What is love? Love can be shown many ways like a love for a mother, a love for a puppy or most important the love for that special person. My name is Kystal and im just an normal girl crushing on a person who is someone elses. I have known him for years but to him im just a friend, who is this person you may ask. His name is Brian Haner Jr. or you may know him as synyster gates. I have been crushing on him since the 7th grade and known him since the 3th grade. To him im just another one of the guys.and who would would blame him. Im not not a girly girl i like sports and take a punch here and there and most importantly i love him. why does he have to belong to michelle. she is such a bitch. she cheats on him but he doesnt get it through his head that she is cheating on him. Everyone has told him like matt,zack johnny, jimmy and even val. i have been his shoulder to cry on. i hate seeing him like this but he seems to really love. if he was with me he would be the happiest man alive. i would pleasure him anytime and anywhere he wants it. i would care for him even if he is not sick but michelle doesnt deserve him. why god why not me im a good person. with my old boyfriends i was faithful and never ever thought of cheating cause im not that type of person.

present day

Its a typical night and the guys are over with their girls at my house watching a ufc fight. i can tell Brian and Michelle have gotten in a fight. "Brian can i talk to you" i said to him. "sure"he responded. " whats been going on with you lately you been quiet all night " i asked with a raised eyebrow. " nothing" he snapped. " really bri i have known since the third grade i know when your upset now really tells me whats wrong" i said sincerely. " fine, Michelle......... she um ............." he could barely speak. " she cheated on you didn't she" i complete his sentence. " yeah, how .... did you ....know"he said with a anger building up. " everyone knows" i yelled at him. " i once went to your house and she was.... um having sex with some stranger. i wanted to tell you but i didn't want to tell you but i didnt want to hurt your feelings i know how much you love her" i said " you didn't want to hurt my feelings , oh excuse me your suppose to be one of my best friends and couldn't tell well now you have hurt my feelings because i thought i could trust but apparently i cant" he yelled at me. i started to cry i could feel every ones eyes on us through the walls. " Brian i am your friend" i said crying even more. " well not anymore and quit your crying I'm not buying it you bitch you backstabbing bitch" he yelled at me. " get out i don't ever want to see you again " i yelled at him it was last thing i said to him before he left.