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Our Song

I don't care

Brian’s POV

It was morning. I stir a bit feeling the small ray of sun trespassing Annabelle’s window. I take a deep breath & see this small, fragile, beautiful woman laying next to me. I have my arms wrapped around her, cuddling & all the memories from last night come to my mind.

*~Flashback~*

“Stay… stay with me” I whisper to her & feel her stiff next to me. “Don’t leave” I add, desperate. I feel her pry herself from me & I just stare at her.

“Brian… I…” She starts but she choked up. I see her brown eyes staring back at me.

“Don’t. Please, Belle” I beg to her. I know what the words are gonna be, but I might as well give my best try. “You said that…” I get choked up by my own tears. “You said that you would stay. You said that I was the reason for you to stay”

“We can’t” She says, stepping out of my embrace & I feel my heart & soul crumble down. She starts walking out of the kitchen & I follow her.

“I’m here begging you to stay. Please” I say, wiping the tear that made a run from my eye.

“This isn’t right” She says, turning to face me, but her eyes are cast down. She’s not even staring at me. “You’re getting married in 2 days & I’m leaving in 2 days. We can’t” She finishes.

“What?” I ask, desperate heard in my voice.

I love this woman. I love the woman she’s grown out to be. I love that she’s so independent now. I love that she’s able to make her own decisions now. I love the way she kiss. I love the way I feel when I kiss her. I love the way my skin tingles when I touch hers… but I don’t love the way she can’t even look at me. I don’t love the way she’s turning me down.

“This… this is wrong. You’re getting married & I’m moving to New York” She says again, letting out a big breath after, more like a sob. “You’re too late” She casts her eyes to meet mine & I see all the pain & suffering she’s feeling. A pain & suffering that I have cost her.

“Belle-” I start but she doesn’t let me finish.

“No” She states. “You… you need to go” She says, a small tear escaping from her eye. “Just go, Brian” She says, turning to head to the door.

“Belle…” I start to say but she shakes her head in disapproval. I sighed, accepting my defeat, as she opens her door. I walk past her & stare at her, her eyes cast down… in guilt.

Can you blame her? I feel guilty too. I just cheated on my future wife & she just cheated on one of her best friends. I made her do that.

I walk outside to the snow storm & she closes the door behind me. I lean my body to her door & I hear her give out a sob… & it’s killing me. It’s killing me that she won’t let me ease that pain. I can ease that pain. I can take it all away. I can make her feel right again. It felt right when I kissed her. It felt like I was meant to kiss her for eternity. And that’s when it hits me.

When you find the person whose lips fit perfectly with yours, you’ll know that’s the person who you get to spend the rest of your life kissing

Jason’s words ring so true in my head right now. Annabelle has spoken the truth in that stupid game of truth & dare at that Christmas Eve. “She’s the person that I want to spend my whole life kissing” I mutter to myself, turning around & opening the door fast. I walk inside, closing the door & turn to see Belle sitting on the couch, her head in her hands. She looks up into my eyes and I’m sure she sees the same look I’ve had since I first walked into her parent’s house. The look of love… of pure love.

She looked like she wanted to push me away, go back to her room, but I was beyond caring now. I knew she wanted to be loved, cared for, and held as I wanted, loved, cared, loved & held Michelle at some point… all that I’m willing to give her.

As our eyes locked, I walked closer. She stands up & my head tipped, and our faces were suddenly closer. I could feel Annabelle’s breathe on my face, and the last cord of self-control I had was broken. I took Belle’s face in my palms and pressed my lips to hers. My lips massaged and coaxed hers, my tongue probing, tasting her lips. I heard a moan and a sigh and suddenly, my tongue had found its way into her mouth. I let my tongue taste her part by part, savoring her, in no hurry as Annabelle struggled to get closer to me… instead of pushing away. She weaved her hands through my hair and tugged, pulling me closer. Something that drove me crazy.

I know she felt like a she had been hit by a huge wave… & I know she felt lost. That was the way I felt too. I let my warm breath on her face, my tongue licking her lips, tasting her, probing in her mouth, and sucking on her tongue, which did unimaginable things to my mind. Things that Michelle could never make me feel. I felt like my body would explode of heat, and she clung on to me, pulling me closer, allowing me to crush her into me. I could feel her pulling me into her, my left hand holding her tight by her waist, and my other hand cupping her bottom. I wanted her. I needed her. I needed her to be mine.

I could feel Belle’s nipples stiffening underneath her tank top, and felt her shudder as I gently nibbled at her neck. I pushed Annabelle gently against the wall, and sprawled her hands away, pinning her wrists on her either side gently. I didn’t want to hurt her. I think I was pretty successful at that before. I started a trail of kisses at the corner of her mouth, moving down along her chin and neck, and planted a wet kiss on her soft spot, the point where her neck met her shoulders. I kissed my way back up to her ear, and bit her ear gently and heard her moan again. A moan that made me fall deeper & deeper in love with her.

I was going crazy with desire at the way Belle was reacting to me, and felt that if I didn’t take her then, I would go crazy. But I wanted this to last… to give Annabelle so much pleasure that she would cry out my name over and over. That she wouldn’t want to let me go. Cuz I sure wasn’t gonna let her go.

I picked up Belle and carried her upstairs into her bedroom, and laid her gently on the bed, kissing her all the time. I rose slightly to look at Annabelle and saw that her face had turned a beautiful shade of pink, and she was breathing noisily. She looked beautiful. I can’t believe it took me almost losing her to realize how much she means to me. She looked on, as I eased myself out of my vest, tie, shirt and trousers, and her eyes widened as she took in the sight. I indeed had broad shoulders and a wide chest… a body that drove thousands of fans crazy… a body that I only wanted to share with the beautiful woman lying in front of me. As her eyes traveled down, she noticed the bulge in my boxers and suddenly conscious of me looking at her, she turned her face away… ashamed. But I couldn’t tell ashamed of what. Of looking at me as something more than just her best friend… or because I was her friend’s fiancé. I slowly lowered myself onto the bed, and lied down on my side next to her, cuddling her. I took her chin in my hand, and pulled her face up so that I could look into her eyes. "Belle, I don’t want you to do this if you don’t want to" I said, though I wasn’t too sure that I would be able to control myself even if she decided to take my advice and walk away. I don’t think I could handle it.

“I want you” Annabelle whispered in a hoarse voice thick with desire, looking up into my eyes, her pupils dilated with desire. I hadn’t felt this way in a long time. I hadn’t felt desired for and loved by Michelle anymore and wasn’t ready to let go of this moment, however temporary it might be. I didn’t care if it only lasted one night. One night with her was all I needed.

I felt her lips on mine again and I let my tongue lick and nibble on her lower lip. She opened her mouth for me and pulled herself closer to me.

I kissed Annabelle fervently and let my hands explore her body. It was like a drug I needed. She was my fix. My right hand clasped her waist, holding her close to me while the other hand massaged her right nipple into hard erection beneath her clothes. As she moaned into me mouth, I let my hand drop lower, and rolled her shirt up slowly; caressing her thighs in the process… I slowly lifted the shirt off Annabelle, my hands caressing her thighs, waist and her breasts in the process. Annabelle’s hands wound around my waist, rubbing against my back and tugging me closer.

I moved away from her to take a look at her body. She wasn’t wearing a bra and her dotted panties had turned a slightly darker shade, giving away the wetness. I see the small deathbat tattoo she has on her hip, loving her devotion to the band… to me. I slowly caressed her breasts, squeezing them slightly as her nipples turned hard and looked as though they begged to be touched. She had perfect rounded breasts the color of wheat, and the honey colored nipples were hard with desire. & I felt weird for feeling all this about Annabelle… but I guess you can’t control yourself when you’re in love with someone. & I’m in love with her.

I cupped Annabelle’s left breast in my hand, massaging, pinching at her nipple till it became hard as a rock, while my other hand travelled downward, caressing her stomach for some time, up and down, before reaching downward, stopping at the mount covered with satin. I massaged her through the cotton and felt her squirming in pleasure. Without thinking twice, I lowered my head to her right breast and started suckling her right breast, licking, and nipping, tugging at her nipple, massaging her left breast and her mount at the same time. She was lost in the pleasure, and all I could feel was the jolts of pleasure that shot through her from the massacre that was happening to all her intimate parts. I never meant for things to get so raw between us… but her body was just asking me to ravish her. The sound that were coming out of her mouth were just screaming for me to take her… to make her all mine.

She gasped out loud when, without warning, my hand dipped into her panties and touched her bud. My index finger began to draw a line up and down, dipping into her, forcing her juices out and using it to oil her bud. I used one finger, and then added one more to massage her bud up and down slowly. I switched between massaging her bud up and down, rubbing in a circular motion and flicking her bud fast, from side to side, while massaging her left breast out of his hand, tugging and rubbing gently, and my mouth biting and kissing all over her breasts. She spread her legs away further, allowing me better access, and squirmed even more when she felt my fingers enter her vagina. As I started fingering her, she started to tremble slightly, and her eyes closed voluntarily. I bet she could see spots of white light turning brighter by the second as she felt the pressure building in her, starting at the tip of her toes. Suddenly, she couldn’t take the pressure anymore and her back arched involuntarily, and she cried out my name loud, her first orgasm washing over her and plunging her into oblivion. My name never sounded so sweet.

Once she had overcome the impact of her first orgasm, she couldn’t hold herself back anymore. She slowly let one of her hands travel up my chest, and played with my nipples till they hardened. Then her hand slowly moved down until she found what she was looking for. She placed her hand inside my boxers and touched my manhood hesitantly. It took me by surprise. I didn’t expect that form the sweet, innocent girl that I knew. I groaned on to her nipple. Emboldened by my reaction, she took me into her hands and started moving her hands up and down the shaft slowly, her hand feeling like silk against my manhood. She sat up and pushed me on to my back, and continued massaging my shaft, looking into my eyes. & I could see she wanted this. I was sighing voicelessly, and my eyes closed. She smiled mischievously and dipped her head suddenly. She licked my manhood’s bulbous head. Before I could react, she took me in her mouth and started sucking me, moving her head up and down.

I groaned out in pleasure, as I felt Belle’s soft, wet mouth on my manhood’s head, while her soft hands tugged at my shaft slowly, and then increased the pace and began rubbing in a more rhythmic way. She freed one of her hands and started massaging my sacs, while continuing to lick and suck me. When I felt that I would climax soon if she didn’t stop, I pulled her by her arms violently and forced her down to the bed next to me. I didn’t want to climax in her mouth. This was more than sex… this was more than making love. This was giving all of me to her. Giving her my heart, my soul, my everything.

I kissed her lips again as I removed her panties, Annabelle pulling herself up a little to help me. I massaged her mount again but pulled my hands away. I began massaging her left nipple again, while grazing her inner thigh. She whimpered as I bit her on the lips, and when I lifted my head, she pleaded. “Please take me, Brian… I need you” I smiled a little, and pinned her hands to her sides once again.

I slowly lifted myself and positioned myself above her. She parted her legs to allow me to enter, but I had other plans for her. As she looked at me with a mix of confusion and surprise in her eyes, I suddenly moved down, smiling… kissing her neck, nipples and stomach until I reached just above her mount. I planted small kisses on her mount until I felt her swollen clit. I took a deep breath, taking in her sweet, feminine scent. As I heard Belle gasp, I slowly started licking her bud. I started to flick my tongue on her clit, changing pressure every now then, switching between probing gently and flicking fast. I started to lick my way down to her opening, and came back up, flicking her nub again, and licking my way down again, continuing to do so until I could feel her starting to shudder again, I flicked my tongue on her clit again and again, and at the same moment as her back arched, positioned myself above her in a quick fluid move and entered her.

As the second orgasm hit her, Annabelle opened her eyes wide, taken by surprise as I entered her. I felt full and feared that she wouldn’t be able to take all of me in. I started moving inside her, and I could feel my shaft rubbing against her wall and hitting her at her special spot, the pleasure building up each time I moved inside her. She lifted her legs off the bed and entwined them around my back… clinging to me, pulling me even closer. She moved in unison with me, matching my movements, pushing onto me as I pushed into her, as each stab started increasing in pressure. We started moving together, my shaft buried deep inside her, both a part of each other… making an us. She gasped and cried out my name out loud again and again as yet another orgasm washed through her. I could feel her tighten around me and she clung on to me.

She pressed her vagina tight against my shaft and heard me groan out her name. I lost my control completely and realized that I was about to climax, bucking and shivering slightly. I didn’t want to climax inside her, as I wasn’t sure of her reaction to it. She must’ve seen the confusion and pained look on my face and understood. She gently rose up and kissed me. I heard Belle’s whisper in my ear. "Climax inside me, Brian… fill me, please" She licked my lips gently. Her words pushed me over the edge and I slammed into her one final time and shuddered as I climaxed, my semen spurting inside her warm womb. I lied on top of her for a moment and kissed her at her temple before I gently eased myself out of her, rolled on to my side and pulled her close to me.

She sighed happily, as I kissed her hair, her ears and shoulders, while pulling the sheets around us. My hand clasped around her stomach, and I pulled her closer still, until her back and my chest felt like they had been glued together. I kissed her cheek again and whispered into her ear. "I love you, Belle… always have" Before I felt myself drifted off to sleep, not before she half turned to see me with a smile, her eyes blurred with tears… out of happiness this time.

“I love you too, Brian” She said before she turned & drifted off to sleep.

*~End of flashback~*

I still can’t believe what happened. Just yesterday, I thought Belle & I would never speak to each other & now… now I’m holding her in my arms. And I don’t want to let go. I never want to let her go. She belongs with me. We belong together. I feel her stir beside me, were we’re cuddling, turning around to face me. Her eyes are still closed & she looks so peaceful sleeping. I run the back of my finger carefully on her cheek & I see her eyelids beginning to move, only to give me the first look of her mahogany eyes. I can get used to waking up to this every day of my life. “Morning” I say, delicately brushing my lips on hers. Due to her sleep state, she takes a minute before reacting, kissing me back, with as much softness. She fully opens her eyes to stare at me, a small smile playing in her lips.

“Your breath stinks” She mutters, before closing her eyes again & drifting to sleep again, after nuzzling further in my embrace. I chuckle, before closing my eyes again & joining her in dreamland. Where I expect to stay forever, not worrying or caring about a wedding that it’s taking place tomorrow.

Notes

I felt like I haven't updated this in a long time!!! Just a couple of more chapter left!

Comments

@KilljoyDeathbat

The sequel is up. I don't know why it doesn't show up here. Go to my profile & you'll see it. It's called Second Chance. Hope you enjoy it!
Nia_Flores Nia_Flores
3/28/13
OH MY FUCKING GOD !!! PUT THE SEQUEL UP NOW !!!!! DX YOU ARE KILLING ME
KilljoyDeathbat KilljoyDeathbat
3/26/13
Sequel!!!! Please :D
Bub'Vee Bub'Vee
3/13/13
DUDE NO UPDATE THE SEQUEL LIKE NOW.
BlackdownHills BlackdownHills
3/11/13
oh hell no!! you can't stop it now!! hurry and get this sequel up gurl! i'm dying here :)
Bub'Vee Bub'Vee
3/11/13