Disguised by Surroundings
Life Worth Living
Erin’s P.O.V
Oh the wonders of being on tour and your bestie/girlfriend being pregnant and only getting bigger by the month. When we were cleared Hannah was only in month four and we were the first week of six now. She was happy on some days but there were times where I could only stay on the bus or back in the dressing rooms with her because she was sore. But usually when she got her pain meds she was fine and would go for at least some of the set.
“They’re amazing tonight!” Hannah shouted at me over the sound of Second Heartbeat.
“I know!” I replied and she was smiling happily despite how tired she was, but that was because Matt was looking over at her smiling through some of the song. She blew him a kiss and I waved at Brian before we went back to dressing room.
“I am glad there’s a three day no show break coming up, my feet are starting to hurt” She said rubbing her belly as she sat down on the couch in the room putting her feet up.
“I know, it’s been crazy, Brent will be here tomorrow to do the ultrasound, thank god he is prepared to help us at any location” I said grabbing a couple water bottles.
“Has he figured out exactly who from the guys past has come back to ruin their lives? Cause it’s been a while and I am tired of wondering and being worried that something bad is going to happen” She said and you could tell that it had been killing her, she literally didn’t need the stress.
“Hun we will find out, Papa Gates has been working on things around here too and I am sure that we are safe” I said going over to her. She was getting really really anxious, I rubbed her stomach and around the side because it seemed to help when the baby liked to shift.
“Thank you for loving me” She stated half asleep because she was starting to get relaxed, I let her drift off and went to call Papa Gates who was actually MIA from the concert tonight
“Hey there dear what’s up?” He answered.
“Hannah is starting to worry again… please tell me that you or Brent have something about what’s going on, we need something to go on… Matt and Brian won’t open about this and keep saying they have this handled but I am freaking out” I said through the phone kind of venting. Being on tour and the wife of a rock star was so not easy and there was so much going on that sometimes it made you crazy.
“Erin breathe okay, we are actually working on a lead at the moment and we will inform you tomorrow” He said but right now that was so not good enough for me.
“I need SOMETHING! I have to know what’s going on, too much shit can happen when Hannah and I are in the dark ESPECIALLY when she is pregnant” I stated forcefully, Hannah was done with this and so was I, month after month they do this and Hannah has expressed her concerns with me as well.
“Dear God Erin lately I have no clue how it is that Brian deals with you… you have been so moody lately, I promise that you will fucking get something when we know something” He said and then hung up on me quickly and I couldn’t even get a word in.
“That man” I said to myself and went back to the room where Matt was sitting with Hannah and Brian was wiping the sweat off of his face, they seemed really happy, and I faked the smile that I had because I didn’t want to ruin concert night for them.
“Hey honey” Brian said kissing my lips lightly and I returned it gently.
“You okay? You seem a little tense” Brian asked and my head fell I didn’t want to come right out and say that I had yet again been asking Papa Gates what had been going on… so I lied.
“I am just really tired, all the traveling in stuff I guess just is really hard and it’s just getting to me” I said and Brian hugged me and rubbed my back… god I loved when he was so loving and gentle to me.
“Well I know that I am not the only one who is ready for a little break, I am sure that Hannah is dying to not be sitting back stage all the time as well, thank you for being here with me on tour, I honestly don’t think I could ever do it without you, I would miss you far too much” Brian said… damn him for being so sweet.
“I am just really fucking looking forward to sitting around all day tomorrow” Johnny stated from behind me and we all laughed.. with everything that was going on a 3 day break was better than nothing.
Brian’s P.O.V
The next morning I woke up at 4 in the morning surprisingly… Erin lied there passed out and looking as gorgeous as ever and I just played with a strand of her hair. I had nightmares involving multiple scenarios including her and Hannah getting her by the fact that Matt couldn’t keep the past from catching with us… but this one was from the accident… sometimes it plays in my head like I was there when I wasn’t. Losing the baby was hard and she came to terms with it and has been keeping Hannah together.. but I knew that she was worried that she put on a brave face for me. But I would stop at nothing… along with Matt to keep our wives safe.
“Bri? You okay?” I heard Erin whisper and wrap herself around my chest.
“Yeah babe I am fine, just was looking at my beautiful wife” I said to her and I could feel her smile into my chest as she traced circles with her fingertips on my stomach and hip bone.
“Don’t do that” I grabbed at her hand stopping her and she looked up flashing me a smile.
“And what happens if I don’t?” She asked, challenging me and I rolled over on top of her in
between those perfect legs of hers, I leaned down and brushed my lips against her but we were sadly interrupted by my phone buzzing loudly on the nightstand.
“I am so sorry hun” I said to her apologetically before shifting to grab my phone, it was my dad, Erin sat there just kissing my chest and caressing my back as I talked.
“Bri, I need you and Matt, we have more information” He said and I just looked down at Erin trying to get her to let up cause she was making it hard to think.
“Does it have to be now?” I asked shifting to my elbow and holding the phone on my shoulder and couldn’t help but touch Erin, she let out a soft moan and my hands strayed down her legs under the blankets.
“Yes, son” He said but I really wasn’t paying attention because Erin was now moving her kisses to my neck and had pushed my back to the bed and straddled me.
“Brian are you listening to me?!” My dad shouted but the phone had fallen away from my ear as Erin grinded her hips against mine and I lifted myself to kiss her and her hands locked in my hair and pulled roughly.
“Your phone Bri” She whispered on my lips and I was confused till I heard my dad yelling and at that point… fuck him. I hit the end button and silenced the phone and I grabbed at Erin underwear pulling them to the side, she quickly pulled my boxers down and she sunk onto my cock… it had been a couple weeks since she and I had done this, her head fell back in pleasure and I kissed her chest as I moved my hips towards hers, I put my hand in the back of her hair and pulled her lips back to mine and my other wrapped around her back moving her quickly up and down. She moaned on my lips and whimpered each time my hips met hers hitting her sweet spot, I became rougher but found my thrust getting sloppy.
“Oh fuck Bri” She said, her pitch going up and quickly brought us both right over the edge, her hips bucking wildly onto mine and I fell backwards with her on top of me holding us together. We were comfortable the way we were and were so close to falling back to sleep before the door flew open and my dad barged in with Matt and Hannah and I quickly pulled the covers over me and Erin.
“WHAT THE HELL!?” I called out and my dad was a mix between upset and embarrassed.
“I told you!” Matt said loudly and Hannah came over sitting down by Erin.
“You couldn’t have just said goodbye!? You just decided that hanging up on me was okay?!” My dad yelled and Erin peeked her head around from behind me.
“That was my fault… we were kinda already started when you called and then… I kinda kept going and tempted him too much and well sorry” Erin said and I turned and kissed her.
“What was it that you needed me so urgently for?” I asked and my dad seemed hesitant around
Hannah and Erin and the room was silent.
“OH FOR FUCK SAKES! JUST SAY IT!” Hannah yelled and all of us sat there in shock except for Erin who was laughing behind me.
“TELL US!! I SWEAR TO SHIT I AM TOO FUCKING PREGNANT FOR THIS! I MEAN COME ON WE ARE ENTITLED!!!” She yelled and she sounded like Erin whenever she was upset.
“Hannah honey I fucking love you but this is fucking serious okay! When Papa Gates told me… well I don’t know if we can stop this… I don’t even know that I planned for this to be so fucking bad” Matt said and I took one good look at him and saw the emotional scarring hitting the surface… this was bad… old news… coming back. I reached under the blankets pulling up my boxers and looked at my dad.
“Who?” I asked and he stood there silently.
“WHO!?” I yelled and Erin just and fell towards Hannah.
“First it was just Justin… now it’s spread… he has recruited Matt and Dameon” He said and I froze.
“Bri? Who are those people?” Erin asked wrapping her arm around mine and I pushed her back and lifted myself from the bed dressing in silence before I walked out leaving my friends and my wife behind… I needed to think… I knew this was going to drive everyone to insanity… and Matt was right… I was worried about handling it too cause we couldn’t ever handle them…
Oh the wonders of being on tour and your bestie/girlfriend being pregnant and only getting bigger by the month. When we were cleared Hannah was only in month four and we were the first week of six now. She was happy on some days but there were times where I could only stay on the bus or back in the dressing rooms with her because she was sore. But usually when she got her pain meds she was fine and would go for at least some of the set.
“They’re amazing tonight!” Hannah shouted at me over the sound of Second Heartbeat.
“I know!” I replied and she was smiling happily despite how tired she was, but that was because Matt was looking over at her smiling through some of the song. She blew him a kiss and I waved at Brian before we went back to dressing room.
“I am glad there’s a three day no show break coming up, my feet are starting to hurt” She said rubbing her belly as she sat down on the couch in the room putting her feet up.
“I know, it’s been crazy, Brent will be here tomorrow to do the ultrasound, thank god he is prepared to help us at any location” I said grabbing a couple water bottles.
“Has he figured out exactly who from the guys past has come back to ruin their lives? Cause it’s been a while and I am tired of wondering and being worried that something bad is going to happen” She said and you could tell that it had been killing her, she literally didn’t need the stress.
“Hun we will find out, Papa Gates has been working on things around here too and I am sure that we are safe” I said going over to her. She was getting really really anxious, I rubbed her stomach and around the side because it seemed to help when the baby liked to shift.
“Thank you for loving me” She stated half asleep because she was starting to get relaxed, I let her drift off and went to call Papa Gates who was actually MIA from the concert tonight
“Hey there dear what’s up?” He answered.
“Hannah is starting to worry again… please tell me that you or Brent have something about what’s going on, we need something to go on… Matt and Brian won’t open about this and keep saying they have this handled but I am freaking out” I said through the phone kind of venting. Being on tour and the wife of a rock star was so not easy and there was so much going on that sometimes it made you crazy.
“Erin breathe okay, we are actually working on a lead at the moment and we will inform you tomorrow” He said but right now that was so not good enough for me.
“I need SOMETHING! I have to know what’s going on, too much shit can happen when Hannah and I are in the dark ESPECIALLY when she is pregnant” I stated forcefully, Hannah was done with this and so was I, month after month they do this and Hannah has expressed her concerns with me as well.
“Dear God Erin lately I have no clue how it is that Brian deals with you… you have been so moody lately, I promise that you will fucking get something when we know something” He said and then hung up on me quickly and I couldn’t even get a word in.
“That man” I said to myself and went back to the room where Matt was sitting with Hannah and Brian was wiping the sweat off of his face, they seemed really happy, and I faked the smile that I had because I didn’t want to ruin concert night for them.
“Hey honey” Brian said kissing my lips lightly and I returned it gently.
“You okay? You seem a little tense” Brian asked and my head fell I didn’t want to come right out and say that I had yet again been asking Papa Gates what had been going on… so I lied.
“I am just really tired, all the traveling in stuff I guess just is really hard and it’s just getting to me” I said and Brian hugged me and rubbed my back… god I loved when he was so loving and gentle to me.
“Well I know that I am not the only one who is ready for a little break, I am sure that Hannah is dying to not be sitting back stage all the time as well, thank you for being here with me on tour, I honestly don’t think I could ever do it without you, I would miss you far too much” Brian said… damn him for being so sweet.
“I am just really fucking looking forward to sitting around all day tomorrow” Johnny stated from behind me and we all laughed.. with everything that was going on a 3 day break was better than nothing.
Brian’s P.O.V
The next morning I woke up at 4 in the morning surprisingly… Erin lied there passed out and looking as gorgeous as ever and I just played with a strand of her hair. I had nightmares involving multiple scenarios including her and Hannah getting her by the fact that Matt couldn’t keep the past from catching with us… but this one was from the accident… sometimes it plays in my head like I was there when I wasn’t. Losing the baby was hard and she came to terms with it and has been keeping Hannah together.. but I knew that she was worried that she put on a brave face for me. But I would stop at nothing… along with Matt to keep our wives safe.
“Bri? You okay?” I heard Erin whisper and wrap herself around my chest.
“Yeah babe I am fine, just was looking at my beautiful wife” I said to her and I could feel her smile into my chest as she traced circles with her fingertips on my stomach and hip bone.
“Don’t do that” I grabbed at her hand stopping her and she looked up flashing me a smile.
“And what happens if I don’t?” She asked, challenging me and I rolled over on top of her in
between those perfect legs of hers, I leaned down and brushed my lips against her but we were sadly interrupted by my phone buzzing loudly on the nightstand.
“I am so sorry hun” I said to her apologetically before shifting to grab my phone, it was my dad, Erin sat there just kissing my chest and caressing my back as I talked.
“Bri, I need you and Matt, we have more information” He said and I just looked down at Erin trying to get her to let up cause she was making it hard to think.
“Does it have to be now?” I asked shifting to my elbow and holding the phone on my shoulder and couldn’t help but touch Erin, she let out a soft moan and my hands strayed down her legs under the blankets.
“Yes, son” He said but I really wasn’t paying attention because Erin was now moving her kisses to my neck and had pushed my back to the bed and straddled me.
“Brian are you listening to me?!” My dad shouted but the phone had fallen away from my ear as Erin grinded her hips against mine and I lifted myself to kiss her and her hands locked in my hair and pulled roughly.
“Your phone Bri” She whispered on my lips and I was confused till I heard my dad yelling and at that point… fuck him. I hit the end button and silenced the phone and I grabbed at Erin underwear pulling them to the side, she quickly pulled my boxers down and she sunk onto my cock… it had been a couple weeks since she and I had done this, her head fell back in pleasure and I kissed her chest as I moved my hips towards hers, I put my hand in the back of her hair and pulled her lips back to mine and my other wrapped around her back moving her quickly up and down. She moaned on my lips and whimpered each time my hips met hers hitting her sweet spot, I became rougher but found my thrust getting sloppy.
“Oh fuck Bri” She said, her pitch going up and quickly brought us both right over the edge, her hips bucking wildly onto mine and I fell backwards with her on top of me holding us together. We were comfortable the way we were and were so close to falling back to sleep before the door flew open and my dad barged in with Matt and Hannah and I quickly pulled the covers over me and Erin.
“WHAT THE HELL!?” I called out and my dad was a mix between upset and embarrassed.
“I told you!” Matt said loudly and Hannah came over sitting down by Erin.
“You couldn’t have just said goodbye!? You just decided that hanging up on me was okay?!” My dad yelled and Erin peeked her head around from behind me.
“That was my fault… we were kinda already started when you called and then… I kinda kept going and tempted him too much and well sorry” Erin said and I turned and kissed her.
“What was it that you needed me so urgently for?” I asked and my dad seemed hesitant around
Hannah and Erin and the room was silent.
“OH FOR FUCK SAKES! JUST SAY IT!” Hannah yelled and all of us sat there in shock except for Erin who was laughing behind me.
“TELL US!! I SWEAR TO SHIT I AM TOO FUCKING PREGNANT FOR THIS! I MEAN COME ON WE ARE ENTITLED!!!” She yelled and she sounded like Erin whenever she was upset.
“Hannah honey I fucking love you but this is fucking serious okay! When Papa Gates told me… well I don’t know if we can stop this… I don’t even know that I planned for this to be so fucking bad” Matt said and I took one good look at him and saw the emotional scarring hitting the surface… this was bad… old news… coming back. I reached under the blankets pulling up my boxers and looked at my dad.
“Who?” I asked and he stood there silently.
“WHO!?” I yelled and Erin just and fell towards Hannah.
“First it was just Justin… now it’s spread… he has recruited Matt and Dameon” He said and I froze.
“Bri? Who are those people?” Erin asked wrapping her arm around mine and I pushed her back and lifted myself from the bed dressing in silence before I walked out leaving my friends and my wife behind… I needed to think… I knew this was going to drive everyone to insanity… and Matt was right… I was worried about handling it too cause we couldn’t ever handle them…
Notes
OMG AN UPDATE!!!
IM BRINGING THIS BACK!!!
And we still have soooooo much planned!!!
Looks like big big drama is coming!!!
Stay tuned for the gorgeous LMV<3
--elovebakervengeance<3
Ugh.. I'm paitent so i can wait.. i also wonder what you have up your sleeves
11/12/14