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My Immortal

Eighteen

“Nu-uh, I will not wear a skirt” I refused. I and Lexi had been going at it for half an hour now. She wanted me to wear a white and purple polka dotted tank top, a light-blue denim-skirt and a pair of ballerina flats. Right now I was acting really childish but to be fair I didn’t have the best confidence in the world and wearing a skirt to show off my hideous legs would not help boosting it. So therefore I decided to go back a few years and be stubborn.

She threw her hands up in the air dramatically before groaning out loud. “Come on you’ve got killer legs, if you show them Matt might die from a heart attack.” She really didn’t think about her words sometimes.

“That is why I shouldn’t wear a bloody skirt, Lexi! I don’t hate him that much anymore so would I want him to die?” She threw her hands up in the air even more dramatically then before and sighed in defeat, I did a small victory dance by shaking my hips and rolling my hands.

Lexi started digging through my closet once more before she threw out a light grey fabric on to my bed. I quickly shuffled through the room and took a look at the shorts. They were light grey and had two golden zippers instead of pockets on the front.
I had forgotten that I even had them! I used to love these but then again, you can’t remember what you don’t use…

“Wow, I haven’t seen these in a year or two!” I announced as I quickly pulled my jeans off and pulled the shorts on but not before making Lexi turn around. Just because she’s a girl doesn’t mean I still can’t be a little self-conscious.

When I managed to get in the shorts and the polka dotted shirt I glanced at myself through the mirror. I didn’t look too bad but I still didn’t feel pretty. I might be used to it but still I wanted to be a little more than usual, I mean it is a date after all. You can’t go to a date looking like you always do, effort must be put into the outfit and the looks.

“You can turn around and help me fix my hair!” I said.

Lexi turned around and smiled widely. “You look great already but putting on some awesome pink lipstick and pink mascara couldn’t hurt!” She immediately dragged me to the bathroom and pushed me down on the toilet seat, well not before she pushed the lid down.

“Please do not use pink” I pleaded with her. She didn’t say anything except telling me to close my eyes and now all I could to was to cross my fingers hoping she wouldn’t overdo it or make me look like a walking rainbow. I heard digging through the make-up bag and then I felt a brush slowly caressing my cheek. Please do not make me look like a clown.
~*~

“All done!” Lexi squealed as she smiled widely and put down the curling iron. I just hope I look like me and not weird. I slowly got up, turned my head towards the bathroom mirror and gasped in surprise.

My hair was loosely curled, it draped over my shoulders and a bit over my chest. The make-up looked pretty natural, just a bit eyeliner on top of the eyelids, a light pink blush and some lip-gloss. It may not have been much but I felt different, I felt pretty.

“Thank you! It looks really good!” I complimented Lexi as I hugged her.
When we pulled away her eyes immediately turned to my legs and in an instant I knew what she was thinking.

“No, I am not wearing the damn skirt Lexi!”

She stomped her foot in the ground and groaned, “Come on, it’ll look so much better with the skirt and then some jewelry! Plus Matt would want you even more”

“No!” I argued back but I couldn’t help but to blush at the thought that Matt would want me even more .

“Do you really want me to call Jim-bear and have him force you to wear it?” she narrowed her eyes at me while she pulled up her cellphone. This was a battle I couldn’t lose because the short period I had known Jimmy I knew that he was too damn stubborn and always got what he wanted. He would do anything for Lexi.

“Urrgh, fine!” Now I was annoyed but Lexi just smiled in victory and grabbed the denim skirt from the bed and tossed it to me.

After I changed to the skirt, I put on a couple of silver bangles and my flats. I wondered how much time I had left until Matt would show up, I still had about 15 minutes since he was picking me up at 5. After I had hugged Lexi bye once she finished her lecture of how I had to call her after the date to tell her how it went I walked into my room to apply the finishing touches. Once I had smacked my lips with the re-applied lip-gloss I took me some time to see how I really looked.

This didn’t feel like me, it wasn’t much Lexi had done but the girl on in the mirror looked good and like she was happy but I felt ugly and a bit broken on the inside. Pushing those thoughts aside; I’m changing, I already have and I can’t be alone as well as feeling bad about who I am any more. Guessing that I was so caught up in my thoughts that I jumped as soon as I heard a car honk it’s horn outside. I assumed it was Matt but to make sure, I pulled the curtain aside so I could peek through the window. I didn’t recognize the car but I did however take notice of the person in it, Matt.

As I grabbed my cellphone and placed it in my pocket I really started feeling the butterflies in my stomach. When I had gotten outside and made sure that the door was locked, I walked over to the car. Matt must have noticed me and he stepped outside with a smile on his face. This cannot be happening right now, am I really going out on a date with a guy I used to despise? I took a deep breath to calm myself down, smiling back lightly.

“Hey” he greeted as he hugged me.

I hugged him back “Hey”.

“You look beautiful” he complimented me and I felt my cheeks burn. I’m sure I looked like a fool.

I was about to compliment him back when I got a full view of what he was wearing. He wore a black v-neck shirt that seemed to fit his body well; it revealed that he actually was a bit muscular also he wore a pair of dark blue jeans with grey Vans. I must admit that he looked really good and well… hot.

“Thanks, you don’t look too bad yourself.” I murmured softly as I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear.

“Wanna get going?” he asked as he opened the passenger door for me. I answered yes quietly as I got in the car, I thanked him before he closed the door. That he opened the door for me was a bit of a shock, I mean talk about gentleman! I blushed at the thought and turned to the window hoping that Matt wouldn’t notice.

Now all I did was praying that there wouldn’t be any awkward conversation whilst we were in the car.

“Where are we going?” I wondered as I turned to look at him. His face wore a dimpled smile that made his lip ring stand out and give off a bit of a sparkle. The dimples made him look even more attractive, cute and he just looked like a teddy bear with them. Oh these
weird thoughts. Get your head back in the game Amy!

“It’s a surprise” he smirked as he put on the radio on a low volume.

I narrowed my eyes as him, “I don’t like surprises, please tell me!” Yes I was whining but come on, who likes surprises; especially when you still doubt the guy a bit. I pouted a bit hoping that I’d have some kind of effect on him.

He turned to me and started chuckling before he shook his head.

“What?”

He laughed lightly again before he smiled, “Nothing you’re just cute when you pout like that”. I felt my cheeks redden; I probably resembled a boiled crawfish right now. My face found its way in my hands, hiding that I blushed.

His eyes were still on the road when he tried swatting away my hands from my face as he chuckled. Finally he got a hold of my hand and pulled it away from my face, as he once again shook his head with a smile plastered on his face. I realized that I actually already felt a bit comfortable, sure I was blushing way too much already but it felt right. Uh, what am I thinking… I’m way ahead of myself now, got to calm down.

I peered through the window, watching the city scenery slowly turning into a place where the sun was setting, reflecting a pink and orange color over the slightly darkened sky. We were at the beach I realized, he parked the car and grabbed a black backpack from the trunk. He slung the backpack over his shoulder before he grabbed my tiny hand in his large one. I smiled back in return when he looked down at me with a smile. We walked for a couple of minutes, not too long but I regretted wearing flats because sand started pouring in as we walked over to a secluded place.

“okay, I know this might be cheesy and a bit cliché but I thought we could have like a picnic at the beach before we head over to the next place” he explained as he grabbed a light blue blanket from the back pack and stretched it out over the sand.

He offered me to sit down on the blanket and I did, then he pulled out different containers from the back pack. I looked at him unsure of what he had brought but my question was soon answered as he pulled the lids off.

In the first container there was lots of color, I could only assume that it was some kind of fruit-salad, the second container had melted chocolate in it and the third container had the silverware except it was in plastic and they were white but it was alright.

“Um, this might not be like the typical dinner but let me tell you that it’s fucking delicious!” he defended himself as he saw my suspicious look.

“Okay, I believe you but only because I saw strawberries and chocolate” I giggled as he handed out a plate. We both filled our plates with the fruit salad that comprised of bananas, strawberries, oranges, apples and grapes.

I took a bite of the banana after I dipped it in chocolate and I nearly moaned at the taste. “God this is god!”

Matt moaned as well “Hell yes.” As we ate we made small talk and joked around a bit, when I was finished I noted that Matt stared at me.

“Uh…Matt?” I murmured, blushing from the intense gaze he had on me. At first he didn’t seem fazed me calling out to him but suddenly his head just jerked.

“Sorry… Um, you’ve... You’ve got chocolate on your face” he pointed out and I brought my hand up to my face, trying to find the chocolate on my face. My hand brushed my left cheek trying to wipe it off.

“It’s on the other side” he directed me but apparently I missed it. I groaned in annoyance.
He grabbed a napkin, “hey, let me do it”. I smiled nervously as he dabbed away the chocolate, our eyes met and he smiled too. When he was done he put away the napkin
and turned to me. Our eyes locked and I couldn’t help but to scratch my arm because I
was just getting more and more nervous. Matt smiled softly at me before he slowly leaned in, I wanted to kiss him but now I was getting even more nervous.

Our lips met and slowly danced together but of course I had to ruin it as I snorted when I tried to suppress a laugh.

“Sorry, Sorry!” I apologized as I laughed, I was one hundred percent sure that my face was red as a tomato right now.

“What was that?” he joined in on the laugh.

“Uh… Do you really want to know?” I asked him.

He nodded. “Well… I was sort of… nervous?” I said but it came out as a question.

“Well let’s see if we can try to calm those nerves?” He said as he once again leaned in and we locked lips. His lips were soft and well… moist. Oh my god, what the hell am I thinking, I started feeling laughter bubbling in and I could help but to smile into the kiss causing Matt so laugh a bit to. We still kissed even though we laughed but as Matt cupped my cheeks it turned more serious. Before I knew it my back slowly met with the blanket as Matt had one of his arms tightly wrapped around my waist.

He begged for entrance as his tongue slowly traced the outline of my bottom lip and I obliged. Our tongues fought for dominance but he ended up taking control. My left hand found its place on his cheek. It felt nice kissing him, still a bit weird since I hadn’t kissed that many people in my life before.

We pulled away in need of air, as we looked at each other. He smiled at me and that simple action called me to blush, again.

Matt chuckled then leaned forward and pecked me on the lips. “You’re so cute, you know that.”

Notes

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Comments

Love this story just wish it didn't end like that tho :/ other than that I hope there is a second part to it.

Silentlullaby Silentlullaby
1/2/15
Hey I love this story ....! But I was wondering if u can make another Matt love story and a girl named Denise...? Back in high school with the guys and if u do make the storie can u make Denise a with long brown hair hazel brown eyes and tanned with maybe a little tattoos and like the same rock music and not that girly and maybe Val can be in there trying to get with Matt or something ....??? Please
PLEASE MAKE A SEQUEL!! How can you just end with Amy moving away?!
I know im commenting alot, but if you dont update soon I might kill myself
Holy crap... this story involves my 3 favorite bands of all time. A7x, papa roach, && evanesance