleep last night, I'm still not sure if it was from nervousness or excitement. In all my wildest dreams I've never imagined I'd be on tour with Avenged Sevenfold because I was M Shadows's assisant.
Taking a deep breath I calm the tremors quaking my body however it does little to calm the rest of me. I pull my car into the lot. One glance around I realize I'm the first one here.
The seat tilts back as I lean into it. I could close my eyes for a few minutes and no harm would come. My eyes close if their own accord. Sleep wraps me in its deep embrace.
A blood curddling scream bubbles up from the depths of my throat when I feel hands touching me. My eyes shoot open. Relief floods me when I'm met by the apologetic face of M Shadows. A small smile tugs at the corner of my lips causing him to smile at me. God I could cum at the site of those fucking dimples alone.
I shove that and all my other dirty thoughts of M Shadows down into the darkest deepest abyss of my mind. This was simply a job. M Shadows is a regular guy. This mantra repeated itself over and over again, reminding me not to get attached to him.
I'm pulled back to the present by Shadows helping me from the car. "Your bags are already on the bus. I wanted to let you sleep as long as possible." He tells me. I nod my head in appreciation.
He opens the bus door. As the door closes behind him Shads helps me up the stairs. I was thankful for that because I wasn't sure if I could have made it up without tripping and falling flat on my face. I look up silently thanking whoever was looking out for me today. I make sure to ask that they keep watch for awhile longer hoping I wasn't pushing my luck.
Shadows has me stand in the kitchen area while he yells for the guys. Zacky nods at me. Johnny waves. Syn flashes me that infamous smirk. Rev rushes over pulling me up into his arms. He spins me while he hugs me. I wrap my arms around him immediately returning his hug. I knew if nothing else Rev and I would get along great. He was just as crazy as I am which I loved right away.
"Alright Jim time to put the girl down." Shadows says.
A giant frown drags Rev's face down. I pat his arm. "Don't worry. You got all tour to hug me." I tell him. The frown is gone in an instant as if it were never there.
"I'll hold you to it." Rev tells me. I nod telling him we have a deal.
Rev's eyes shoot to Johnny. Johnny's face turns fearful as he runs from the room.
"You might grow to rethink that deal." Shads tells me. I shrug knowing I could never in my life grow tired of Jimmy's hugs though I wasn't going to argue with Shads about it.
The driver informs us that the drive to the venue would be atleast three hours. Zacky took it upon himself to sit me down and try to play twenty questions. By the fifth question Johnny and Jimmy were back up front.
Jimmy joined Syn and Shads on the couch. Johnny chose to pull up some rug and settled for sitting on the floor. It was kind of unnerving to have all of their eyes on me.
"What's your favorite band?" Zacky asks.
I turn to look at Shads. Obviously he hadn't told the guys about my deathbat tattoo. I was both grateful and really surprised. I couldn't help but wonder what, if anything, had these guys been told about me.
I turn to look at Zacky. "I'm sorry but that is privileged information." I didn't miss the smile that pulled at the corners of his mouth but more importantly the curiosity that bloomed in his eyes.
Zacky was now determined to find out anything he can about me. I wasn't sure if that was a good or bad thing. When I saw the look Shadows was giving Zacky I knew that Zacky wouldn't bother me too much with his questions.
It was blatantly obvious that Shadows was going to be protective of me. I frowned to myself. I was an adult. I knew how to take care of myself. I didn't need Shads's protection.
I got the feeling Zacky was harmless. He simply wanted to know the new person who would be living on the bus. He had to make sure I wasn't some psycho fan girl who would tie them all up and have my way with each of them.
Zacky's just making sure it's safe for them to be around me. I give him credit for looking out for his band mates. That gives him some points in my book. No more questions were asked of me for the rest of the night.
A silence stretched over the bus. The guys were clearly comfortable. It made me feel like the guys were excepting me into their world, into their family. I sit there the only thing moving were my eyes.
When my gaze landed on one of the guys I found myself studying him. The last to fall under the spot light was Shadows. I turn my head knowing that there was no need to study M Shadows what so ever.
My eyes slipped closed. I'm taken back. Way way back, to a time when I was someone else completely. Tears rushed down my face. How could I have been so stupid? Why didn't I see it?
It was clear to everyone else. I decide to chalk it up to my being young and naive. I should have known that the captain of the football team was just a douchebag. Atleast I never went all the way with him. Not that anyone believed me after the rumors he spoke about me.
* * *
Life as M Shadows's assistant hasn't been all that bad. All I really did was keep track of his schedule. If he wanted food or coffee Johnny was forced to go on the run. I had offered once and nearly got my head bitten off.
Shads said it let Johnny earn his keep. Johnny was the youngest member of the band so naturally he was always having to prove himself. Jimmy had become my best friend as well as my adopted big brother, so he claims. To be honest I adored Jimmy. No matter the situation he always knew the exact words or actions to make me laugh. On bad days Jimmy was my silver lining and I loved him for simply being himself.
Syn, I had come to discover, was a really good guy. When Shadows wasn't around Syn would play blocker. Zacky of course would be the one who needed to be blocked. Syn could always tell when Zacky's flirting was making me uncomfortable. I was happy that Syn never voiced anything. He would just lead Zacky's attention to something other than me.
When fans think Synystr Gates they all believe that he's the flirty, cocky bastard. Poor Syn just goes with it. In reality that flirty, cocky bastard was really Zacky.
I'm not saying Zacky is a bad guy because he's not, he just doesn't understand the word no. All in all I wouldn't trade my experience thus far for anything on this Earth.
The guys are great. I can't believe I've only been on tour for a month and a half. It feels like I've been part of the Avenged family for my entire life.
* * *
Today was a rare treat for all of us. We all got the day off. I wasn't certain where any of the guys were. I had decided to stay in the hotel room and relax all day. I smile to myself when Doing Time blasts through the speaker of my cell phone. I couldn't help myself.
"I maintain an addiction, been known to take it too high." I belt the words as my right hand brushes the deathbat tatto of my raised left arm.
"I've got an itch with a loaded hair trigger and a one way ticket to fly."
I whip around. Shads is standing there singing into a remote control trying to mimic my voice. An uncontrollable fit of giggles captures me. Shads smiles then starts laughing as well. This in turn made me laugh harder causing tears to spill down my cheeks.
After a few minutes I'm finally calm enough to talk. Looking up I find Shads's eyes staring at me as if he's trying to see into my soul. He squints his eyes. I open my mouth to say something.
"Kristy?" He questions. My mouth immediately snaps closed.
I stare at him in shock. How the hell could he recognize me? I shake my head. Maybe I was just hearing things. He could have said something different. Yeah, that's it he said some other word.
"Wow! You look amazing. Please say something Kristy?" I'm too stunned to speak. Matt had just called me by my name.
"Why didn't you say who you were sooner?" I shrug my shoulders knowing even if I could open my mouth no words would come out. Never once did the possibility of Matt recognizing me ever come to mind. I was standing here questioning it all.
Mostly I wanted to know how Matt ever came to the idea that I was Kristy. I had done everything in my power to erase any single trace of Kristy that I could. I dyed my hair darker brown and let it grow out. I lost 150 pounds. I changed the clothes I wore then realized I was more comfortable in jeans and t-shirts so I switched back. I even went as far to have a special surgery to have my eye color lighten. Yet here Matt stood seeing Kristy.
I didn't understand it one bit.
Matt's Pov:
I couldn't shake the feeling that I knew Autumn from some where. Since today was our day off I decided I was going to find out how and I wasn't leaving until I got my answer. I let myself into her room through the adjoining door. I couldn't help but smile when I heard her singing Doing Time. We both laugh so hard.
It takes a few minutes for us to compose ourselves. One look in her eyes and it hits me like a tidal wave. I knew those one hazel eyes. They belonged to...
"Kristy?" I didn't realize I had said it out loud until I saw the look on her face. So I was right. She is Kristy. As I hurtle questions her way she just stands there.
I never thought I'd see her again. She disappeared after that night. Memories flood my mind. I'm taken back to that night.
It was a hot July night. My parents had gone away for a week vacation. I was laying around on my couch when my door bell rang. I open the door I see Kristy, my neighbor standing there tears rushing down her face. Everyone had heard what happened. I step aside and close the door behind her. I motion fiur her to sit on my couch. I went to the kitchen grabbing her a glass of water. I'd say it was about fifteen minutes before she finally spoke.
"I came here because we're friends and I would like to make a deal with you. Please hear me out before you say no." I nod telling her to continue. "Take my virginity?" Her tone gives nothing away. The look on her face tells me she's completely serious.
Kristy and I had been friends since she moved next door when she was eight years old. I never thought 8 years later she would be asking me this. I stand there chewing on my lip ring.
Val, my girlfriend would be pissed if I cheated on her. Isn't it against the law to exchange sex for money? Why me? All these thoughts rushed through my brain.
Kristy grabs my face forcing me to look at me. "I'll pay you $1,000 to take my virginity right now, no games, no foreplay."
"Okay I'll do it." The way her eyes pleaded with me, I couldn't say no. Kristy pulls the money from her pocket. She counts it then hands it to me. Grabbing her hand I take her upstairs to my bedroom.
Our clothes are quickly shed as my door is closed. I led Kristy to my bed. I tell her to lay down. She does. Reaching into my night stand I pull out a condom.
"Are you sure about this?" I question. Kristy's nod is determined. My fingers roll the condom up my hardened member. I climb on to my bed hovering above Kristy.
My mouth opens to tell her she can still tell me she doesn't want this anymore. She shakes her head pressing her finger to my lips. I nod telling her I understand that she wants me to continue.
Lining myself up with her entrance I ease the head into Kristy. Her face shows no reaction good or bad so I inch more of me into her. A groan of pain falls from Kristy's lips.
"I can stop." I tell her.
"No. Just get in as far as you can." She replies.
I grab her head forcing our lips together as I slam my cock fully into her pusdy. The moan that spilt from my mouth at how good she felt around me was unstoppable. Careful not to hurt her anymore I remain still for a few minutes.
My eyes scan Kristy's face. Her smile tells me it's okay to move. Kristy's hips meet mine thrust for thrust. If I hadn't known better I'd swear she'd done this before.
All too soon her pussy squeezes my dick milking me for all I'm worth as her orgasm hits.
A loud noise by my ear brings me back to the present. Blinking I refocus my eyes. Kristy is standing there a look of concern on her face.
"I was just remembering that night." I tell her.
We agreed that because Kristy was her legal name that she would go by it. I think it suited her better anyways.
***
Kristy's Pov:
I screamed at Matt. "You fucking bastard. This is all your fault." My contractions were a minute apart now.
I was just waiting for the fucking doctor. The doctor waltzes in the room as if I'm not dying from pain over here. She takes a look between my legs. "Alright you're ten centimeters. It's time for you to push." She tells me.
Not ten minutes later the doctor informs Matt and I that we have a healthy baby girl. The nurse helps me open the stupid hospital gown. She lays my daughter on my chest for skin to skin contact. A flash goes off. I look to see Matt smiling at me. "What should we name her?" I ask Matt. "I like the name Savannah." I nod liking Savannah as well. "Savannah Noelle Sanders." I say testing it out. Matt vigorously nods yes. I hand Savannah to Matt.

My smile couldn't be shattered as I watched Matt's eyes well up. His arms carefully cradling our daughter. I knew nothing could be better than this. My engagement ring and wedding band sparkle in the light. Matt was the best man I could ever hope to have in my life. I could not wait to grow old with him, he was my always and forever.

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