Almost Easy

Chapter Seventy:

Derek’s POV

I’ve been watching Lydia, when I can get away with it. Doug, that damn prick, always has her protected. At this rate, I’m wondering if we’ll ever get our window. We can’t take her, if she’s always surrounded.

What I wouldn’t give to touch her again. I’ll never forget how soft her skin is or how luscious her hair smells. Her tears were always so delectable on my tongue. She fit me like velvety, fucking glove. It’s like she was made just for me.

It’s not that I necessarily have a thing for children. The girls… they have to be special. I’ve looked, but never touched. I’ve always gotten off to pictures or videos… until Lydia.

After I lost Lydia, pictures weren’t enough. I needed to live out my fantasies. If I went too long, I got a little manic. A man can only go so long without sexual gratification, before his resolve slipped. I’ve lost count on how many there have been since Lydia, but she’ll always be my favorite. After all, she was my first.

When I found out that Lynn had a young daughter, it just made things that much sweeter. Lydia was beautiful and untouched. Even before I started touching her, she wasn’t comfortable around me. Children are observant that way.

She would never stay in a room alone with me, until Lynn was present. I knew what I was doing. I was looking too long and hugging more than necessary. At first, the hugs lingered and I’d let my fingers brush her ass. One day, I ran into her and made sure to touch her chest, acting like it was a mere accident. I was smart about it.

Lynn wasn’t home a lot. I knew that she wasn’t faithful and I didn’t care. I let her spend my money and she let me spend time with her daughter, as long as she wasn’t around to see it.
I went into the bathroom while she was bathing one day and she screamed. I told her that it was alright, but she wouldn’t quiet down until I left. I started sneaking into her bedroom while she was sleeping and I’d touch her. She squirmed and pretended to be sleeping.

I knew that she had said something to her mother, but Lynn brushed it off and told her to stop making up lies. It was almost as if Lynn was actually trying to believe what she was telling her daughter. What woman could admit to herself that she wasn’t satisfying enough for her partner, so he took his needs to her daughter? I don’t know the answer to that, but it definitely isn’t her.
Lydia screamed and fought and it was glorious. It only made my conquest sweeter. I was the first man to ever be inside of her. No matter what changes in her life, that will remain the same. That’s a memory that I will forever cherish.

Even though she’s older now, she’s still as seductive as ever. I came so close to having her again at the restaurant, but she’s feistier now than ever. She put up much more of a fight than I was expecting. She stopped being so defiant after I broke her in when she was a child. Something inside of her changed. She wasn’t the same girl that I used to know. She was a woman that blossomed, while I was forced to stay away.

Had I been in her life longer, I don’t think I would have been able to help myself. She’s so ripe for the picking. I couldn’t stand it if I had to watch another man love her the same way I do. I need to make her remember – make her body remember – that’s she is mine. She will always be mine. If I do nothing else with my life, I want to make sure that she is ruined for every other man. I will have her again. I have to. I need her. I need her to remember.

It’s only a matter of time. She will be mine, again.

Notes

I'm sorry about the delay! My husband and I play D&D with friends once or twice a week, and last night was one of those nights. We introduced vodka into the mix and needless to say, this lady was far too intoxicated to handle her computer.

I've had a lot of people comment on Adam's character. I'm trying to build him to be a complex characters, so I'm glad that it has been successful so far!

<3 you all!
-Katie