Nothing else matters

Brian's POV

I was lying in my bunk in the bus thinking about Ana. I needed some time to think. Damn! What was wrong with me?! I can’t clear my head and I can’t think about work! I love to be on tour but how can I be happy when my girl is sad? She said to me that she's fine, but I heard her voice and knew that she was lying. When I think about her I often ask myself how she was before we met. Was her life only black or white? I remember how she said to me on one day that I'm her only pencil with color in her crimson world.
That meeting me was the best thing that ever happened to her. That she is only happy when I'm by her side. And that I am the only one who saw her true smile. I couldn't understand how she can think that I'm good person- I'm not. I am just lucky. She said that every person is hiding their true self wearing a mask to shield their weakness. Sometimes she said things so full of thoughtfulness, that I couldn’t believe she is just a young girl. And she should have fun and shouldn’t worry about what happens next in her life. It's not fair that she had to go through so many bad experiences in such a small life span. "Yo, Bro?! Are you awake?" I heard Jimmy's voice. "What's up? And if I was asleep, now I wouldn’t be Jimmy…" I said. I just wanted to be left alone. "What's up? What's up with you? Fuck bro, you never were like this. We are on tour, damn, we love it, this is the best time, did you forget?"
"Come on Jimmy I'm okay, really"
"Yeah, I can see that. You look like shit. It's about Ana? Isn’t it?"
"What? Of course not" I replied getting annoyed by his questions.
"Fuck, Brian! You know that you can’t lie to me. So what's wrong?" He sat next to me and gave me another beer. "Damn it. I don't know. You know me; You know that I never cared for a girl so easily. Fuck…" "What did she do?" he laughed a little.
"Or do you just miss her already? Look it's only 4 days and then she will be here… with you!"
"Yep.. Actually..." I started "Actually what? She doesn’t?!"
"No, no she will join us. But, we have 5 days off before the next the show, yeah?"
"Yeah, and?" Jimmy looked at me confused.
"You must help me with something…"
And next I tell him my whole plan.
"Wow Brian, You really must love her"
" Yeah. I do, but.."
"But what? There is no 'but'. It’s easy: You love her, she loves you."
“I don't know if she loves me"
"How do you not know? She didn't tell you?"
"Nope, she didn't. Actually I didn't tell her, too."
"Hahaha, are you a fuckin' kid that you are too scared to tell a girl what you are feeling?!"
Fuck what was wrong with this guy? He sat next to me I am talking about my feelings and he starts to laugh, damn him. I looked down on my phone and saw Ana’s picture on my wallpaper. Involuntarily I smiled. "Fuck, I can’t believe it" Jimmy was starting to laugh again. "Haner, who thought that you would fall so hard for a girl and be a relationship guy?!”
He laughed even harder and started to roll around on the floor. Wait Jimmy, if the time is right, you will be one of the next, believe me and then I will laugh!

Ana's POV

My entire exams are done and today I must only go to the celebration and receive my diploma. I'm starting to pack in two days I would fly to Spain and I'll join the rest of the guys. I told my parents that I was leaving. My mom was scared that I would be going to Europe on my own. My dad was angry because I was going to Brian. All I want to do next is to find a job and move out. That'll be first thing I'll do after the tour. I sat between girls from the Uni which I saw for the first time. They were so excited about celebrating after graduation. Every person here was with their friends and family. Only I was alone. But, fuck, I was always alone, nothing new. When I finally got my diploma I was happy for the first time during the two weeks without Brian. I felt happy because it means that now I'm someone, no matter what anyone else says. Why can't I share this happiness with my family? When the celebration was over, everyone started to take photos and have fun. I just wanted to go home. "Congratulation Ana!", someone screamed. For the second time today I smiled, it was not so normal that anyone here would recognize me. Then I realized whose voice that was, I knew it and couldn’t believe it, he was here. I saw him and started to run towards him.
"Brian!" I said and jumped into his open arms. I didn’t care about what the other people were thinking. He was here!!
"What are you doing here?"
"Did you think that I let you be alone on your big day?!"
"Oh baby" I couldn’t say more.
"So let's go celebrate", he grabbed my hand and took me to his car. We went to a nice little restaurant, I saw a few people from my uni there. I couldn’t stop smiling.
"I have something for you", he said after we ate our dinner.
He pulled something from his pants, took my hand, and after few seconds I saw my gift.
It was silver bracelet with pendants: A Heart, a small copy his guitar and a door . A door?
"A Door?" I looked at him confused.
"Yep, so you'll always remember our first meeting and where it all began."
I smiled. "It is awesome", I leaned in to kiss him. "Thank you, Brian" I had tears in my eyes.
"I’m glad that you like it. And here is something else.." He looked really nervous. He pulled another box from his pants and put it in front of me. I look at him questioningly "Come on, open it" I took it in my hands and slowly opened it. I saw a keychain with a pendant in heart shape. Keys? What does it mean? I turn them on my fingers and I saw that something is written on the heart shaped form. I read it 'Because your place is by my side. My heart will always be yours". I looked at Brian.
"Keys to my home" He answered the question which I had on my mind, "Please, move in with me?!" I just looked into his eyes and back to the keys, couldn’t form words. That was the most amazing gift ever. "And??" he looked at me again.
"Oh Brian!" I said and jumped onto his lap and started to kiss him. "That means, yes?" he said with a smile. I nodded. "So come on honey, OUR home is waiting"

"Welcome home, baby" He said when we walked into his house.
"Brian.. I really want to thank you for all this. For everything that you did for me. You make me happy and you make me feel complete.” Come on Ana, just say it. So I looked deep into his eyes, took a deep breath and said "I Love you, Brian"
"Oh baby!" He started to kiss me slowly then took my head between his hands, to look deep into my eyes and said “I love you too. I love you more with every second. And I missed you so much" He embraced me tight. I found his lips again fast and greedily. I put my hands into his hair and pulled a little. He began to kiss my neck. I tilted my head back, embraced him stronger.
"Fuck, baby, I need you in our bedroom, right fucking now" And just one moment later he grabbed me and carried me upstairs.

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