Young Lust.

Lana's POV

It had been already 5 days that James was gone for his tour and I didn't have news from him. I missed him so much. Never ever a man could have make me feel like this. Not a second he was out of my mind. I could imaine myself having a family with this man. He looked though on the outside but in reality I knew that on the inside he was just a guy that got his heart broken and didn't know what to do with love. Like me. I was just laying on my bed and watching the ceiling thinking about him when I received a text. I jumped out, I was sure it was him. At least I hoped! I looked at my phone with a grin on my face, it totally went off when I saw it wasn't him but it was Emily.

To Lana
From Emily.

Can you please, tomorrow, replace me at work? It's my mom's birthday and they all me to be with them.. Pleaaaze ?! :)

Oh nice.. again.. At least, I'll get busy and try to stop thinking about James for a moment..

To Emily
From Lana.

Sure.. How late?

She answered me after a minute.

To Lana
From Emily.

From 12 till 21. Thanks gurl! Sleep tight xox.

I looked at my phone and took a deep sigh. Indeed it was getting late. It was 11 PM for me but I wasn't tired at all so I decided to call my sister in Canada. For her it was only 7 PM so it was fine. We talked for at least 2 hours before I was getting tired. I talked about James to her. She was so excited for me, I wasn't that much like she was because I missed James so much. Only 5 days .. Hopefully it's only a little week and a half that I need to miss him. Of course let's hope he will still want to see me when he'll be back because for the moment he didn't show any signs that he missed. I looked at my phone again. Nothing. I decided to go to sleep. I couldn't really because of my stupid hyperactive brain thinking all the time about him..

I woke up the morning after with a big headache. I guess it was because I didn't really sleep, It was already 11 AM, so I went in the shower, trying to wake up better. After a 15 minutes cold shower, I went in the kitchen see for something to eat. Nothing. I took my keys and went to my car and drove to the supermarket. Boring, I know. Don't tell me .. The day passed fast, before I could know, my boss was telling me to go home. I was riding my car when I had a phone call. I couldn't see who was it, it rang for maybe two times before I was on my parking. I stopped the car and answered, thinking it was Emily again.

"What do you want?"

"I wanted to know if you were still alive."

I immediatly knew it wasn't Emily. It was James. My heart wanted to jump out of my chest.

"Oh! Hum James? I'm sorry I thought it was Emily.." I stepped out in the car and entered in my house. I removed my coat still holding the phone on my ear.

"It's okay. I just wanted to have news.. How are you doing?"

"I'm fine, I guess.." I said while sitting on the couch. I was looking at the floor and for a reason I didn't know I started to cry. I tried to hide my sob when I said. "And you? How's doing with the band?"

"It's fine.. But.. Are you sure you're okay?.. It sounds like you're crying.."

I hesitated a moment before talking. Why was I like this? I couldn't figure it out. I didn't even know why I was crying.

"Hum .. Yeah ..I don't even know why.. What the fuck is wrong with me.." I heard a quiet laugh from the other side of the phone.

"It's because you miss me. I'm sure of it.. cause I miss you too.."

My heart stopped and in a minute my emotions changed. I came from sad to happy.

"Yeah I guess it's that too! Oh my god I don't even recognize myself.. A minute before I was crying and now I'm happy as hell... You see what you do to me James.." I laughed and he did too.

"That's called love, honey!" I heard voices coming from behind him. " Hum listen Lana. I'll try to text you or call you as soon as I can. I can't wait to see you again.."

"It's okay, I'll talk to you later."

"Okay that's good. I love you." A big smile appeared in my face as he said that. I said the same as he hang up the phone. I looked at my phone still smiling. I love him that's for sure. I ran upstairs and decided it was time for me to relax in the bath. My belly was killing me. I was about to be in my period so .. I lit up some candles and sat in the bath. I stayed in there for 30 minutes before I grimaced in pain. I had really much pain. Not like usually.. I didn't worry more about it. It was only my period coming so. I went in my room and hurried up putting my clothes on that I could finally lay in my bed. I was laying in my bed when I received a text from James

To Lana
From James.

What're doin' ? xx

I smiled when I saw the text.

To James
From Lana.

Laying in bed, having much pain :/ and thinking about you.. xx

I waited a moment before he answered me.

To Lana
From James.

How comes :( ? Wish i was with you.. xx

I didn't know if it was appropriated or not to say the truth. I didn't care I felt comfortable with him so I said it.

To James
From Lana.

Girls stuff... I wish you were with me too.. I'm going to sleep xx goodnight.

He answered me after a minute.

To Lana
From James.

Poor sweetie.. It'll be over soon ;) take rest, goodnight xx

I didn't say anything else and went under the blanket. I was holding my belly. It was very difficult to fall asleep but I finally made it..

Notes

I hope you like it . this makes me think so much about me and my boyfriend. I have to miss him everyday because he's living in Europe and I'm living in America .. it's really hard. Anyway I hope you like it !