Katie’s P.O.V.
Waking up naked in a bed where you don’t know where you are and you don’t know how this happened wasn’t the best feeling to wake up to. Neither was the raging head that I woke up to. I groaned and turned into the pillows to block out the sun and the sudden noise inside the room.
“Katie?” I heard someone say but I couldn’t tell who it was since my head pounding blocked out the voice. I didn’t care. I was tired and I felt like crud. What happened last night? Why couldn’t I remember? I felt someone’s hands on my shoulder and I groaned and mumbled for them to go away but even my voice made me have a head ache.
“Come on you need to get out of here,” I heard someone say. Finally, I tolled to my side clenching the sheets to myself and saw Ruby standing there.
“How’d you know I was here?” I whispered to her letting out a yawn.
“I saw you leave back here with Brian,” She said rolling her eyes. Brian? I…Oh my God. I quickly sat up in the bed and took a deep breath before I freaked out. I just slept with Synyster Gates. Even though I wanted to squeal with excitement, I felt really sad about it. I don’t really know why but when we went into that heavy kissing, there was something else that was there. I don’t really know what it was but it was amazing. The kiss seemed to be more…awakening then all the other kisses that I had ever shared.
“Look I’ll take you home or where ever you need to go alright?” She said and she just left me. I sighed and looked around the room for my clothes. There was no site of Brian, no note, nothing that even left a clue that he was here. I guess I was just that one girl that got her wishes and got to sleep with Synyster Gates. But, deep down I knew that I didn’t want to be just that one girl that wanted to be with Brian, I wanted to be the only girl.
I just had a feeling that was never going to ever be with him and there was no point in even dreaming about it. I sighed and got a shower and got dressed, leaving the bar and went to Ruby’s.
I needed to apologize to my friend. I didn’t want to leave this place and I didn’t want to go back home to Germany. There wasn’t my friends there and there wasn’t that dream that I wanted to possible live. I wanted to go out and write music, to help people go and make their dreams come true. I didn’t have that back in Germany, I didn’t have anything.
I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair and looked at the house hoping she would forgive me. I had this feeling that she would and that we would be able to talk things out and just be there for one another like friends do. I came inside the house and heard her playing her drums down in the basement with music blaring in the house. She sounded so good, almost like Jimmy but not close. She was getting there and I was proud of her.
I came down to the basement and stood at the door frame and just watched her chuckling, she was banging her head with her arms going around her kit while her legs went a million miles an hour doing cool ticks. She, by far, is the best female drummer I have heard.
The music ended and she stood from her kit catching her breath and moved her hair from her eyes, clicking off the stereo and removed her ear protectors and finally looked up and saw me.
“What are you doing here?” She asked me sadly. I took a deep breath and looked down to my feet and then back up to her.
“I wanted to say that I was sorry, I had no right to yell at you,” I said playing with the hem of my dress. I didn’t have a right to yell at her. I should of talked to her in the first place and I didn’t I just yelled at her.
“Your right,” she said, which caught me by surprise. She came and sat down on the leather couch that was there and rubbed her hands on her pants and took a deep breath, “ I am a bad friend, a bad person in general,” She said sadly.
I looked at my friend and shook my head, “No your not Ruby,” I said and came and sat down beside her seeing her lost in her thoughts. When I heard her sigh, she looked at me and just hugged me tightly. I geld onto my best friend and held her. She was close to me and I loved her with all of my heart. I would never give her up, another reason why I didn’t go to Germany.
“I didn’t really talk to you for a reason, and I cry a lot because I’m emotional,” She explained. She cuddled to me and started to cry. I held her tight and ran my fingers through her hair, “I was beaten a lot growing up. I stopped talking to people and you yelling at me last night didn’t help me. I hate people yelling, I can’t handle it,” she told me.
I felt bad for this, I didn’t know anything about her past and if I would of known that I would of came at it a lot differently and we wouldn’t be like this.
“Sissy…are you using me?” I asked her gently. She pulled away and looked at me with her sad eyes and shook her head.
“No…I sweat I’m not. I’m so sorry Katie…you’re the first girl that actually wants to be with me. I don’t know, that’s not really an excuse but I look for attention a lot,” she explained, “My parents never really gave me any and I didn’t have a good childhood,” She said.
I felt like crap now. I knew none of this and knowing that I yelled at her about all of this made me feel even worse. I came and just held her even tighter and took a deep breath.
“Will you be my friend again?” Katie asked her. Ruby nodded and held onto me and I closed my eyes and smiled. I have my sissy back.
Brian’s P.O.V.
I didn’t want to leave her. That was the last thing that I wanted to do so, I stole her cell phone number before I left the hotel and texted her telling her that I was leaving but we could stay in touch for the next few months.
I was happy that I was going back on tour but then again, I wasn’t going to be able to see this girl. It sounded stupid but she was already apart of me and I don’t know why. I slept with her but usually it was just to get a feeling out but this one was different. A lot different. I wouldn’t admit that I liked her because I wasn’t sure if I did or not.
“You alright man?” Matt asked me. I looked over to him, we were on the tour bus already getting ready to travel for months which I was looking forward to. Playing the live shows, partying but I knew that there was going to be something that I regretted.
“Yeah man, why?” I asked. He shrugged and took a drink of his water.
“Nothing just look down,” He said point blank. I was down, I wanted that girl with me, I wanted to know why she was so…important to me. Ever since I left the hotel this morning I felt an aching in my heart for her and I felt so stupid just leaving her like this. I wanted to be with her, even though I just signed that shirt and the album for her and got her drunk on purpose, I never talked to someone so freely. There was something about her the I liked and I really wished I didn’t do this. I just want a second chance to be with her.