Krystals pont of view


Im just laying on my bed thinking to myself :
What the fuck is wrong with me. I am stuck between Matt and Brian. I know that I broke up with Brian but I still love him. Brian is the love of my life but Matt is defying that love with his sweetness. I love them both but in different ways.



I don't know what to do. Matt seems to care for me more than Brian. With Brian it's like no girl is good enough for him that is why he has to cheat. Matt on the other hand would put his life on the line for his girlfriend even though I'm not his girlfriend but he shows that by the way he acts. I don't which one to choose. I should let them try to win me over not by present but by their loving behavior.




Now about Brian's cheating I knew it was going to happen. He has done it to all of his girlfriends and they all forgave him right away. If he truly loves me he'll fight for me and if he doesn't well I guess he is no good for me. I have mixed emotions right and I don't like it one bit.



I feel like crying,screaming,laughing and very sleeping but I don't know which one to do. I guess you think that's weird but if you were in my place you would feel everything I'm feeling right now. Maybe if I get some sleep I'll think straight once I wake up. It seems to work for people.


I closed my eyes and I became really sleepy. I began to dream......



Where the hell am I. Why the fuck am I tied to a freaking chair and surrounded by darkness but a spotlight on me. It looks like I've been kidnapped.
" hello is anyone here. Can someone tell me why I'm tied to a chair. " I shouted And I heard a synyster laugh.
" hi bitch remember me you dumped me about half an hour ago " I turned my head it was Brian.



" Brian why did you tie me up like this" all he did was laugh. " oh I didn't do that ..... She did " he whispered in my ear and pointed in front of me. " Michelle why are you doing this to me." I said tearing up because I felt something bad was about to happen.



" I told you he wouldnt truly love you. He loves me. What would make you think that he would ever want for anything other than as a fuck buddy." she chuckled. I couldn't help but cry. I knew what she was saying was a complete lie but she made it all seem so real.




She pulled out a knife and pointed it to me. " babe let me do it " Brian said taking the knife from her. Michelle walked behind me and pulled me hair. I hissed in pain. She whispered into my right ear. " even though it just a dream this will happen to you I'll make sure of it "




" any last words" Brian said. " I don't love you " and with that I saw anger build in him within a second and he took the knife and stab me right in the heart.



He stabbed but nothing happened.the knife was clearly in my chest why am I not waking up. I should be screaming shouldn't I . He pulled the knife out and stab me again but the wound seem to heal.



" this is wrong why isn't she dying " Michelle bitched at Brian . Wow they seemed so unprofessional. " you sure you stabbed her in the right place " michelle asked Brian . Brian turned to me and asked " Krystal where's your heart suppose to be " I laughed. " it right here" I said looking at my chest and giggled. Apparently I'm suppose to be dead but it not happening. Suddenly i heard another voice it sound so familiar but I can't tell who it is. " she is not gonna die as long as I'm there to protect her" the lights turned on and there was Matt all dressed in white. Michelle and Brian just disappeared in thin air.




" wow this dream is weird. Matt thank you for taking your sweet time. The perfect time to say that was before I got stabbed like fifty fucking times" I snapped at him. " hey don't yell at me this is how your dream is suppose to go don't blame me this dream is planned by your head not by me so would you cut me some slack I'm trying to say something important is that ok with you " he said all sarcastic. " go ahead. " I said. Wow this dream is freaking weird can I walk up already. " no you can't wake up already I'm trying to tell you something" Matt snapped. " I didn't say anything" I said . How could he tell I was thinking that. " I can tell what you're think ok now where was I " he said kneeling in front of me.



" what are you doing " I asked putting a weird face. " no it's not what you think I'm gonna say what I felt about you since forever" I nodded. " krystal I love you no not just as a friend,but as a girl. I loved you since forever,but I knew that you have always loved Brian so I dated Val which was a total waste of my time. Krystal would you please be my girlfriend" I nodded.



He puckered his lips and I was leaning forward to kiss him but someone is waking me. No I don't want to wake up, give me a minute, please!!!!



" Matt " i said opening my eyes and screamed " jimmy what the hell are doing waking me up."