Sierra's POV

I woke up wrapped tightly in Brian's tattooed , strong arms , something that forced a smile on my face immediately . I studied his calm face , since he was still asleep , and couldn't help but notice his perfect bone-structure . The way his sheekbones peeked out only as much as necessary , his nose and thin lips fit perfectly together , even the way his breaths came out was sensational . He looked so peacefull , just sleeping next to me .

And right about then I started thinking about all the things that had happened in the last two days . Brian had actually broken up with his wife . We had slept together two times already , and both of us knew that we felt things for each other .

To be perfectly honest , I was afraid . I'd never felt like this for anyone in my whole life . And I knew that if everyone knew about it , they'd start saying sh*t about us ... About me , and how I was the reason he decided to take such a dramatic turn in his life ..

I really shouldn't care about that , though , not now at least . Because the way I felt whenever he was around , whenever we talked or touched , let alone anytime we kissed , I couldn't even explain in words . It was like everything made sense around me , like I was somehow complete around him . And I sure was not ready to give up on this feeling any time soon ...
I was brought out of my thoughts by a silent chuckle coming from a sleepish Brian ..

'' Don't think too hard , your head's going to hurt ... '' Brian said , and I slightly nudged his side ..

'' I can think perfectly fine , thank you very much ! '' I faked a pout ..

'' Good morning , Sierra ... '' he smiled at me and reached to caress my cheek , something that forced me to smile back to him ..

'' Good morning to you too , Brian ... ''

'' God , I'm so glad you didn't leave again ... I really thought I'd wake up all alone again , with you searching for something random on the floor ... '' he said , faking a pout as well ...

'' Well to be honest I thought about it , but then I decided I was just bored ... So I stayed here ... Plus it's really difficult to get out of here with you blocking the exit ... '' I joked and he glared playfully at me ..

'' Well thank you for being so brutally honest ... Excuse me while I run to the corner and cry my eyes out ... '' he dramatically sighed and placed his hand over his chest ...

'' Oh , God I'm so s- '' I started , but he raised his hand , signaling me to not say a thing as he continued ''crying his eyes out '' ..

'' Oh , C'mmon ... '' I sighed playfully ..

'' No , no , you need to fix this ... I need my self-esteem back! '' he said on a serious tone and turned his back to me ...

'' Okay , okay , what can I do to make you feel alright again ? '' I asked him ..

'' Have breakfast with me ?? '' he immediately turned towards me again , and gave me the most pathetic-pleading look I'd ever seen ..

'' Sure thing .... I'm hungry anyways ... '' I said and he chuckled , and placed his hand over my cheek - again - ... He just stared at me for a good 5 minutes , and I couldn't help the blush that made its' way on my face ..

'' Why are you blushing ? '' he asked in a sweet tone ..

'' I don't know ... Because I have Synyster F*cking Gates staring at my face for what seems like ages ? '' I questioned playfully , and he smiled at me ..

'' I can't help it , Sierra .. You are just so beautifull I can't believe you are real ... ''

'' Well , you are not too bad yourself , Gates ... '' I answered ..

'' Brian , Sierra ... For you it'll always be Brian ... '' he continued smiling at me , until we both heard a noise coming from outside the bunk area .

'' Don't worry about it ... Probably the guys are doing stupid f*cking things again ... '' he muttered .. I simply nodded , and hid my face in embarassement as my stomach growled like a f*cking lion . I even think it eccoed in the room .

'' Okay , I see '' Brian joked , and motioned for me to get up .
'' C'mmon , let's have breakfast .. I don't want you dying on me .. '' he smirked , and I glared at me ...

'' Are you calling me fat now ?? '' I asked in the most serious tone I could , something that made Brian turn his face towards mine , his eyes nearly popping out of his skull as he came closer to me ..

'' No , Sierra of course no I was just kidding ... You know you have the greatest body ever , honestly the hottest figure , I could never say something like th- '' he started but I chuckled cutting him off..

'' It's okay , Brian relax ... I was just joking ... '' I smirked at him as he let out a huge sigh ..

'' Thank God , I don't think I'd be able to take it if you were one of those chicks who only eat a salad and an apple .. '' he said , trying to find something to wear .. He ended up throwing a simple grey v-neck on , along with the familiar pair of ripped jeans .. He didn't even try to fix his hair ..

'' Brian , your hair is , like , all over the place ... '' I chuckled ..

'' Well then , fix them .. '' he smiled at me as he sat down on the edge of a bunk so I could reach the top of his head ..

'' Oh , so I have the honor to touch you hair , your Majesty ? ''

'' That's right ... Now get to work .. '' he joked , as I reached on top of his head and started messing his hair a bit using my fingers . After some minutes I was satisfied , or so to speak , with the result and allowed him to take a look at himself in the small mirror .

'' That's really , really good ... I might have to ask you to do my hair every night from now on , Princess ... '' he said , smiling , but I froze as that nickname reminded me of only one person ..

''But it's all about to end NOW!Right f**king NOW,Sierra!!!!All there because you chose to be beautiful,in a world full of ugliness..''he muttered as he moved closer to my spot,his eyes glistening!''I'm Never going to let you go,Princess....You are MINE,And forever you'll be..''
Noel's voice kept ringing in my head , and I could only hear faint sounds coming from , what I guessed, was Brian . I was lost in my thoughts for so long until I felt two arms shaking me gently , something that forced me to return to the real world , where my gaze was met with a pair of worried - brown orbs ..

'' Are you okay Sierra ? '' he asked in a worried tone , and I quickly nodded .

'' Yes , yes I'm totally fine ... I just zoned out a bit .. Really need to stop doing that ... '' I said , forcing a smile just in order to convince Brian that I was indeed okay ..

'' Well , you really scared me ... '' he said , his tone much calmer now ..

'' I'm sorry , Brian , I really didn't mean to do that ... I just tend to space out too often ... ''

'' That's okay ... I do that too ... I think it's because we are dreamers ... '' he said with a smile , and I genuinely smiled back at him ..

We exited the bunk area , and I was surprised that noone was there...

'' How come not a single person is in your bus apart from us ?? '' I asked Brian , and he simply shrugged ...

'' Don't Know ... Don't Care .. '' he stated , as he began scratching the back of his head and muttering some faint sounds of '' f*ck , f*ck , f*ck '' ..

'' What's wrong ?? '' I wondered ...

'' Well , obviously we have nothing to eat for breakfast right now ... Unless beer is considered a meal ... '' he said .

'' It doesn't matter , we can go over my bus ... I'm sure we have something there .. '' I said with a smile ..

'' Sorry , Sierra ... I swear we always have food inside this thing ... '' Brian started again ..

'' Stop apologising for Christ's Sake , and let's go get something to eat .. '' I stopped him from ranting some more about how he should have done this and that ...

'' Sure thing ... After you , my lady ... '' he gestured and I started moving towards the door , but suddenly it opened , revealing a mad-looking M. Shadows ...

'' So , it's true ... '' he muttered under his breath , and I turned to Brian who looked as calm as ever ...

'' I take it that Michelle told Val , and then Val told you ... '' he simply stated , and I started feeling awkward ..

'' Told me ? TOLD ME ? Man , '' told me'' is an understatement ... She is a mess , Brian .. A real f*cking mess ... What happened to you man ? '' he asked in disbelief and I seriously needed to walk away ...

'' Excuse me ... '' I muttered as I started making my way out of the bus , but Brian reached and held me by his side ...

Brian's POV

I couldn't believe it . Matt was causing a scene just as if Sierra wasn't even in the room .. She made a move to leave but I held her there ...

'' Matt listen ... I love you and you are my best friend , but I'm not going to let you lecture me about anything . You don't know shit about how the situation was between me and Michelle , you have no idea how painfull this relationship has been to me ... Or you actually know and now you simply choose to ignore the reality you know exists ... '' I started , and watched as his breathing started getting heavier , but I continued speaking ..

'' But most of all , I'm not going to allow you or anyone else to insult Sierra right in her face ... She has nothing to do with this ... ''

'' She has everything to do with this , Brian ... She is the reason you broke up with Michelle , she is the reason that everyone is hurting now because of it ! If she hadn't entered your life , you would still be - ''

'' Miserable ? Depressed ? Disappointed at everything and everyone ? Pick the word that suits you , Shads ... Cause that's exactly what I'd be if Sierra hadn't come ... I'd be a mess ... I still am a f*cking mess , a broken person and I have no idea why or how but she can fix me ... '' I finished , and noticed that Sierra had shrieked in my side , probably scared as f*ck ...

'' Whatever man ... You are wrong ... You'll see you are so f*cking wrong .. You know nothing about her .... '' he muttered and I simply tried to contain my temper cause otherwise I'd punch the guy straight in the face .

After Matt left , I turned and noticed that Sierra had started shaking slightly ..

'' M-maybe this was a bad idea ... '' she whispered looking down , but I forced her to look in my eyes ...

'' Sierra , look at me ... It's going to be tough at first , but you'll see they will all come around .. I promise ... Don't be afraid '' and I held her closer to my body , resting my head on top of hers..

'' Nothing is going to hurt you , Sierra , as long as I'm around ... And everything will be alright .. '' , and I allowed her to listen to my heartbeat , as that seemed to calm her down ..

'' You are safe with me .. ''

Notes

Filler I know :S