Seventeen and Pregnant (Avenged Sevenfold)

Jimmy's P.O.V.
I felt tears streaming down my face. I can't believe I just told her that. I hurt my lover and I never had intention to do something like that to her. I would of never hurt her in the first place. How can I not love her? She is the love of my life and I will always love her till the end of times. I can't be mad at her either. I had to think about my parents and how their yelling made me mad and take it on my baby.
I came to the park and saw a dark figure leaning up against the tree. I came to him and wiped away my tears and sighed, "There," I whispered, "I did it," I whispered. I felt so hurt, so heart broken that I did this to her. She wasn't ever going to forgive me now, there was no way she was going to. She was going to come to Zacky, just like he planned. But I was doing this for the baby, Deanna needed someone better then me, Zacky told me that. I didn't deserve her. She was only to be my friend and that's how its supposed to be.
"You did good James, now go," Zacky said coldly. I nodded, telling him to never speak to me again which made him laugh. He started to call me pathetic, that he hated me and that Deanna was going to hate me when he tells me that I was cheating on her. I walked away though, feeling broken and defeated from him. I guess I deserved this. I didn't deserve Deanna. She was my friend, Zacky needed to be there for the baby and that's how it was going to be, even if I need to take myself out of this world just so I didn't have to feel this pain inside me anymore.
Deanna's P.O.V.
"Are you ok?" Johnny and Katie came inside. I have been in my room all day and I was playing with the promise ring that was on my engagement finger. It really felt like Jimmy had proposed to me on Christmas day and I felt closer to him but now, just a few days after, it turns into a nightmare. I didn't talk to my sister, nor my brother.
Johnny came over to me and sat down beside me, letting his fingers run through my hair as I played with the ring.
"Sis, where did Jimmy go?" Katie asking me. I looked at her then I played with my ring some more, I just stopped and pulled my blanket over my head and heard Johnny sigh.
"Don't make me do it," He said and I rolled my eyes, pulling my covers over me tightly and made sure he couldn't get me. I heard Katie giggle and I knew that it was in for it. Next thing I know, My brother is holding me down, Katie rips off the blanket and they are tickling me a lot. I was laughing a lot and eventually, I fell off the bed with a thud, holding onto my aching stomach. I calmed down, holding onto my belly thinking about my little baby that was inside my womb.
"Her daddy left," I whispered. I didn't know if it was a boy or a girl or even if Jimmy was the father but that is what I hoped for a lot. I wanted this to happen really bad.
"Where did he go?" Johnny asked knowing that I was talking about Jimmy. I shrugged and rubbed my tummy.
"Like it matters," I whispered and felt tears streaming down my face. I missed him a lot already. I want my baby back, why in the world did he yell at me? Was being home that bad? Katie came and pulled me into a tight embrace and I cried in her chest, the words that Jimmy had told me stung more then anyone could of ever said.
I told her what he said and Johnny gasped, "No...sissy he didn't mean it," He said coming and putting his hand on my shoulder. I turned to him and looked at my brother.
"How would you know?" I asked him.
"He's madly in love with you sissy, sure he might not be the dad but he wants to be...he wouldn't do this to you,"
"Well he did," I whispered and cuddled to Katie who looked up at Johnny. My brother sighed and left out of my room telling me that he was going to get to the bottom of this.
In my heart though, I knew that there was something up but I didn't want to admit it. I just wanted to lay here and suffer, letting the knives stab my heart. I couldn't live without Jimmy, I couldn't ever tell him that I didn't love him, how can he say that to me?
"It's going to be alright Deanna," My sister whispered rocking me. I held onto her for dear life.
"I hope so,"

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