Seventeen and Pregnant (Avenged Sevenfold)

Deanna’s P.O.V.
I sat on the bed totally zoned out with Jimmy sitting beside me. My mom found out I was pregnant just because I did a video diary on it. I was sitting on my bed at Johnny’s house and had it in front of me and I sighed, explaining the party and I said that I was pregnant and didn’t really know who the father was. So I saved it and did a few more. I was going to put them onto my laptop and then edit my skate video for the skate shops to get sponsored then my mom saw and watched and now, I am just to stressed out to do anything really.
“I’m going to go downstairs,” He told me. I had no idea why but I freaked out on him. I hit him with a pillow when he stood and he looked at me with a sad look.
“Why’d you hit me?” He asked.
“Because your leaving me to go and be with ‘her’.” I said putting air quotations in the air. He looked at me like I was crazy. I sighed and laid down on my bed and Jimmy came and crawled on top of me, putting his hands on either side of my head.
“What’s wrong baby?” He asked kissing my neck.
“I don’t want you near Katie,” I whispered. I didn’t want my baby hurt, that was the last thing I wanted him to be was hurt. I hated seeing him so hurt, it made me want to cry and kill whomever did this to my baby.
“Why?” He asked, “She hasn’t done anything to hurt me,” He said with a shrug. I came and ran my fingers through his hair and pecked his luscious lips.
“Because of the past,” I whispered to him. He smiled at me, coming and laying down beside me and holding me close to him. I cuddled to him and caressed his arm as he ran his fingers through my hair.
“My love,” He whispered to me, putting his leg over mine so that we were closed together, “With you I know that I am going to be alright. You’ve saved me so many times baby girl. I love you so much…whatever Katie tells me, it wouldn’t matter because I only believe what you say,” He said and I could hear the smile on his face. I turned around to him and kissed him lovingly having him wrap his arms around me and pulled me closer to me.
I love my baby so much, I don’t know what I would do without him. I laid there kissing him, wanting him to be the father of the child in me so bad. What if Zacky was lying to us? I mean, no one was there to see it or anything, everyone was wasted and everyone said different things.
“Jimmy?” I whispered against his lips. He pushed his glasses up his nose a little, his shinning blue eyes staring back at me causing my heart to flutter.
“Yes baby?” He whispered. Him whispering made me feel so close to him. We didn’t want to make any noise to inform the calvary downstairs that we were up here together. I tucked his hair behind his ear and shifted comfortably and sighed.
“I’m still thinking of that night,” I whispered, “I mean…I really want it to be you baby but…what if it was Johnny?” This made him laugh and I smacked his arm. I was being serious about this. There was a fear deep down that it was my brothers and it was making me panic. This wasn’t right. I didn’t want my baby to be an incest child! Then it would be just terrible. Seriously, my thoughts wondered onto abortion and I think that it would be best for the child anyways.
“Don’t think that my love,” He said kissing my forehead, “Don’t ever alright baby?” He asked me and I nodded. I closed my eyes and held my Jimmy close to me and he held me close. I didn’t want this little thing to end. My Jimmy just holding me but it did with a knock on the door.

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