We had celebrated for a while and were quite surprised that we got an offer about being in a band for real, getting a record deal and a manager. My mind seemed to be drifting more and more to Matt, something I wasn’t exactly pleased with. I was an idiot for not believing that he was one. That thought kept circling in my head, kind of killing the mood to party. Of course, Matt had to ruin it.

One of the famous local bands started playing. It was a mix between rap and rock, everybody knew the lyrics so we had to sing along in the spirit of celebrating.

Everywhere I Go, Bitches always know
That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show (bitch)
Everywhere I Go, Bitches always know
That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show

Wake up
Grab beer
Grab rear
Shave beard
Put on some scene gear
Gotta get drunk before my mom wakes up
Break-up with my girlfriend so I can bang sluts
I'm undead, unfed
Been sleeping on bunk beds
Since ten
So if I don't booze it, I'm gonna lose it
Everybody get to it, do it, get ruined

Let's get this party started
Let's keep them 40's poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin

When I start drinking
My dick does all my thinking
Hoes want to be scene with me
And I like their big fake titties
D-Cups with extra filling
Take it out let me lick it quickly
Calm down it's just a hickie
I'll blame it on this whisky sipping gets me tipsy
Drink fast and enjoy your buzz
Take back streets to avoid the fuzz
I wanna take you home but your friends won't let ya'
I got a 40 in my Ford Fiesta
Buy beer
Or pay the rent
My signing bonus was quickly spent
So I'll beat my meat like I'm a fuckin' butcher
And I'll punk the pussy like I'm Ashton Kutcher!

Let's get this party jumpin'
Let's see some 40 chuggin'
I wanna see your booty rubbing against my dick when I start buzzin'
Come on girls I wanna see you drinkin'
I wanna see your brain start shrinkin'
Make a move I saw you winkin'
Drunken pussies what I'm thinkin'
I don't give a fuck if you're drunk or not
Turn it up loud feel the ambiance
Grab 2 ho's and do some body shots
I wanna party all night until they call the cops
Fuck a wristband lets all do a keg stand
I'm like Cheech with out the Chong
Hittin up the beer bong
When the cops show up
Their gonna get the finger
And i don't give a fuck
Cuz I'm the designated drinker!

Everywhere I Go, Bitches always know
That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show (bitch)
Everywhere I Go, Bitches always know
That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show

As soon as we had all… uh, divinely sung along to the lyrics with a bunch of friendly pushes and laughs in the middle of the all, we got thirsty.

“So, how about I buy us some alcoholic drinks guys? Can’t party without it!” Terry announced and he was after all a year older than us but he actually started school a year
later. Thank god for him because some alcohol fit in with the description of ‘celebrating’.

“I’ll go with you!” I offered; Jacob also had joined in on our celebration with the same news as us but from a different guy who offered them a solid deal.

“What do you guys want and hurry up, I’m not waiting forever for y’all to answer” Terry scolded, knowing that the guys usually took forever to order something simple as a drink.

The guys told us what they wanted; Jack Daniels, Jägermeister and beer. Yeesh, what men.
We once again squished through the crowds, towards the lit up bar and ordered what we needed. Terry stood impatiently tapping his foot against the floor and his face was a really annoyed one, I guess he really just wanted to celebrate.

Out of nowhere I was yanked by the arm, and pulled outside through the crowds struggling to break free. As soon as we were outside and I could feel the nights cold, tickle my skin I knew that I had enough space to move so I elbowed the person behind be right in the stomach hearing a guttural groan of pain escape the man’s throat. The groan was one I recognized, raspy and yet smooth. Weird how you can recognize a groan, I know.

“What the fuck” I heard as Matt groaned again, I turned around with a smile tugging on my lips as I tried not to show that I was happy I elbowed him.

“Why the hell do you look so happy?” he winced as he sat down on the gravel covered curb. I made tsk sounds as I sat down next to him. I faced him, looking directly into his
honey-colored orbs with a faint green swirl around the pupil.

“Eh, you kinda deserved it” I patted his back as I replied, then looked out at the cars passing in front of us. They looked like blurs, especially since this was an area where drivers didn’t care about the speed limit, so as they speeded the cars colors just blurred together.

He groaned loudly before he threw his head into his hands, running them over his buzzed hair. I bet you that he was chewing on his lip ring, something I noticed was a habit of his when he was frustrated or straight of annoyed.

A sigh flew past his lips, “I was hoping that you hadn’t seen that” he muttered as chewed on his lip ring, looking at me and trying to find some reaction from me.

“Fuck! I’m sorry, I just, urgh” he groaned throwing his hands up in the air, Matt looked more confused than ever before. It did sting when I saw the reason that he rushed from the date, it was all probably for one-night stand or whatever. Maybe he just used me to take up his free time, so that he wouldn’t grow too bored.

“Why the hell did you even bother taking me out today? Was I just something to occupy you before tallgirl le boobs?” I needed an answer from him about this ordeal.

He looked at me and sighed before he opened his mouth to explain. “I didn’t intend on cutting our date short but I just ran out of things to do, I didn’t want it to be boring and just… long without a purpose. Fuck, I can’t even explain this”

“Just talk to me when you can explain because really, what you pulled today hurt and pissed me off.” I told him and stood up, feeling that need to forget him again, even if it only was for the night.