Zack found himself lying back on a bed; sheets draped over his shins. He had been playing with himself. The plan was; when the older man walks in Zack acts like he was caught doing something naughty and he had to be punished. He had to admit that he was sort of scared to be going through with this but it was his job. Nervousness set in and all he could think about was Brian, fucking Johnny had to make the script rough didn’t he? As Zack plaid with himself he thought of Brian quite a few times but caught himself, if Brian doesn’t want a relationship then Zack can’t get his hopes up anymore.

A guy walked into the room, saying a few lines from their script. His face was hidden by a sweater; he had been looking down as he stripped it off of his shoulders. Zack faked being turned on by watching him. When the sweater was gone and the man looked up Zack gasped, eyes widening he grabbed the near by sheets. The man stared at Zack wide eyed himself. Zack scrambled for his underwear, slipping them on under the sheet.

“Come on guys we don’t have all day this video needs done by tonight.” The cameraman stated behind the scenes.

“No, there is no way in fucking hell this shoot is continuing.” Matt stated not taking his eyes off of Zack both men’s chests rising with deep breaths as they stared one another down. Why of all people did it have to be Matt that saw him like this? Anyone else he could handle but Zack couldn’t take the embarrassment and guild growing in his stomach. He hated this line of work why did Matt have to see him like this. But wait Matt is just as guilty as Zack. He was getting ready to fuck him, roughly might I add!

“Either you do this shoot or you get in trouble with the company.” The director stated glaring Zack up and down.

“No, this shoot can’t continue. If you let it your asses will be in deep water because you can’t force us to do anything illegal.” Matt stated now looking over at the older man.

“There aint’ nothing illegal in this shoot now lets get down to business kid, shake your we-we.” The guy nearly growled but then shot Zack a suggestive looks; fucking Johnny.

“You can’t make us do this shoot its incest which is illegal in this state.” Zack, who had previously gotten his clothing on, was dragging his little brother from the room. Once safely out of the building Zack led Matt out to his car. They drove wordlessly to the nearest restaurant.

Both men awkwardly made their way towards a table and sat down. Zack couldn’t even look his little brother in the eye. “How did you get mixed up in this Matt?”

“I could ask you the same question.” Matt stated gloomily when the waitress came over to take their orders. They each got a cheeseburger and fries.

“After I left I realized that it wasn’t easy being out on my own, I got in debt and I had to pay it off somehow. What about you?” Zack pondered how exactly his innocent little brother got into porn.

“I like sex.” Matt stated simply crossing his arms and nibbling his lip.

“Then go have sex with people, fuck find someone to date that likes sex that much you don’t join the fucking porn industry. You are selling your body Mattie,” Zack whisper-yelled at his brother.

“You have no room to talk; you could have found a better job. Besides I am seeing someone.” Matt stated just as the waitress came and dropped off their food. He dug in hungrily.

“Do they know what you do for fun?” Zack pondered finally looking at his brother, a blush tinting his cheeks.

“Yeah he does. In fact he is in the porn industry too. He is- was our cameraman today.” Matt stated trying to push his brother’s buttons.

“And he doesn’t care that you fuck all the guys you want while he shoots it?” Zack felt his stomach knot up; he couldn’t eat more than a few bites.

“He gets to fuck all the guys he wants, as long as it’s in front of a camera.” Zack shook his head at his brother, not believing anything he was hearing. How could it be true, his little Mattie was so innocent when he left? “What about you, any special guy?”

“There is someone but he’s into porn too so were not together.” Zack spoke sadly looking down at his food.

“Why the hell not, Zander and I are together?” Matt asked with a hint of anger in his voice. “Does he think he’s better than you?”

“No, no Mattie it’s not like that. He won’t be with me because he is in contract still and so am I. We have to do what the label states or we go to court and have to pay out the ass to get out. To us if we were together and we had to sleep with someone else it would be like cheating. He refuses to break contract too but I guess his dad is keeping him in longer than he should anyway. I have to talk to Johnny about that.” Zack whispered that last sentence to himself.

“Keeping him in contract? Why don’t you try to persuade him to leave?” Matt pondered dipping his fries in ranch.

“Yeah, he pays the label to keep Brian stuck there longer.” Zack sighed, leaning back in his seat. “I’ve tried, but anyway as of right now he is busy fucking some other guy.”

On the other side of town Brian was sitting in front of a camera, laying on a couch and playing with his dick. He had been jerking himself for quite a few minutes, pants and groans were leaving his lips. When his ‘lover’ stepped on set naked as the day he was born Brian gulped. Brian did as instructed and leaned over so his elbows were on the back of the couch, the man was behind him. This felt wrong! So totally wrong!

He heard a lube bottle lid click and felt a cold finger at his entrance, god no! Zack had always warmed his fingers before inserting them. Brian clenched his cheeks pulling away form the other man. As soon as the finger slipped into his entrance Brian grimaced, this felt wrong. He let the man prepare him, the whole time imagining Zacky doing it so he could stay hard. This new guy didn’t turn him on at all, what was his name? Jamey, Jeff, no wait Jayson.

The man sat down on the couch and patted his lap, Brian bit his lip nervously as he straddled the others hips. He nibbled his lip, feeling the head at his entrance. The image of Zacky laying out on his bed, Brian taking him in a gentle embrace as he thrust into the younger man; snapping back to reality his stomach started to knot. The man pressed down on his hips but when he did so Brian jumped off the couch leaving a very confused Jayson behind.

“Brian, dude what’s going on?” Jimmy asked sitting behind the camera looking at his friend with a raised brow.

“I can’t Jim, I just can’t do it, not unless it’s him.” Brian mumbled looking down at the ground momentarily before he looked over at his best friend.

“Do you want to go to court over this kid? I know you have feelings for him but this is your job; unless you want to break contract.” Brian looked at Jimmy for a second before looking over his shoulder at Jayson. He was sitting back on the couch, his legs spread, stoking himself for Brian to see. Nibbling on his lip Brian gave Jimmy a look and a nod before doing what he felt he had to do.

-

Brian made his way through his house packing his and Jared’s suitcases. Val gave him a questioning look before asking him where he was going. “I am taking Jared on a little vacation. I just need to get away from everything for a little while.”

“Aww sweetie I’m sorry things are so fucked up for you right now.” Val looked towards the second bag. “How long will you be gone?”

“Well I figured I would put Jared on home school until we get back, it will only be for two weeks. We are going to see my aunt in Hawaii, maybe do some surfing or something.” He stopped packing to look over at Val. “I will be back when the baby comes don’t worry okay, you can stay here with Matt while your house is getting ready too okay?”

“Okay but Brian, there is one thing you need to do before going.” Val held her arms open to the larger man. He walked over to her and gave her a big hug knowing that he will need it. Things would drastically change when he got back, Brian just knew it.