Waters Ablaze

The night was as every night together. Comforting, satisfying, intensifying, hot. He always treated me with love. But the passion was heightened due to the fight we both had, had. Laying in the bed, the quietness between the both of us was soothing. But it may also be the soft strokes of his hand up and down my back as I rested my head in the crook of his neck.

"Damn, I love you." His soft voice whispered in my ear.

"I'll always love you." We do not speak of saying that to each other often, but when we both felt the need it was always the right time. What a sight it would be if any of the guys were to walk in. Both of us naked on the bed, except for the thin sheet that is always on the hotel beds under the blanket, it rested right at the top of my ass. My tattoos I had only a few, were showing. The sheet was pulled to right above his pubic hair.

The morning to follow was full of hangovers, vomit, cursing, and like before with Shadows and I, tension.

Although it was funny to see Brian try to stay from my guys, even though my guys had no clue what they had done. I do know that I was starting to have feeling for Shadows. Why I was not sure, but I still had feelings for Wes. Talk about a rock and a hard place. Fuck.

Currently, I was again in the hotel room. We were able to stay another night since we all would probably need it. I was laying on the bed curled up with a pillow, wishing I could curl up with someone that I could call my own. I had my notebook with me, a page open with random words written down that I would put in as a song.

Thinking I could go for a nap, I decided to push aside my notebook close my eyes and drift off.

"Wake her up. I wanna go out."

I don't know who that was, it sounded like Johnny.

"I'll wake her up!" I didn't have time to think before I was bolted into the air and on the floor.

"What the hell?" I was on the floor, standing up I rubbed my now sore ass. Seeing the culprit on the bed as Jimmy he apparently did a belly flop onto the bed which is what sent me flying.

"Shes awake. Get dressed were going out. Guys found a bar they wanna hit." Johnny seemed so demanding. I didn't bother looking at who was in my room, i just did as i was told.

Within an hour we all were ready to go. I had donned a pair of dark ripped jeans that hung a little low, added a leather studded belt, black motorcycle boots, and a cobalt colored tank top. My red curly hair was down but tamed with soft curls.

All the guys were outside the room waiting for me since I was last to leave. Stepping out I heard a low whistle, it could have been any of them. Turning I saw all my guys along with the avenged guys staring at me. Shadows had on a sleeveless black shirt to show off his muscles and the few tattoos he had. He looked delicious. His eyes looked like they were filled with lust and want as he stared at me.

"Well lets go." Wes must have seen him staring at me.

The bar was what seemed like a mix of a motorcycle bar and a pool hall. Which I was perfectly fine with. My guys and I went to grab a table in the corner while the avenged guys went to get some beer. Walking by some tables that were occupied I felt Wes put his arm on my waist, but i was able to hear whistling.

I felt eyes on me as I walked, but as I looked around I did not seen anyone watching me. The feeling felt stronger as we got to the table, I took a seat on a bar stool that was against the wall. Looking around the place I saw the reason for feeling watched. Shadows was leaning against the bar staring at me. He had a dark look in his eyes, it woke something in me. I don't know what it was but I felt the need to have him. I wanted his arms around me, the feel of his protectiveness. I may have to have a dance with him later.

"Play a game with me Nix." Jimmy had snuck up next to me, in hopes of a game.

"Sure, hun." Grabbing a pool cue I decided to have some fun tonight. "Hey, Jimmy wanna make a wager?"

"Hummm, I am intrigued Madam...I believe you have yourself a deal."

"What you say to $5 a ball. Eight ball double?"

"Deal." Sticking his hand out I shook it.

Four games later, a few beers thanks to the avenged guys, and $320 in my pocket, well in Wes's wallet, I was at the jukebox looking for some music to listen to. I could not decide on what to hear next. Looking up at my table I saw that Johnny and Zacky were playing a game. Jimmy looked to be a cheerleader. I saw my guys but someone was missing. Wes looked at me, winked with a smile but his smile faded. Right when I felt someone's hand on my waist. Air softly blew in my ear. My heart skipped a beat, the whole flutter shit happened.

"If you pick a good song, could I have a dance?" I felt the cool metal of a lip ring graze my ear, as he whispered softly to me.

"Depends on how good the song is." Trying to keep my focus on the jukebox, his hand reached further around my waist, now resting on my belly button. I felt the warmth radiate off his body on to mine. Ah, there it is. A perfectly damn good song.

"I do believe you found a good one." Making my selection I pushed play, the cords of Metallica's Turn The Page.

Feeling his other arm on my waist, I began to slowly sway to the cords, Shadow's arms resting on my stomach. I was unsure of the feelings in my stomach. I was never used to being near another guy that wasent in my band.

All too soon the song had ended, But his arms were still around my waist. His hand rested on my lower back. Looking over at he table I saw that Wes did not look happy. Removing my arms from his neck I pulled away hoping he would to.

"Thanks for the dance. Maybe another one later on?" HE smirked at me, his dmiples softly showing.

"Maybe." I smirked back, walking over to the table.

I saw my guys at one table, Sean and Vince had their pool sticks like swords in a duel. The table behind me had a fer Avenged members along with Wes. Smiling at him, he did not return it. He was mad. I have to drill it in his head that him and I are not a couple. But he just cannot seem to learn.

"Oynix, join me for a cig outside?" He had a serious tone in his voice. That meant I had to talk to him now. I stepped aside so I could follow him out the front door.

"No, this way." Looking over his shoulder, I saw a exit sign near the back. An exit sign to the alley.

We hadent be outside long enough for the door to close before he opened his mouth.

"Tell me now. Don't sugar coat it. Do you want to be with him?" Lighting a cigarette handing it to me hit lit one for himself.

"Who? Shadows? No, maybe. I don't know. Why do you want to know?"

"I hate that i cannot have you as my own again." Leaning against the wall i was leaning on, he looked at me.

"Why didn't you tell me this before?"

"I thought you wanted to be with someone else. You'll always be my girl, no matter who your with." I know it sounded possessive, but with him it actually sounded loving.

"Ive been having feelings for Shadows, but I also have been getting my feelings back for you, stronger then what they were before."

"So you have your feelings, and I have mine. Think we can handle this again?" He looked at me as he not stood in front of me.

"Never know until we try." I looked him in the eyes.

"Be my girl, again?" He asked, his face serious.

"Of course."

Feeling the soft skin of his lips on mine, I kissed him with all the love that I had for him. I couldnt get enough of him. I wanted him.
here we go..

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