Disguised by Surroundings
Go My Own Way
Brian’s P.O.V
We had been tracking the girls for hours hoping that we could come up with something, I was with Zack and we were back at the girls house to make sure that we had the right equipment and when I looked in Erin’s room I realized that I had literally just moved it to the new place.
“Shit, we gotta go to the other house… I moved everything over there” I said and Zack grabbed the keys and we walked inside looking in the boxes and such and I walked into the living room noticing the picture frames and such and the one my father took of Erin and I after we got married sat at the top of the pile.
“She looks great” Zack said to me and I just smiled and then set it on the mantel piece and just sighed.
“I never thought that I would be married… I just wanted to say sorry for everything” I said to him not wanting to have tension with him anymore… I wanted to put everything in the past and make sure that he and I were good.
“Don’t even worry about it dude, we are in this together and I have come to terms with it, as hard as it used to be I really am glad that she has you… we will find her and make sure that she is safe” He said and I teared up and he hugged me and I wiped my eyes and spotted Erin’s box and when I looked through it I realized that Zack may have just been the one to save the girls.
“Thank GOD!” I said growing louder and Zack just sat there stunned. I pulled open my laptop and realized that there was still the tracker in one of the lipstick tubes.
“Erin never leaves the house without….” I said trailing off and he just smile and activated it and it popped up and we sped off to meet with everyone else.
Erin’s P.O.V
It felt like an eternity sitting here tied up and Hannah and I were both clearly hurting from lack of medication and being wounded but the ropes had been rubbing into the skin on my wrists and Hannah had stuff cutting into her wrists. I turned my head to her and just stared into her eyes.
“Ya know… I meant what I said earlier, I love you Hannah” I said to her and tears welled up in her eyes and I literally was dying from this.
“I love you too, I made the best decision of my life moving in with you and I am so happy to be with you” She said and I cried out not able to suppress the feelings inside of me. I struggled my hands even more hoping to make progress with the ropes but I didn’t and I felt blood run down my hand. My tongue was dry and I moved it around my mouth and I felt the capsule on my back tooth and realized that maybe if we were gonna go out together we might as well do it together. I pushed my memory back to when I mentioned to Brian that Jimmy had them placed in our mouths.
“So ya know how Jimmy thinks it is always good to have a way out or a backup plan?” I asked as I lied in the bed with Brian and rubbed his bare chest. He turned his head to meet my gaze and he just stared at me.
“Yeah” He said simply and I just sat there for a moment and then placed my chin on his chest.
“Well Hannah and I both agreed that we needed something like that since we both have been going through stuff… I figured that it would be better to die by my own choice if dying is the only option” I said and he just stared… jeeze he was being really fucking silent.
“So what are you saying?” He asked and I just lifted myself a little and ran my hand through his soft black hair and I just couldn’t keep my gaze from his chocolate brown eyes.
“We had a capsule placed on our back tooth that we have the option of biting into if we find that dying is the only thing left… if there is no way out. I don’t want to die by my sisters hands Brian… I just can’t picture myself doing that” I said making a plea to him and he just sat there and I saw a tear fall from his eyes.
“I don’t want to even think about you dying Erin… do you know how much it makes my heart hurt anytime I hear your sisters name? I literally cannot picture a life without you around” He said and I leaned in and kissed him wiping away his tears.
“No matter what Brian.. I am always here, just know that you are never gonna lose me, I am never going to leave you” I said still running my fingers through his hair and my fingertips on my other hand slowly brushed over his cheeks.
“I am so in love with you Erin… I cherish every moment I have with you” He said and then kissed me softly yet it stopped my entire world… nobody could ever take that feeling away from me.
“Erin?! Erin are you listening to me?!” Hannah said nearly shouting at me and I just turned my head to her and I bit at my lip chewing it for a moment.
“Remember the plan ice cream sandwich?” I asked her and she shot her gaze to mine and she just let more tears fall and I watched bits of mascara fall from her eyes in her tears. She just sat there breathing heavily for the moment and she looked at me again.
“You really just want to end it all Erin?” She asked and I shook my head.
“It’s only if it comes to that Hannah… I don’t want it to… there is so much that I still want to do in life… I just want you to remember that Jimmy embedded those… and that is an option” I said and she just sighed.
“Promise me E… only if it comes to it, we fight until our last breath” She said and I couldn’t help but try and get loose again. I wish that there was a way to get one last kiss just in case this was our last amount of time together. I heard talking upstairs and I just stared at Hannah… the door opened and it was dark outside… who knew how long we were down here. Kyle and Sarah appeared and I just sat there with my eyes closed trying to block Sarah out… there was no way that she was going to get to me right now.. I couldn’t let my guard down.
“Little miss Erin do you want to give your girlfriend a little kiss? Because… well… this may be the last time that you see her” He said and I just spit in his face and he backed up and wiped it off and motioned for Sarah to put me near Hannah.
“Ah I will be nice, you can have one hand Erin” Sarah said letting one hand free and she pushed me so that I was close to Hannah and I just cried while I gazed into her eyes and I put my hand on her cheek and pushed my lips to hers and her lips were soft from her tears and Sarah pulled at my hair and threw me to her men and I just whimpered.
“Remember the plan!” I yelled as I was dragged away from Hannah and pulled into the other room hearing Hannah scream. I was tossed to the ground and my cheek hit the hardwood floor and I just groaned and Sarah stood in the doorway and stepped in closing the door behind her.
“You can leave the ropes off, Erin won’t get rid of me that easy this time” Sarah said and I just sat there pushing myself up and stared at her and she just smiled and waved loving that I was stuck vulnerably on the floor.
“Looks like you didn’t like those ropes too much… poor E” She said grabbing at my wrists and I just sat there for a moment and pulled them from her and pushed myself up against the wall and I was literally regretting not eating in the past day or so. Sarah pushed my hair from my face and she squatted down and just stared at me.
“You just couldn’t go from the shot could you?” She asked and I just flipped her off and she threw her fist into my cheek and I just sat there taking it… I heard Hannah and I tried getting up but Sarah threw me down pinning my body and my arms down and she just smiled.
“You are weak now E… guess you should have been prepared” She said and she stood up and walked over to the door as she heard something and peeked out of the door and she walked out with her bodyguard and locked the door and I banged my hands on it.
“HEY IM IN HERE!!! HELP ME!!! PLEASE!!!” I screamed and I ran to the window and I saw Johnny and I banged on the window but couldn’t muster up the strength to break it… I don’t think he even saw me. I cried and Sarah’s bodyguard came in and I rushed him and I punched him over and over again and I heard the guys yelling and I felt the guy push a knife into my leg and I groaned and hit him knocking him out and I grabbed his gun and peeked out the door and saw Sarah standing watching around the corner and I opened the door all the quietly as possible but it creaked and I heard I pulled the gun out hearing hers ring out first and I stood there and saw Brian in my line of sight and stood there pointing and aiming at Sarah and after firing she fell to the floor and another shot rang out and the light left her eyes and it was quiet… I was numb. I took two steps forward and saw Hannah in my view from the other room as Matt beat the shit out of Kyle and I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and fell forward only to feel Brians warm embrace around me and I took a deep breath in smelling the cologne that he wore and I knew that this was how I wanted to remember him… holding me and comforting me. I opened my eyes and I saw him crying and holding one hand on my chest putting pressure on it and I smiled at him.
“You left me with a great memory” I said to him and he just cried out still holding his hand there.
“Oh god Erin no, you will be fine.. we can do this” He said and I put my hand on his cheek and he grabbed my hand with his other one and I just quieted him.
“Don’t ever let go of me Brian, I love you” I said and I could feel my body going… so I bit into the capsule and I felt a rush through my body and a sweet taste in my mouth and Brian hugged his arms around my body and put his hand on my chin holding my gaze to his and he kissed my lips softly.
Brian’s P.O.V
I knew that Erin was fading.. I didn’t want this.. I was fucking losing the love of my life and I could hear Matt sobbing in the other room. I pressed my lips to Erin’s and she was shaking in my arms and I was holding her face making sure that I was the last thing that she saw.. she smiled and one tear streamed down her cheek and she stilled completely and she fell completely limp a second later. I lied her down with my arm still under her and I cried loudly and felt completely torn down.
“Please come back!” I said leaning down putting my forehead to hers and I looked at her as her eyes were still open and I pushed them down with my palm and fingers… she was really gone… Zack came over and he looked completely shocked and I picked her up carrying her out… my love… my wife… how do you come back from something like this?
We had been tracking the girls for hours hoping that we could come up with something, I was with Zack and we were back at the girls house to make sure that we had the right equipment and when I looked in Erin’s room I realized that I had literally just moved it to the new place.
“Shit, we gotta go to the other house… I moved everything over there” I said and Zack grabbed the keys and we walked inside looking in the boxes and such and I walked into the living room noticing the picture frames and such and the one my father took of Erin and I after we got married sat at the top of the pile.
“She looks great” Zack said to me and I just smiled and then set it on the mantel piece and just sighed.
“I never thought that I would be married… I just wanted to say sorry for everything” I said to him not wanting to have tension with him anymore… I wanted to put everything in the past and make sure that he and I were good.
“Don’t even worry about it dude, we are in this together and I have come to terms with it, as hard as it used to be I really am glad that she has you… we will find her and make sure that she is safe” He said and I teared up and he hugged me and I wiped my eyes and spotted Erin’s box and when I looked through it I realized that Zack may have just been the one to save the girls.
“Thank GOD!” I said growing louder and Zack just sat there stunned. I pulled open my laptop and realized that there was still the tracker in one of the lipstick tubes.
“Erin never leaves the house without….” I said trailing off and he just smile and activated it and it popped up and we sped off to meet with everyone else.
Erin’s P.O.V
It felt like an eternity sitting here tied up and Hannah and I were both clearly hurting from lack of medication and being wounded but the ropes had been rubbing into the skin on my wrists and Hannah had stuff cutting into her wrists. I turned my head to her and just stared into her eyes.
“Ya know… I meant what I said earlier, I love you Hannah” I said to her and tears welled up in her eyes and I literally was dying from this.
“I love you too, I made the best decision of my life moving in with you and I am so happy to be with you” She said and I cried out not able to suppress the feelings inside of me. I struggled my hands even more hoping to make progress with the ropes but I didn’t and I felt blood run down my hand. My tongue was dry and I moved it around my mouth and I felt the capsule on my back tooth and realized that maybe if we were gonna go out together we might as well do it together. I pushed my memory back to when I mentioned to Brian that Jimmy had them placed in our mouths.
“So ya know how Jimmy thinks it is always good to have a way out or a backup plan?” I asked as I lied in the bed with Brian and rubbed his bare chest. He turned his head to meet my gaze and he just stared at me.
“Yeah” He said simply and I just sat there for a moment and then placed my chin on his chest.
“Well Hannah and I both agreed that we needed something like that since we both have been going through stuff… I figured that it would be better to die by my own choice if dying is the only option” I said and he just stared… jeeze he was being really fucking silent.
“So what are you saying?” He asked and I just lifted myself a little and ran my hand through his soft black hair and I just couldn’t keep my gaze from his chocolate brown eyes.
“We had a capsule placed on our back tooth that we have the option of biting into if we find that dying is the only thing left… if there is no way out. I don’t want to die by my sisters hands Brian… I just can’t picture myself doing that” I said making a plea to him and he just sat there and I saw a tear fall from his eyes.
“I don’t want to even think about you dying Erin… do you know how much it makes my heart hurt anytime I hear your sisters name? I literally cannot picture a life without you around” He said and I leaned in and kissed him wiping away his tears.
“No matter what Brian.. I am always here, just know that you are never gonna lose me, I am never going to leave you” I said still running my fingers through his hair and my fingertips on my other hand slowly brushed over his cheeks.
“I am so in love with you Erin… I cherish every moment I have with you” He said and then kissed me softly yet it stopped my entire world… nobody could ever take that feeling away from me.
“Erin?! Erin are you listening to me?!” Hannah said nearly shouting at me and I just turned my head to her and I bit at my lip chewing it for a moment.
“Remember the plan ice cream sandwich?” I asked her and she shot her gaze to mine and she just let more tears fall and I watched bits of mascara fall from her eyes in her tears. She just sat there breathing heavily for the moment and she looked at me again.
“You really just want to end it all Erin?” She asked and I shook my head.
“It’s only if it comes to that Hannah… I don’t want it to… there is so much that I still want to do in life… I just want you to remember that Jimmy embedded those… and that is an option” I said and she just sighed.
“Promise me E… only if it comes to it, we fight until our last breath” She said and I couldn’t help but try and get loose again. I wish that there was a way to get one last kiss just in case this was our last amount of time together. I heard talking upstairs and I just stared at Hannah… the door opened and it was dark outside… who knew how long we were down here. Kyle and Sarah appeared and I just sat there with my eyes closed trying to block Sarah out… there was no way that she was going to get to me right now.. I couldn’t let my guard down.
“Little miss Erin do you want to give your girlfriend a little kiss? Because… well… this may be the last time that you see her” He said and I just spit in his face and he backed up and wiped it off and motioned for Sarah to put me near Hannah.
“Ah I will be nice, you can have one hand Erin” Sarah said letting one hand free and she pushed me so that I was close to Hannah and I just cried while I gazed into her eyes and I put my hand on her cheek and pushed my lips to hers and her lips were soft from her tears and Sarah pulled at my hair and threw me to her men and I just whimpered.
“Remember the plan!” I yelled as I was dragged away from Hannah and pulled into the other room hearing Hannah scream. I was tossed to the ground and my cheek hit the hardwood floor and I just groaned and Sarah stood in the doorway and stepped in closing the door behind her.
“You can leave the ropes off, Erin won’t get rid of me that easy this time” Sarah said and I just sat there pushing myself up and stared at her and she just smiled and waved loving that I was stuck vulnerably on the floor.
“Looks like you didn’t like those ropes too much… poor E” She said grabbing at my wrists and I just sat there for a moment and pulled them from her and pushed myself up against the wall and I was literally regretting not eating in the past day or so. Sarah pushed my hair from my face and she squatted down and just stared at me.
“You just couldn’t go from the shot could you?” She asked and I just flipped her off and she threw her fist into my cheek and I just sat there taking it… I heard Hannah and I tried getting up but Sarah threw me down pinning my body and my arms down and she just smiled.
“You are weak now E… guess you should have been prepared” She said and she stood up and walked over to the door as she heard something and peeked out of the door and she walked out with her bodyguard and locked the door and I banged my hands on it.
“HEY IM IN HERE!!! HELP ME!!! PLEASE!!!” I screamed and I ran to the window and I saw Johnny and I banged on the window but couldn’t muster up the strength to break it… I don’t think he even saw me. I cried and Sarah’s bodyguard came in and I rushed him and I punched him over and over again and I heard the guys yelling and I felt the guy push a knife into my leg and I groaned and hit him knocking him out and I grabbed his gun and peeked out the door and saw Sarah standing watching around the corner and I opened the door all the quietly as possible but it creaked and I heard I pulled the gun out hearing hers ring out first and I stood there and saw Brian in my line of sight and stood there pointing and aiming at Sarah and after firing she fell to the floor and another shot rang out and the light left her eyes and it was quiet… I was numb. I took two steps forward and saw Hannah in my view from the other room as Matt beat the shit out of Kyle and I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and fell forward only to feel Brians warm embrace around me and I took a deep breath in smelling the cologne that he wore and I knew that this was how I wanted to remember him… holding me and comforting me. I opened my eyes and I saw him crying and holding one hand on my chest putting pressure on it and I smiled at him.
“You left me with a great memory” I said to him and he just cried out still holding his hand there.
“Oh god Erin no, you will be fine.. we can do this” He said and I put my hand on his cheek and he grabbed my hand with his other one and I just quieted him.
“Don’t ever let go of me Brian, I love you” I said and I could feel my body going… so I bit into the capsule and I felt a rush through my body and a sweet taste in my mouth and Brian hugged his arms around my body and put his hand on my chin holding my gaze to his and he kissed my lips softly.
Brian’s P.O.V
I knew that Erin was fading.. I didn’t want this.. I was fucking losing the love of my life and I could hear Matt sobbing in the other room. I pressed my lips to Erin’s and she was shaking in my arms and I was holding her face making sure that I was the last thing that she saw.. she smiled and one tear streamed down her cheek and she stilled completely and she fell completely limp a second later. I lied her down with my arm still under her and I cried loudly and felt completely torn down.
“Please come back!” I said leaning down putting my forehead to hers and I looked at her as her eyes were still open and I pushed them down with my palm and fingers… she was really gone… Zack came over and he looked completely shocked and I picked her up carrying her out… my love… my wife… how do you come back from something like this?
Notes
Im not really gonna leave anything here.
The chapter says a lot
The story isn't over! i promise!!
More LMV later!! <3
--elovebakervengeance<3
BTW This is what comes from having I Wont See You Tonight Part 1 on repeat!
Ugh.. I'm paitent so i can wait.. i also wonder what you have up your sleeves
11/12/14