Forbidden love, Hidden lust

I sat across the patio table staring at Zack. It had been a couple days since we had sex. I wasn't sure about his thoughts on it. I didn't know if he regretted it or not, and that kinda scared me. I knew that it wouldln't happnen again, as bad as I wanted it to, it just couldn't.

"What the fuck are you staring at, Loser?" he asked, throwing a piece of food at me, hitting me in the face with it, breaking me from the daze that I was in.

"Nothing, Fucker." I said. picking up the piece of food, and throwing it back at him. I laughed when I was him grab him eye.

"Damnit, Zay!!" he yelled. "What is it with you, and going for the fucking eye?"

I couldn't help but laugh at him, despite how bad I felt for him, but he was my brother, isn't that the way that it's supposed to be?

I cringed at the thought of that. Yeah. He's my brother and I had sex with him. The weirdest part, was that I wanted to do it again.

I broke myself away from the thought as I want back to Zack.

"I'm sorry." I giggled. He looked at me.

"No, You're not." he said. I looked at him smiling. "If you were, then you wouldn't still be laughing." I tried to hide the laughter, by making a fake, serious face.

"Is this better?" I asked. I could feel the laughter breaking through. I couldn't contain it anymore. I burst out, as did he.

I looked over to see the guys walking toward us. All clad in their swimming trunks. Jimmy was pulling a coller along behind him.

"You guys ready to have some fun?" he asked as he approached us. My eyes widened.
"James Owen, You best not have any beer in that cooler there." I said letting my southern accent show through.

"Now why would I do such a thang?" he said, making fun of me. I started laughing.

"Shut up!" I said, pouting. The guys all laughed.

I felt an arm go around my shoulder and looked up to see Brian standing there. I looked over at Zack, and I could see the rage in his eyes. It was calmer than it had been. He looked at Brian. I knew he was about to hit him. Instead it was more or an apology.

"I'm sorry about the other day." he said. Brian looked at him with a smile.

"I'm not really worried about it." he said. "We all have our days." Zack walked over and took him into a hug.

"Alright man, Let's have some fun." he said.

"Hell yeah!" Jimmy exclaimed, opening up the cooler, revealing all the beer inside.

"Jimmy! What did I tell you?" I said, with a glare. He smiled.

"Don't worry. I brought you some soda." He said reaching in and pulling out a coke, holding it out to me. I smiled as I took it.

"So are we ordering pizza again?" Johnny asked. I laughed.

"I don't think so." Zack said. "Unless ofcourse you're paying." He smirked.

"Fuck that." Johnny said. Zack laughed.

"I'll make one." he said, putting a smile on Johnny's face, as he nodded and walked off toward the beach with the rest of the guys. I smiled at Zack.

"They are insane." I said, taking a drink of my soda. He smiled.

"Yeah, They're pretty out there." He turned to walk into the house.

"Need help, Baker?" I asked. He looked at me with a smile.

"Are you inplying that I can't make a pizza by myself?" he asked, with a playful glare.

"Oh, never." I replied, with a smile. He thought for a moment then turned his eyes back to me.

"Well I might let you put the cheese on there." he said. I laughed.

"I can do more than the cheese." I argued. "You haven't eaten one of my pizzas yet."

We walked into the kitchen. I knew by that little conversation, that it was still there. He still looked at me the same way. I wanted it bad and I didn't know if I could wait.

He was standing at the counter preparing the mix for the dough. I walked up behind him, wrapping my arms around his waist, running my hands up his chest. He turned to me, with a smile.

"You know we can't do this here." he said. I could tell that he really wanted to.

I slipped my hands under his shirt. running them up his chest again. "Why? All the guys are down at the beach and it's just me and you."

He let out a sigh, before cupping my face in his hand and smashing his lips to mine. I pulled my hands from underneath his shirt, then tangling them in his hair, pulling him in harder. He ran his hands down my sides, gripping my hips, then putting me up on the counter.

He moved his lips from my lips to my neck. Leaving a trail of damp spots as he moved up to my ear. He bit down and a moan escaped from me, as I gripped his hair harder, pulling it.

"What the fuck, dude?!" I cocked my head in the direction of the voice. It was Brian.

Zack quickly backed away, as I straightened my clothes out.

"So this is why you've been getting so pissed at me for touching her." he glared. "You've been fucking her."

I looked over at him. "Brian, You can't tell anyone about this." I said. "You don't know what will happen."

"I have an idea." he stated.

"Please, Bri." I begged. I got off the counter and walked over to him. "You can't tell anyone." I repeated. He shook his head.

"Were you guys just planning on hiding this forever?" he asked.

"No." I said. I looked back at Zack, who was standing in complete silence, then back at Brian.

I know he could see the tears filling my eyes. His facial expression softened. "How did this even happen?" he asked, looking down at me.

"I don't know. It just did." I answered.

"Why didn't you tell me, and I wouldn't have gotten close to you the way I did. I mean, I don't want to break you guys up, if that's the case." I started to cry, as he pulled me into a hug. "I won't say anything." he said.

I knew he understood and that he really wouldn't tell anyone. I was glad that he had been so understanding and turned out to be a great friend. I was just glad that it was him that found us and not one of the others.

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