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Disguised by Surroundings

If I Can't Have You No One Can

Hannah’s P.O.V
When Erin told me that Andrew said in his email that he was in the states, I sat back in the chair, my eyes widening, my chest tightening and my palms sweating.

“Is she alright?” I heard Matt ask Erin as he knelt down in front of me, shaking me gently

“Hannah, honey, answer me, please,”

“No,” I whispered.

“What?” Matt asked.

“No,” I said a little louder “No, no, no, no!” I got louder and louder, standing up quickly making Matt move out of my way as I turned around to the wall and threw my fist into it as hard as possible causing the drywall to crumble “Shit, that was my sore hand,” I whimpered, biting my bottom lip and holding it to me again.

“Alright hulk, let’s get you cleaned up… again,” Erin laughed, leading me into the kitchen where she got out the first aid kit and set about cleaning and wrapping up my hand, I flinched and hissed a lot, only resulting in her telling me to ‘quit being a fucking baby’ while Matt held my other hand and rubbed his thumb over my knuckles soothingly.

We all moved into the living room and put on Insidious 2, Erin surprisingly, yet not, curled up on one side of the sofa with Zack, while I curled up on the other side with Matt, my toes touching Erin as we fought back and forth, poking the soles of each other feet.

“Would you ladies quit playing footsie and watch the damn movie?” Matt laughed, making the rest of us laugh.

“Oh so you’re one of those guys,” I chuckled.

“One of what guys?” He asked.

“The guys who needs complete and utter silence and stillness to watch a movie,” I teased sticking my tongue out at him.

“Don’t show me that tongue if you’re not going to use it,” He growled.

“Alright guys, whoa!” E laughed “Take that to your bedroom, no sex on the sofa in front of us,” She warned.

“My pleasure,” Matt smiled, lifting me off the sofa and throwing me over his shoulder as he stood up and walked upstairs, I pointed him in the direction of my bedroom while laughing at Erin telling us she was turning up the TV.

Matt walked into my bedroom, kicking the door shut behind him and gently laying me down on the bed and crawling on top of me, instantly pressing his lips to mine without hesitation and I started kissing him back.

“Matt,” I moaned into his mouth “Please,” I whispered.

“Are you sure?” He asked and I just nodded, he smiled a wide, dimpled smile at me and pulled my top off of my body “Where’s your bra?” he asked.

“Oh fuck,” I laughed “It’s still on your living room floor,” I cringed.

“Ah, something for me to go home to,” He winked.

“You’re sick,” I teased.

“Maybe,” He laughed, sticking his tongue out at me, I grabbed it between my fingers before he could take it back.

“Don’t show me that tongue if you’re not going to use it,” I whispered.

“Oh, but I am going to use it,” He winked.

Before I knew it all of my clothes were off and I was lying on my bed completely naked with Matt’s face between my legs, let me just tell you, his tongue was the most amazing thing I have ever felt in my entire life, he certainly knew how to use it.

“Fuck!” I cried out as he suddenly shoved two thick fingers inside of me, curling them up, hitting just the right place.

“That’s it baby, let it go,” He smirked, I’d always imagined him saying those words to me and now that he was it was better than I’d ever imagined and I couldn’t hold it in, I let everything that I had go, my legs trembling, stars behind my eyelids… the works.

“Are you ready for me baby?” He asked and again, all I could do was nod, but then I knew how I wanted this to happen. I grabbed him and pushed him onto his back, pulling his boxers off before he could register what was happening and hovering over him. He placed himself at my entrance and I slowly slid onto him, crying out in pleasure and pain.

“God, Matt!” I moaned as I started to move up and down, grinding my hips into him.
~~~~
Matt’s P.O.V
My night with Hannah was hands down the best night of my life, after fooling around for hours in her bed and in the shower, she broke down when we were about to join Erin and Zack downstairs again.

“What’s the matter baby?” I asked softly, pulling her to me, swaying softly from side to side.


“I’m so scared,” She sobbed “I don’t want to be alone, what if what happened to Erin happens to me? What if he turns up and I’m alone? What if E can’t get home in time and nobody else is here? What if-“


“He isn’t going to get you, he won’t hurt you, I promise,” I told her confidently, I knew that NOBODY would hurt Hannah, not now that she was finally mine “You have my word,”


“This is going to sound crazy, but…” She sniffed and wiped her eyes with the back of her hands “No, no, it’s crazy,” She laughed.


“Tell me,” I smiled.


“I think… I think I’m falling for you?” It came out as more of a question and took me completely off guard “I knew that I wasn’t looking for anything like this when I came out here and… I was practically sworn off men and on the verge of becoming a goddamn lesbian,” She laughed “But already I’m falling for you, you’re always there for me when I need you, you know so much about me, you’re a great guy and after tonight I’m probably never going to see you again and-“


“Wait,” I said, cutting her off “What makes you think you’re never going to see me again?” I asked.


“Well, we haven’t known each other that long, we just had sex… a lot, and now here I am, telling you I’m falling for you and-“ I cut her off again by kissing her deeply, the kiss was long and passionate, I put everything I had into that damn kiss.


“I’m falling for you too,” I said.


It’s been a week since the night Hannah and I had, Zack and I have been at the girl’s house a lot, sure, we can make sure they’re okay via the cameras and everything else, but, we would look like we didn’t care if we didn’t actually turn up so we had to, and when I saw her she was obviously forcing a fake smile and making an effort with her appearance, but from what Erin was telling Zack, whenever we weren’t there she was a mess, she sat in her pyjamas and hoodie all day, hair up, no makeup, either mindlessly watching TV or staring blankly at the walls surrounding her with a bottle of something strong in her hand.

“E says that Hannah has to work tonight,” Zack told me. We were hanging at my house, he was texting Erin and I was texting Hannah while watching her get ready.

“Yeah, she’s getting ready now,” I said nodding towards the laptop where I could see her slipping on her jacket “Maybe it’ll be good for her to get out of the house, but should we go down there?”

“Nah man, we should hang back a little, give her some space, I get the feeling that she wants to take her mind off of everything tonight,”

Alright, he had me convinced, plus, a night of kicking back with the guys with some beers sounded good to me.
~~~~
Hannah’s P.O.V
It was good to be back to work, Johnny was back to his normal self, and yes, I got promoted, sure it was Dillon’s position but I was honoured, Johnny always thought highly of Dillon, and knowing that he saw potential in me made me feel pretty good.

The bar was mobbed, clearly the locals missed getting their fix every night and everyone came out tonight, business was good, money and tips were coming in and I was almost back to my normal self, shaking my ass to every song that came on, serving everyone I could get to with the help of my new co-worker, now in my old place, Wade, he was a real cutie, just a kid though.

Someone sat down in the empty bar stool in front of me and I walked over to him, flipping the rag over my shoulder and handing a woman her drink.

“What can I get you, dude?” I asked.

“You,” I froze, my eyes looking up, I couldn’t not look, I knew that voice and it was the last voice I wanted to hear “Hey baby,” He smiled.

“Andrew, what the fuck are you doing here?!” I yelled over the music “You shouldn’t be here,” I groaned, more to myself.

“I had to come and get you, if you won’t come back with me then I’ll just stay out here with you, like you wanted me to, I made a mistake letting you go baby, come on,” He was practically begging me already.

“Wade, I’m taking my break, watch the bar kid,” I shouted over my shoulder, Wade just gave me the thumbs up as I rounded the bar, grabbing Andrews hand and dragging him outside, through the back door beside the toilets.

“I got something for you,” He slurred, clearly he had been drinking before he got to the bar “I told you I’d get it one day,” I knew what was coming, he pulled a diamond ring out of his pocket and got down on one knee “Hannah Williams, I love you more than life itself, I need you baby, so please, marry me?”

“No!” I yelled “We broke up, I moved out here and I’ve moved on with my life,”
~~~~
Matt’s P.O.V
I’d turned off my phone to stop myself from texting Hannah while she was at work, she hadn’t texted me so I knew that the bar was busy, if it was dead she would have told me how bored she was already. Suddenly, Zack’s phone started ringing.

“Well hello gorgeous, I was just thinking about you,” He smiled into the phone, Erin, obviously

“What do you mean?” He asked, furrowing his brows “Are you on your way there?” He asked

“Alright, shit, we’re on our way, tell her to hold on,”

Andrew had turned up at the bar, demanding that Hannah go back to Scotland with him or he would stay here with her, he got on one knee and proposed and went ape shit when she said no, that’s all the information we had, nothing else, but we were speeding to the bar, getting there in record time.

We ran around the back of the bar to where Zack killed Dillon and found Erin sobbing on the ground, her back against the wall and Hannah between her legs with her back against her chest, both of them applying pressure to Hannah’s side.

“What the fuck happened?” I asked, running towards them and getting down in front of Hannah, trying to see her wound but it was too dark, she was crying and shaking uncontrollably.

“H-he told me not to… not to scream, but I screamed… he stabbed me… he said, if he couldn’t have me then… then… then nobody could have me… ever,” She cried through chattering teeth and tears.

“Did you call an ambulance?” Zack asked Erin and she nodded violently.

“I had Johnny call one and then stay inside, if he was gone people would know something was up, they’re on their way,” She told us.

The ambulance arrived about thirty seconds later and the medics loaded Hannah into the back, she was crying for me and Erin, but Zack decided to take Erin in his car and meet us
at the hospital.

Hannah was slipping in and out of consciousness in the back of the ambulance, mumbling something about it all ending so soon. Andrew had attacked her something awful, her throat was bruised in the shape of a large handprint, he’d stabbed her in the side, deep too.

I was so scared that I was going to lose her. I couldn’t lose her and the thought terrified me, so much that when she slipped under from the drugs the paramedics gave her I let the tears flow freely and sobbed into my hands.

"I broke my promise, I'm so sorry,"

Notes

So, Andrew likes to play rough!
Violent, right?!
Stay tuned for the amazing E's next update!!

Enjoy guys!!

- LMV x

Comments

Ugh.. I'm paitent so i can wait.. i also wonder what you have up your sleeves

DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
11/12/14

ughhhhhhh i neeeeed to know what happens when they go on tour and who was following the girls!!!! pleasee update soon!

KristinnJadee KristinnJadee
8/10/14

I re read this and fell in love with it all over again... I love reading your stories..

DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
8/7/14

Noooooo... ok fine.. hope ir isn't a long break.. Love You Girls ♥♡♥♡

DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
6/20/14

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I wanna read the next chapter :'(

forREVer-A7X forREVer-A7X
6/20/14