I was laying in bed thinking about the kiss over and over again in my head. Sure it wasn’t one of those ones were our lips crash and our breaths leave us and such, that it was just a soft gentle kiss but I still loved it. It made my tummy flutter a little and made me swoon. I was happy that my brother had gone to bed or it probably wouldn’t of happened.
I bit my lower lip as I remembered it and smiled to my self before turning on my side and looked at my iPhone for any messages or what not. One was from Jimmy saying that he hoped I had a very happy birthday and he said good-night. I couldn’t stop smiling at that text! I set my phone down onto the night stand beside me and fell asleep with a smile on my face thinking about the kiss that Jimmy had given me. It was making my heart race and this huge smile on my face. I was so happy! I finally have been kissed and I finally had someone who wasn’t afraid to show their feelings to me I guess you can say.
The only bad thing about it was that I had to possibly date Jimmy behind my brother’s back, which I wasn’t going to except. I didn’t want my brother hurt over something silly or ruin a friendship over it. I sighed, turning over in my bed and cuddled up to my blankets and tried my best to just sleep.
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“Sissy! Wake up!” My brother shouted. I felt my bed moving and my body being bounced around and it was making my stomach upset.
“Johnny stop it!” I cried. I turned over to my brother and tried to attack him but he moved out of the way to fast but at least the earthquake had stopped. I snuggled up to my pillows and tried to get some more sleep but that wasn’t going to work since my brother came on the other side of me and decided to get under the covers with me in his boxers. I rolled over and shoved him off the bed smacking him.
“Get out of my bed you nasty!”
“What!?” He exclaimed, “I can’t cuddle with my sissy?” He pouted.
“No not in your sh*tty underwear your not!” I shrieked.
“Oh you won’t get no track marks on your bed,” He said rolling his eyes.
“Ew! Johnny out!” I shoved him out of my bed and sighed, well I was planning to sleep in but I guess that was ruined.
“Your going to come with me to the studio,” He told me.
“Why?” I asked, “I am tired.” I said and cuddled back to my pillows which was ripped away from me. I shot open my eyes and glared at him. Jerk.
“Because I want my sister with me besides Zacky is sick soooooo,” His voice went off and I sighed, at least I will be able to sleep some more when we drove there.
“Fine, I’ll go,” I whined and slowly removed my nice warm covers and sat up. I was shivering and the goosebumps rose on my arms. Why must I leave my nice warm bed just to go with my brother to the recording studio? Sure I would be with my friends all day and of course with Jimmy and I didn’t really have anything to complain about. I helped them with suggestions and they used them some of the time. But on the downside, I wasn’t sure if Jimmy was even going to notice if I am there or not, which would hurt like crazy. He kissed me last night and I took that to heart, if he didn’t care about me, and ignored me then why do it in the first place?
I sighed, getting up and doing my normal morning routine which ended me slipping in the tub and nearly busting my butt in my fall, which hurt like crazy. But I was able to walk out of the bathroom and slip on my black monster t-shirt which glows in the dark, yes the monster from the Moppets, and slipped on my dark blue jeans and got on my shoes and grabbed my brand new leather jacket that I loved to pieces.
“If you bring your guitar, I am sure Brian would teach you some more,” My brother told me just before we left the house. So, I go and grabbed mine from the living room corner and brought it with me. Brian was one of my best friends and who was willing to teach me the guitar so I could be like him but right now, it wasn’t so good. I broke my other electric because I was extremely mad coming home from school and smashed it. So, Brian had pitty on me and gave me one of his, which was very kind of him. They were my favorite colors, red and black, and it was one his pin stripped ones.
My brother pulled into the parking lot of the studio and we headed inside, my stomach though was going into knots and just by the atmosphere, I think something terrible was bound to happen.
I got in the back seat and grabbed my beautiful guitar and came inside with my shorty brother. Everyone was happy to see us but Zacky was winning asking why Johnny had brought me and I just smirked.
“They needed someone better for Rhythm,” I said and Zacky laughed.
“In your dreams pretty lady,” He said put his arm around my shoulders pulling me in for a hug. I hugged him back as best as I could and came and set down my guitar against the couch and hugged everyone but when it came to Jimmy, it just seemed awkward. I hugged him but to me, it just seemed like he didn’t really care all that much really. It was just a kiss, a present and that’s all it was. Then again, my brother was in here as well, as well as Zacky. But when Jimmy pulled away, he winked at me and I couldn’t help but bite my lower lip and blush, luckily my brother didn’t take notice of that.
“So are we going to go over the drum tracks?” My brother asked Jimmy and they started to talk about the music and such while I just sat on the couch. Brian came over to me and sat down beside me and smiled, giving me a little nudge.
“How’s your guitar coming along?” He asked with his brown eyes shinning at me. He always had that sparkle when we talked about music and about playing guitar.
“Eh, alright I guess,” I said shrugging. I told him what I was having problems with and he smiled and grabbed his guitar and I grabbed mine and he showed me but I was still having problems with it. He chuckled and set down his guitar and wrapped his arms around me, one hand on my right and the other on my left, his fingers pressing mine harder onto the fret board, his breath was on my neck and my heart was racing.
I glanced over to Brian and saw him grin at me before he started to explain my situation and such but I couldn’t really focus on that. I was to much focused on his fingers and how they were pressed on mine, his breathing on my neck and his contagious smile.
“You got it?” He asked. I looked at him and tried really hard not to blush which was probably a fail and I nodded.
“Yeah, I think I do,”
“Don’t worry,” He said, his arms being removed from my body which made me frown and that warm feeling left me, “You will be rocking up on the stage in no time,” He said and winked at me. I blushed again and looked down to the guitar and started to mess around with it. I didn’t really know what I was doing with it but Brian was hearing me and watching me then he gasped which scared the crap out of me.
“Whoa!” He said, “Play that again!” He explained. I looked at him in confusion and did it again and he was jumping with excitement and grabbed his guitar.
“Zacky!” He called for him and Zacky came over and stood in front of us munching on a sandwich. I was really confused about what in the heck was happening so, I just played again and Zacky’s eyes grew.
“That’s perfect!” Zacky proclaimed.
“Guys what in the world did I do?” I asked looking at them confused.
“That,” Zacky said, “Sis what you just played was amazing. Syn and I were having problems with it and you,” He said smiling brightly at me, “Just helped us!” I looked down at my guitar in shock. I actually helped them with something? I looked over to Brian who hugged me tight and kissed my temple saying how much he loved me that made me blush.
“Well…” I said lightly, “I am glade you two like it,” I smiled and they had went and worked on it and I smiled and enjoyed the rest of the day with my best friends with Jimmy looking at me from time to time making me wonder what was on his mind.