Seventeen and Pregnant (Avenged Sevenfold)

Deanna’s P.O.V.
I came over to Zacky’s house, his parents were out of the house and so I guess he wanted company and I was the last person that he would of called. If it was Jimmy, it would be a different story, He would call Brian and then call me, but ever since we started to ate, he would call me first.
“How are you?” He asked me as I sat down on the couch. He was making popcorn and grabbing soft drinks.
“Fine,” I mumbled, playing with the hole in my jeans and letting my hand rest on my tummy. I was nearly a month pregnant and needed to go to the doctors again for a check up. I knew that I was fine but still, my mother worries.
“Deanna what’s wrong? You don’t seem to chipper,” He said, setting the popcorn and the soft drinks on the coffee table in front of me and set his feet up, sitting beside me. I just sighed.
“How would you feel when your boyfriend breaks up with you, says he doesn’t love you leaving you feel empty inside and then you have a baby that’s ruining your dreams?” I explained to him, “No I am not doing so well. I just want to be with Jimmy but I’m scared to talk to him.” I told him, it feeling really good that I was talking to him.
Zacky didn’t say anything, I looked at him at the corner of my eye and saw how upset he looked. Why was he so sad? I ignored it and grabbed the popcorn and pressed play on the movie. I set my feet up and took a sip of my soft drink. I looked over to Zacky seeing him not so comfortable but I ignored it.
“Why don’t you talk to me?” Zacky asked after a while. I looked over to him, then looked back at the movie not really wanting to talk. But he didn’t stop, he just kept wanting to talk to me.
“Because Zacky,” I muttered, “I was with Jimmy…it’s just…” I sighed, “It’s nothing,” I said. He grabbed the remote and paused the movie.
“Don’t tell me it’s nothing,”
“What am I even doing here anyways?” I asked standing, “I am not even supposed to be near you,” I growled, putting my hand in the back of my pocket grabbing my pocket knife.
“God Deanna, I am sorry about the pool ok? I was drunk,” He told me, “I just want to be a good father for the baby,” He whispered, “I just…I’m sorry,” He said, “I paid the price of what I did. I…”
“Just never mind Zacky, ok? You don’t even know if you’re the father. I just wanted to have this hope and future with Jimmy ok?” I told him not even sure what he was thinking.
“I was with you, I know I was,” He said looking down to the floor, “I woke up naked downstairs, I was the only one,” He said and sighed, “I just…I want to be there for it Deanna,” He whispered. I could swear I saw tears in his eyes. Why was he crying? I rolled my eyes and turned around and grabbed my jacket but he came and spun me around planting his lips onto mine.
I shoved him away and wiped my lips, that was disgusting, “What was that for?” I shrieked. Zacky smirked at me and then he came closer to me again. I was getting scared of him, why was he being like this?
“Because Deanna, I’ve always liked you hence why I slept with you. I just want to be there for the baby and you won’t give me the time of day,” He said simply. I sighed and looked down to the floor.
“Zacky…I’m in love with Jimmy I-”
“How can you love him?” He asked me. I looked at him and felt this smile on my face.
“Because I have since I was like 2 Zacky, you should know that,” I smiled him, feeling my heart hammer as I talked about Jimmy. I missed him so much and I wanted to be with him, I wanted him back with me and to be with me forever. I looked down to the ring on my finger and played with it. He promised forever but that forever was breaking.
“How can you love someone that had cheated on you?” He whispered, feeling his fingers on my cheek. I looked at him with tears already starting in my eyes.
“What?” I whispered. He looked at me and nodded.
“He has since before he started to date you,” He whispered to me. What? Jimmy wouldn’t do that. He would never do that. I was his first, I trusted him that he was telling the truth. Why did Zacky have to tell me this? He was the one that tried to rape me in the first place, so why am I here? I sighed, running my fingers through my hair and turned to leave but Zacky grabbed my hand. I turned around and felt like crying.
“Please Deanna, just give me a chance,” He whispered to me. I looked at him and took a deep breath.
“Fine,” I muttered before walking out of his house knowing I made the biggest mistake of my life.

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