Disguised by Surroundings
Hard Lines
Erin’s P.O.V
The shot rang in my ears as Sarah disappeared and I was in shock as Hannah sat in Matt’s arms from being shot in the arm and I just stood there.
“What are you doing? Help her!” Zack said nudging me while he went down to Hannah’s level. I was scared shitless. I fell to my knees and I just stared at my hands and my mind had flashed multiple times to Kevin and I felt Hannah squeeze my hand.
“E!” She screamed in pain and I just grabbed back with tears filling my eyes.
“I am so sorry this is all my faulty” I said seeing red fall from my face with the tears.
“Oh my god Zack stop being an idiot and focus on the woman you love! Matt… to the hospital!!” She said still managing to be Hannah… she was still okay with me? Zack leaned over to me putting his hands on my face and I put my forehead on his.
“Are you okay?” He asked holding my face tightly and I shook my head and he picked me up and the guys sat there cleaning up as I ran to the sink with a cloth wiping Zack’s face.
“I don’t think I can do this Zack… I don’t need you all getting hurt.. I have to find Sarah myself” I said to him and he just stopped what he was doing and stared at the sink getting the blood off of the towel.
“No” Zack said and I just stood there confused.
“No what?” I asked.
“You cannot leave… you cannot do this alone… you cannot have Hannah and have me… it is one or the other” He said drawing a very VERY thick line and setting all of his boundaries between us.
“You are not my boss Zack” I said grabbing the cloth from his and he slapped me hard across the face and I just stood there in complete and utter shock that he was restoring to scaring and knocking the living shit out of me just to bring me to reality again.
Zack’s P.O.V
The slap rang through the room like the bang we just heard and Brian walked into the room only to see Erin holding her face tightly. He ran over and got close to her but I pushed him backwards and Erin just put her arm in between us.
“You and everyone else go figure out how Hannah is doing” She said to Brian and he walked out with the guys. She held the counter tightly and looked up at me and then back to the ground.
“Why are you doing this.. why are you creating this invisible line between us!” She yelled at me.
“IM NOT ERIN! I JUST TOLD YOU WHERE THE LINE STANDS! You either get her or me… I don’t wanna fucking share you… you may have just fucked her and you may have feelings for her… but I fucking love you end of story and you are only for me… get your shit together E… this is gonna be dangerous and if you and Hannah fall apart then we all do!” I shouted back at her snapping at the end of every word because I wanted to get this through her mind. She walked past me and I grabbed her arm tightly.
“I am just taking a shower and then gonna go help Hannah… tell her what’s up… figure this out” She said and I pushed her to go to the shower and she pushed back and shook her head.
“No… I will meet you at the hospital… but for now.. I can’t talk to you” She said and I could tell that she was a little sad and upset with me… there was a bruise forming on her jawline but she was finally coming back to what was going on. I let her go and walked out… home to take a shower… wondering what she would do… but her talk with Hannah would let me know.
Erin’s P.O.V
After I got out of yet another shower I dried off and stood leaning against the frame of my bathroom door and just stared at the bed thinking of Hannah… what was I gonna do… Zack had given me such a tough thing to think about. I grabbed a pair of sweat pants and a white tee that showed my stomach and I walked over and grabbed my coverses and grabbed Hannah some new clothes and drove to the hospital and Jimmy was outside with Brian…
“Hey E are you alright… god that looks horrid!” Brian said… yeah cause you are gonna fucking win me over pointing out the mark on my face.
“Just back off I am so not in the mood” I said and Jimmy came over and grabbed my arms and pulled me inside with him.
“Sorry about that… he insisted on coming outside with me… Hannah has been waiting for you… I overheard Zack setting the boundaries… what are you gonna do?” He asked and I just had so much going through my mind.
“Jimmy I really cannot think straight right now… please just let me figure it out in my brain and you will figure it out later” I said stopping him and he hugged me tightly… Jimmy hugs were the best hugs. I walked in the room and saw Hannah sitting there while Matt rubbed her hand.
“You made it… with a bruise on your face… what the heck happened” Hannah asked getting excited but trailing to the bruise where everyone else trailed to as well.
“Let’s not worry about that love… I wanted to talk about something” I said to her and she sat up and Matt tried to calm her down and make her stay the way she was.
“No Matt.. it’s alright” She said and just then Zack walked into the room and he sat down in the chair next to Matt.
“Yeah dude.. she needs to get this out” Zack said and I just looked at him and my eyes were tearing up yet again just looking at him and I looked back at Hannah.
“Soo… this is hard to say but… I love what happened between us Hannah… it was mind blowing and I feel shitty using this cliché fucking line… but I think we should just be friends..” I said and prayed… that she saw my reasoning.
The shot rang in my ears as Sarah disappeared and I was in shock as Hannah sat in Matt’s arms from being shot in the arm and I just stood there.
“What are you doing? Help her!” Zack said nudging me while he went down to Hannah’s level. I was scared shitless. I fell to my knees and I just stared at my hands and my mind had flashed multiple times to Kevin and I felt Hannah squeeze my hand.
“E!” She screamed in pain and I just grabbed back with tears filling my eyes.
“I am so sorry this is all my faulty” I said seeing red fall from my face with the tears.
“Oh my god Zack stop being an idiot and focus on the woman you love! Matt… to the hospital!!” She said still managing to be Hannah… she was still okay with me? Zack leaned over to me putting his hands on my face and I put my forehead on his.
“Are you okay?” He asked holding my face tightly and I shook my head and he picked me up and the guys sat there cleaning up as I ran to the sink with a cloth wiping Zack’s face.
“I don’t think I can do this Zack… I don’t need you all getting hurt.. I have to find Sarah myself” I said to him and he just stopped what he was doing and stared at the sink getting the blood off of the towel.
“No” Zack said and I just stood there confused.
“No what?” I asked.
“You cannot leave… you cannot do this alone… you cannot have Hannah and have me… it is one or the other” He said drawing a very VERY thick line and setting all of his boundaries between us.
“You are not my boss Zack” I said grabbing the cloth from his and he slapped me hard across the face and I just stood there in complete and utter shock that he was restoring to scaring and knocking the living shit out of me just to bring me to reality again.
Zack’s P.O.V
The slap rang through the room like the bang we just heard and Brian walked into the room only to see Erin holding her face tightly. He ran over and got close to her but I pushed him backwards and Erin just put her arm in between us.
“You and everyone else go figure out how Hannah is doing” She said to Brian and he walked out with the guys. She held the counter tightly and looked up at me and then back to the ground.
“Why are you doing this.. why are you creating this invisible line between us!” She yelled at me.
“IM NOT ERIN! I JUST TOLD YOU WHERE THE LINE STANDS! You either get her or me… I don’t wanna fucking share you… you may have just fucked her and you may have feelings for her… but I fucking love you end of story and you are only for me… get your shit together E… this is gonna be dangerous and if you and Hannah fall apart then we all do!” I shouted back at her snapping at the end of every word because I wanted to get this through her mind. She walked past me and I grabbed her arm tightly.
“I am just taking a shower and then gonna go help Hannah… tell her what’s up… figure this out” She said and I pushed her to go to the shower and she pushed back and shook her head.
“No… I will meet you at the hospital… but for now.. I can’t talk to you” She said and I could tell that she was a little sad and upset with me… there was a bruise forming on her jawline but she was finally coming back to what was going on. I let her go and walked out… home to take a shower… wondering what she would do… but her talk with Hannah would let me know.
Erin’s P.O.V
After I got out of yet another shower I dried off and stood leaning against the frame of my bathroom door and just stared at the bed thinking of Hannah… what was I gonna do… Zack had given me such a tough thing to think about. I grabbed a pair of sweat pants and a white tee that showed my stomach and I walked over and grabbed my coverses and grabbed Hannah some new clothes and drove to the hospital and Jimmy was outside with Brian…
“Hey E are you alright… god that looks horrid!” Brian said… yeah cause you are gonna fucking win me over pointing out the mark on my face.
“Just back off I am so not in the mood” I said and Jimmy came over and grabbed my arms and pulled me inside with him.
“Sorry about that… he insisted on coming outside with me… Hannah has been waiting for you… I overheard Zack setting the boundaries… what are you gonna do?” He asked and I just had so much going through my mind.
“Jimmy I really cannot think straight right now… please just let me figure it out in my brain and you will figure it out later” I said stopping him and he hugged me tightly… Jimmy hugs were the best hugs. I walked in the room and saw Hannah sitting there while Matt rubbed her hand.
“You made it… with a bruise on your face… what the heck happened” Hannah asked getting excited but trailing to the bruise where everyone else trailed to as well.
“Let’s not worry about that love… I wanted to talk about something” I said to her and she sat up and Matt tried to calm her down and make her stay the way she was.
“No Matt.. it’s alright” She said and just then Zack walked into the room and he sat down in the chair next to Matt.
“Yeah dude.. she needs to get this out” Zack said and I just looked at him and my eyes were tearing up yet again just looking at him and I looked back at Hannah.
“Soo… this is hard to say but… I love what happened between us Hannah… it was mind blowing and I feel shitty using this cliché fucking line… but I think we should just be friends..” I said and prayed… that she saw my reasoning.
Notes
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IM BACK!!
sorry for the long wait everyone... writers block.... it can be a total bitch!
but I hope you enjoy this update!!
Thanks for reading!!
--elovebakervengeance<3
Ugh.. I'm paitent so i can wait.. i also wonder what you have up your sleeves
11/12/14