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Seventeen and Pregnant (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 15

I walked to my parents house feeling numb inside. My best friend used me, that’s all she did. She used me just to get back at my brother. She probably used Matt too just to make Johnny jealous or something. How can that even work when he didn’t even know who it was in the first place? Now being home was just going to be worse because my love life was down the drain and my brother and my best friend were going to be together again and it was going to make mom and dad so happy. Then again, it was kind of a good thing cuss then maybe they would forget about me being pregnant. Which is what I want for right now. I don’t want to be pregnant and all I did was blame myself for getting myself pregnant. I am stupid and drunk off of my butt because I wanted to celebrate with my boyfriend and my brother.
What if Zacky lied though? What if it wasn’t actually his child? Oh how mad I would be. I would hate him. I would just runaway and never come back, maybe even get an abortion. I should anyways, I wasn’t ready to be a mother. Not now at least. I didn’t have a steady relationship, I didn’t have a job, nothing.
God This was just a mess. I sat on the porch of my parents house and sighed. I didn’t want this to happen to me. I wanted so bad to just disappear from it all. When I saw my brother pulling into the drive way, I disappeared upstairs into my room and locked the door behind me and decided to text Jimmy just to let the time pass.
‘I hate my life’ I texted him, which was very much the truth right now.
‘Why?’
‘At my parents for Christmas, I miss you like crazy, and it turns out my best friend is my brothers ex that he got pregnant’ I said. I did miss my baby. I missed my Jimmy, I just want him right here with me holding me close and telling me that everything was going to be alright. I wanted to feel his kisses on my neck, on my lips. His hands caressing my cheeks as he looked into my eyes when he told me that he loved me. For him just to be here with me but he wasn’t. He was never going to be here again. I made sure of that.
‘oh baby girl…want me to sneak through the window?’ He asked me and I felt myself smile.
‘please Jimmy…I love you…’
‘and I you my love’ He said causing me to smile. I cuddled to my pillows, and waited for my Jimmy to come inside. I heard my parents being thrilled about seeing Katie and my brother and all of that. I felt my stomach churn. She just thinks she could leave and come back without a trace. How can she do that? She left my brother so heart broken and where was their son anyways?
“Where’s sissy?” My brother asked.
“Your sisters here?” My father asked me which made me feel even more alone. My family didn’t even care if I was here. They wouldn’t care if I was dead. That’s when the tears started to flow down my face. I felt alone already with my best friend lying to me, a night that I didn’t even remember, everything.
There was some tapping on my window and it was pulled up and I saw Jimmy coming inside quietly. He had done this a lot but now, I was so happy to see my baby. He shut the window gently and looked at me. I held open my arms and he came and held me in his arms closely and tightly telling me that everything was going to be alright. That he was here and that he loved me.
“How can you love me?” I whispered in tears.
“Because I have loved you all of my life baby.” He told me kissing the top of my head.
“But…baby….” I started to cry in his chest and he held me closer to him as I gripped the back of his shirt.
“Shh baby, my love…its going to be alright baby,” He whispered, “I love you so much baby.” He said.
“I love you too Jimmy, I love you so so much,” I said and kissed his chest. He chuckled.
“That tickles,” He said, “But it feels so good,” He said lightly looking down at me making me giggle. I cuddled to him and he just held me close to him and I felt so much better being here with him.
“I love you,” I whispered and held onto him as he told me just how much he loved me and just for that short while, my life was worth living.

Notes

Comments

@RubySullivan0
That's okay! <3 Thank you! :)

Sarahlou5583 Sarahlou5583
1/3/14

@Sarahlou5583

haha im sorry, its not up yet, I should of told you guys that XD it will be up soon! Ill post an authors note and tell you lovely people <3

RubySullivan0 RubySullivan0
1/3/14

I can't find the other story. I tried searching for it and can't find it...

Sarahlou5583 Sarahlou5583
1/3/14

@AudibleGiraffe
Idk that's what I've seen

RubySullivan0 RubySullivan0
12/31/13

@AudibleGiraffe
Idk that's what I've seen

RubySullivan0 RubySullivan0
12/31/13