Young Lust.

James' POV

"We need to get out of here." I said as I was driving home with a depressive Lana next to me.
She didn't look at me she just kept her head laying on the window, looking outside.

"I'm not kidding let's get out!" I said as I parked my car in front of her house.

She still didn't make a move. I went out of my car and went on her side, she was about to open her door that I opened it. I took her hand as we walked forward to her house. She unlocked the door and we stepped into her house. She let her bag on the floor and crashed on her couch. She looked as depressive as before. I could really understand but I didn't want her to feel like this. She was everything to me and it was really killing me to see her like that.. I removed my shoes and went to take her in my arms.

"Prepare your luggage, we are going away."

She looked at me without really understanding.

"Didn't you forget I have a job and if I don't go, I'll lose it and I'll get on the street?"

I stood up from the couch and took her hands, I obligated her to look at me.

"Didn't you forget I'm famous and I have a lot of money?"

She stood up and gave me a depressive look, she went to the kitchen, I followed her, as she was taking a beer out of the fridge, she said.

"No, I didn't forget but there's no way, I'm going to use you for your money.."

She sat at the table taking a sip of her beer.

"I know you're not like that so please let me help you!"

She didn't say anything else, she looked empty, her glare was empty. Everytime I had to see her like that it was like if someone was stabbing me from behind, I loved her too much to see her unhappy like that.. I sat next to her and took her face in my hands.

"I just want you to feel better..." I said as I kissed her lips, they tasted salty cause she cried not long time ago.

"I'll be okay, don't worry about me." She said as she kissed me again.

I stood up and took a sip of her beer. As she looked at me drinking almost her whole bottle of beer, she said.

"Hey! That's my beer!"

She took the bottle out of my hands and kept close to her chest, like a little kid keeping her toy away from everyone.

"I just took a sip.." I said.

"You've put all your saliva in it." She said as she looked her bottle with a disgusted face on.

"What?! You do a little drama about my saliva, don't you remember girl? I came inside you!" I said.

She looked at me and became to blush, I liked that when she was shy, she was the cutest.

"That's.. that's not the same!" She said as she took an other sip of her beer.

"You should think it's worst."

"No, not even.." She said as she was going in the bathroom.

"Really, you don't think it's dirt?" I said as I followed her.

She stopped herself in front of me and crossed her arms.

"Wait a minute are we really having a conversation about that?!"

"As you can hear.. Yeah! By the way, I like it too you know.." I said as I kissed her.

"What do you like too ?" She asked as I took her hands in mine.

"To come inside of you!" I said with a smirk on my face.

She threw her hands in the air and laughed, she sighed and went in the bathroom.

"You are the naughtiest boy I've ever know in my whole life..." She said as she looked at herself in the mirror.

I leaned myself on the door and looked at her, how beautiful she was, even after crying for long
time, she was still the prettiest girl in my eyes.

"Héhé, I'm the Rev!" I winked at her and went to take her by the waist, from behind. I gave her a kiss on her neck and looked at us in the mirror.

"You know what's the worst.. I always imagined myself having sex with you when I didn't know you yet!" She said as she grabbed my hands.

"Really?! Were you doing some bad stuff on my pictures?!"

She pushed me on the wall, grabbed my face and kissed me.

"That's not in your business!" She said as she went in her bedroom.

She sighed and laid herself on her bed. I just wanted to jump on her at the moment. But I thought more about serious stuff. I couldn't just bang her to make her feel better that wouldn't be good. I had to make her feel better in an other way.


"We are going to take some little vacation just you and me! No one else.." I said as I went to lay next to her on the bed. She didn't say anything but just looked into my eyes. I showed her my most beautiful smile. I kissed her sweetly, she sighed and hesitated to say something.

"Can I ask you something?" She said as she played with a rebel hair going down my forehead.

"Yeah?"

"Are.. Are we official?"

Wow, I was suprised with that, I wasn't waiting for it but god. She was my life, my everything.. I couldn't even explain in words how much I loved her..

"Oh yeah we are.." I said as I kissed her.

I took her in my arms and we stayed hugging there for a long time, I liked to hear her heart beating inside her chest. The warmth of her skin.. Everything felt so right..

Notes

Sorry for the waiiiiiiit!! Hope someone's still reading me!