Shhh, quiet, you might piss somebody off!

It has been 4 years ago since my brother died, I haven't really talked to the guys much after his death. Brian says I look to much like Jimmy, which I guess is why Johnny cries every time he sees me...Matt seems to have made it his duty to become my protector for Jimmy, I know Jim would have have been happy if he knew that Matt's watching over me. Zacky has just disappeared... I don't know whats happened to him...none of us do.

1. I have so much to say but you're so far away...

2. Awesome. Not.