A Gift or A Curse

She traced her index finger on every inch of his face, starting from his forehead down to his nose and slowly to his sculptured lips. This man was a god. She stopped brushing her fingers and studied his sleeping face. She desperately missed seeing those brown eyes so she landed her lips on his and gave him a soft kiss. He groaned, feeling disturbed in his sleep but his smile curved up immediately when she started to tug and lick the bottom part of his lips. She parted by an inch to look into his eyes, but he still hadn’t open them.

“Brian…” she buried her mouth on his cheek and whispered.

Brian grinned even wider when her warm breath tickled his face but his eyes remained shut. He chuckled a little when she kept doing that.

“What do you want Chelle?” he muttered lazily, eyes still closed.

“Let’s make a baby.”

Brian’s eyes snapped open suddenly. Michelle finally got to see those beautiful chocolate orbs and she bit her lip at the sight of them.

“Right now?”

She nodded slowly, their eyes locked and refusing to stare away. Brian slowly rose up and pushed her shoulder softly until she was pinned beneath him.

“Are you sure?”
She nodded again.
“I mean, you’ve stopped taking pills already?”
“Yes, Brian. Now fuck me.”
He laughed and ran his hand through her hair. “Why didn’t you tell me? I could have use protection while we were-”

Michelle cut him off with a passionate kiss, taking chance of entering his mouth when his perfect jaw was hanging and just took over. He was a bit surprised to see a horny Michelle in the morning. Usually he would be the one make the first move on her, especially in broad daylight but today, she dominated.

Cupping one hand under his chin, Michelle ravaged his mouth hungrily and he was more than happy to accept it. It was just a matter of time the beast in him woken up and it’s going to be his turn to take control.

His right hand slid into her white tank top and started to knead her warm, perky breast in a circular motion. His thumb accidentally brushed on her puckered nipple and he quickly went down there to have a look. And have a taste. She moaned when he started to suck hard on her left nipple while his left hand playing with her right one.

“Don’t be too loud, baby. Blake is next door.” He emerged from her breast - gasping for air as he took off his boxers and his huge godlike member simply sprang up. Michelle drooled everytime she saw him naked but she couldn’t do that much longer as Brian already pulled the waistband of her shorts and panties down her legs.

Brian parted her legs and kissed her inner thigh, down to the apex of her vagina, making her moaned even louder than the first one. His hand landed on her mouth softly to make her stop screaming as his tongue started to tease her wet core. She couldn’t take it any longer when his tongue made its way deep inside her, synchronizing with her own hips – so she bit his fingers and the beast in him immediately awaken.

He pulled both of her hands upwards until they were above her head and pinned them there against the headboard as he slid his velvety shaft inside her. She screamed in pleasure immediately when he shoved the whole length and pulled it out back just to see her reaction. He grunted and groaned as he too couldn’t resist that everytime they were doing it. Usually they would make a hell of a noise because they lived alone with only a dog. But starting yesterday they had a guest inside the guest room next door.

“Brian, harder! Harder please baby!”

“With pleasure, wifey.”

He picked up his pace by gripping tight on her waist with his right hand and his left hand still holding on to both of her wrists. His thrusting gradually became faster and as he climbed higher, he released her hands and brought her body forward until she straddled him with her arms around his neck. Her hips started to work together too, keeping the pace in the same fast rhythm.

“Oh fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” he whimpered and she bit his shoulder hard because she was almost there too. Brian felt a sharp stinging pain on his shoulder but he ignored it.

“Brian! Brian, I’m so close!”

“Yeah I know baby. Come for me.” He laid her back on the bed again but her hips arched, meeting his angry thrust.

“Oh God, Brian!” she screamed as her insides started to clench around him and seconds later he went stiff and spilled his load inside her.

“We just made an amazing little baby.” He commented, panting as his breathing started to slow down. He bent down and kissed her lips when he saw her biting them.

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Jimmy stared at the half naked Blake in front of him now. If he was alive, his heart would have raced faster than Michael Schumacher’s formula one car. His blood would have pumped quicker than water, and a certain part of his body would bulge right now. He looked down, it did bulged. He wondered how the hell did that happened. He didn’t have any more blood running in his veins but yet Blake can make him turned on like this.

“Jimmy?” she called.

Jimmy looked up and saw Blake was covering her upper body with her own hands and her legs were crossed. He went towards her and took her arms down to her side.

“Don’t hide. You’re beautiful. Haven’t anyone told you that?”

She shook her head.

“Well, I’ll be the first then.”

Blake smiled shyly as her face blushed in crimson. It’s a nice color to her skin and Jimmy loved to see her like that. Then she closed her eyes, waiting for Jimmy to make his move. Jimmy wanted to kiss her deeply more than anything, she was granting him a birthday present but he didn’t feel right. Though when he was alive he’d always got involved in one night stands with groupies but Jimmy was actually the kind of man who believed in love.

He’d loved a girl once – Leana, and it was the most amazing time of his life. But that love came too soon, too quickly. He wasn’t even sure whether Leana and him were bounded by real love or purely for the sake of taking care of a little girl.

Blake was entirely different. He felt pity for her at first, it turned into grateful after and now he felt like he wasn’t able to be without her. He didn’t understand this strange feeling. But seeing her half naked and surrendered like this, he didn’t feel right. At least with her, he wanted to take it slow.

“Blake.”

She opened her eyelids and revealed those two amazing blue ocean for him to sink himself in. He was searching for the right words. Blake was still a virgin. He didn’t want to be the one to take it from her, as she said herself – he was only a ghost. A lifeless matter. If he did take it, what would it become for her after he was gone? Will she end up finding just another guy or be drowned in sorrow? He couldn’t afford making more people miserable because of him.

“Maybe we should start taking things slow.”

Blake was taken aback by that request. She retreated and quickly picked up her night gown and slipped it back on in a major embarrassment.

“It’s because of your girlfriend, isn’t it? I’m sorry. I got…carried away.”

Jimmy went closer to her. “No. Not because of her. She moved on without me. I-” he paused. He left his sentence hanging and Blake waited for him to continue. But instead he just tilted his head up and frowned. Like he was listening to something.

“Oh fuck! Fuck! Fuck!”
“Brian! Brian, I’m so close!”
“Yeah I know baby! Come for me!”

Jimmy rolled his eyes and smacked his own forehead.

“Damn these guys are not helping at all.”

Blake looked down to her feet and felt embarrassed by two things; those couple were loud as hell and Jimmy rejected her. She had no idea why she did it, to say that she was ready to give her all to a ghost was truly insane, and pretty pathetic too. Forgive her, she’d never had a boyfriend before in her life so she didn’t know the rules and regulations of giving up her virginity to a guy.

“Okay, we have to do something else to take our minds off this thing.”

Jimmy scratched his head, looking for ideas while gazing at her who slowly sank on the bed, with her hair strung down covering her face.

“How about I sing out loud for you? Seize the day - ”

“Don’t even think about it.”

Jimmy raised his eyebrows and his mouth hung open right after she cut him off with a glare. He smiled and sat next to her, circling his tattooed arm around her shoulder.

“Since you hate me singing, how about you start telling me about yourself? You know all about me, you know all my friends but I don’t know a single thing about you Blake. Except that you have a ghost aunt and a grumpy uncle who’s secretive enough not to tell you about his dead wife.”

Blake chuckled slightly, gradually growing out of her humiliation earlier but then he suddenly pulled her backwards so they were both lying on their backs on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

“So, any parents? Siblings?”

She smiled as his palm mindlessly rubbing on her shoulder when he shot that question.

“My parents live in Ontario. I rarely see them though, they only provided me the building and the bookshop that my mom inherited from my grandma. But mom never got in touch with books, really.”

She paused to play with the fabric on her nightgown, and also finding a little bit courage to state a painful story about her missing brother.

“I have one brother. And we haven’t been in contact for years.”

“Why not?”

“He wanted to get married. Mom and dad didn’t approve it, but he went on with it anyway. So they severed all ties with him.”

Jimmy didn’t say anything, he just listened carefully to her story.

“I wish I could see him again though, he’s the only person who understands me.”

“I understand you.”

She looked up to him, cocking one eyebrow at him. “Really? You do?”

“Yeah. You’re a really shy girl, who lives in a bookstore and you can’t live without them. And also you are the nicest person I have ever known. A stranger came to you and you agreed to help him even though you’re broke as hell.”

Blake smiled shyly at his compliment. “That stranger is obnoxious and rude and crazy.”

Jimmy laughed at her comment. “Thank you, Blake. You’re the best birthday present ever.”

She bit her lip as Jimmy kissed her forehead, and slowly she drifted back to sleep again.

Notes

A/N: tehehehe~