Sierra's POV

I made my way though the crowd,searching for any sign of Brian,but with no luck.Then I thought that he probably headed outside,so I tried finding any door that led outside.Luckily the first one I got to open led me to the parking lot,and I immediately spotted Brian,leaning against a wall behind him,a cigarette in his mouth,his eyes wondering to an unknown location.

I wasn't sure about whether or not I should go near him,but I thought that any person in his situation shouldn't be alone at that moment,so I started heading towards him,and when I reached him I sat besides him,not really knowing what to say or do...

Brian's POV

I was lost in my thoughts,trying to figure out why the thing that had just happened surprised me that badly.Because I knew..the whole time I knew this was happening,and I was okay with it.I did the same to her,knowing that she was doing the same thing to me all the time.And now,just because I actually saw her cheating on me with a random guy,I felt sick to my stomach...Sick not only because of her,but also because of me...

I suddenly felt a person sitting next to me,and I turned to my right,spotting the only person I didn't want to see at that moment.Sierra,with her beautiful eyes holding an emotion that resembled pity...

And that was the last thing I needed,her pity..I didn't want her to see me broken,sad,let alone cry.I never cry in front of women,not that I cry that often anyways...I just keep it all in,and pray for them not to explode in an unexpected time.

So I simply turned the other way,and stared right ahead of me..

Sierra's POV

The time his eyes met mine,I felt my heart break.His eyes were full of saddness,grief,and they seemed to have had the life sucked out of them..They weren't the warm,comforting,''sweet''eyes that greeted me that morning...They were simply blank,and that scared me..

I didn't have time to observe his eyes for long,though,as he almost immediately turned his head to the other side,probably indicating that he wasn't in the mood to talk...to talk with me.
Now,normally,I should stand up and walk straight back in the bar.But something inside of me wouldn't let me walk away...made me feel that I couldn't,I shouldn't leave him alone..And seeing that he was not that keen on starting a conversation any time soon,I decided to make the start,and said the most random thing that came to my head at that moment..

''The stars are so beautiful tonight..huh?''

Brian's POV

The word's that came out of her mouth forced a genuine smile on my lips , for a reason I couldn't quite figure out..It was her tone,her smooth and comforting voice that forced me to look in the sky and agree with her.

''Yes,they are....really beautiful'' my voice came in a hoarse tone,almost like a whisper..
After that there was a long pause,until she decided to speak again..

Sierra's POV

I couldn't take it anymore,so I said what I've been thinking the whole time after I saw his wife and Noel..

''Look,I know it's not really my place,but....Don't you think you deserve better?''I asked,and curiosity shot through my veins when I saw a small smirk making its way onto his lips.

''I really don't know about that...''he replied,his tone indicating that he barely had the force to keep the tears from falling.

Brian's POV

I felt I could barely keep my self together and stop the tears from falling,the fist sign of defeat coming when I felt the first two small rivers rolling down my cheeks.I didn't care anymore,I had to let it out.

''The point is that I don't know..''I continued,repeating the same thing like a lunatic,but the look in Sierra's eyes didn't say that she thought of me as one..so I kept going..

''I feel like I don't belong here...like Im trapped in a body,an environment,a life I can't handle alone...and yes,I feel alone...most of the time...And the most serious part is that I don't even care about it...I don't give a shit..I don't give a f**k about my own god-damned LIFE..''I said,now feeling the rivers multiplying themselves by 10-at least..

''Ever since Jimmy passed...I don't think I can remember the time I felt completely happy with my self..with my life..I think a part of me died with him and sometimes I wish that the part that was left would too just...''I didn't make it to finish my words as I was crushed by something that I honestly didn't see coming..a hug; that left me speachless.

Sierra's POV

I literally didn't feel like I could hold my self any longer...I was sitting there,listening to him basically saying that he feels like quiting..I just couldn't help it but feel the giant urge to just hug him....but when I actually heard him muttering something that seemed like his wish to actually put an end to his life,I couldn't hold it back any longer..

So I,simply,launched at him,hugging him at tightly as I could...not wanting to stop..I felt that at first he hesitated,something pretty logical in my opinion,but then hugged back,slowly burrying his head in the crook of my neck.

''Don't..you EVER...EVER think of ending your own life for anyone..EVER....If you really are..importand to them,be sure that they would never want to see you go this way...'', I whispered,feeling tears forming in my eyes as well.

''Then what do I do?''he slowly whispered back.

''Take control of your life...See what makes you happy and what doesn't..and leave everything else behind...Nothing's worth making yourself miserable,Brian...trust me..''I mumbled..

''I trust you...''he said,and sniffled,slowly feeling like the tears in his eyes stopping.

We spend a good 15 minuted just sitting there,hugging each other,until both of us simultaneously pulled out of the hug..He looked at me,his eyes actually shining...showing some life inside of them,and said...

"Thank you...".