It's now been a month since we brought our babies home, and it's been a whirlwind. I've always heard people say having one baby is tiring, but two babies! The word tiring doesn't even come close. But I wouldn't change it for the world, and the boys have been amazing. As well as Val and the other girls, jumping at any chance to get their baby fix. Our house has four bedrooms but every single one of us is crammed in one. I didn't exactly foresee zacky, Brian and I sharing a room let alone a bed. But it seemed like the best idea since we all wanted to be there with the babies, and the bed was big enough that nobody accidentally crossed any boundaries. It's two in the morning and were all snuggled in bed, with the soft melody of the girls mobiles in the background. I was fast asleep, that is until I was startled awake by something on my chest. I sleepily peeked my eyes open to discover that it was infact Brian's hand on my boob. That's when I could faintly hear him moaning and the blanket on his side bobbing up and down.

" Brian " I whispered with a bit of annoyance, smacking him on the chest. With that he stopped all movement and began fake snoring. I knew better than that and wasn't going to play along after he woke me from my beautiful sleep. I reached over once more this time pinching his nipple.

" Ow!" He yelled, sitting up instantly to look over at me.

" what was that for?!" He whined, rubbing his chest and pouting. I now sat up, crossing my arms over my chest.

" If you feel the need to beat off in bed, try and leave my boob out of it" I shot back, my lack of sleep starting to set in.

" Babe, I was dreaming" he said shrugging his shoulders. I just stared back at him staying silent for a few moments.

" ya...... Sure...... Well mr. Haner if you wake me up again while your "dreaming" it will quickly turn into a nightmare" I said sliding back down to lay on my back. Brian groaned and resumed his sleeping position as well. I closed my eyes and struggled to resume the dream I was rudely ripped from earlier. Just as I was about to claim my throne as the queen of England I was once again transported back to reality. This time from the bed shaking from zacky now. Out of all the times to have a giggle fit, zacky chooses now.

" what the fuck is so funny!" I roared, smacking his leg. Mind you this whole ordeal being discussed in whispers and complete darkness, in fear of waking the girls. It's hard to verbally and physically express rage when you have limitations. My smack did nothing more than fuel zackys laughter more and now I could feel Brian shift beside me to find out what was going on.

" It's just that" zacky choked out before he had to pause to laugh more. But his laughter was definitely not contagious, I was ready to jump off the balcony at this point.

" This takes me back to the first time we all shared a bed, you know when we impregnated you" he chuckled out, like that was supposed to be a good enough reason to double over in laughter.

" ughhhhh, just everybody shut up and to to sleep. " I groaned, praying I could salvage some sort of sleep with pewee Herman and Dane cook over here. Luckily after that everyone kept their laughter and penises to themselves for the rest of the night.

The next morning I woke up and grabbed the girls from their bassinets and headed down to make breakfast. I felt kind of bad for being so crabby with the boys last night, so I decided to make them a nice big breakfast. After I fed and changed the girls I went to work on breakfast for the rest of us. I had fresh fruit and heart shaped chocolate chip pancakes. Almost as if on cue, not even a second after I set the food out on the table I could hear Brian and zacky shuffling to the kitchen. I chuckled as they walked in with bed hair and all. I kissed them both good morning before they headed over to love on their daughters.

" oh Frankie, I forgot to tell you. Matt and Val invited us to one of their friends weddings" Brian said as he shoveled food into his mouth. I sipped my coffee, finding it slightly odd for some reason that I hadn't heard anything about a wedding. If theirs one thing Val loves its weddings, I would have surely heard about it.

" Do you know them?" I asked hoping he could calm my curiosity. He took a swig of orange juice as he shook his head no.

" Brian and I already talked to each of our parents. Their going to take the girls for the weekend" zacky said as he grabbed Adrian, bouncing her up and down on his knee.

" I feel kind of weird going to someone's wedding I don't even know" I said shrugging. They both in unison looked up at me from what they were doing. you would have thought by the way they were staring at me that I had just sprouted a third eye.

" I don't give a shit if its a fucking nsync concert. It's a chance to have some adult time" Brian said, like i was insane to even think about turning it down. I nodded in agreement understanding that we all did need some time to ourselves. Don't get me wrong we all love our babies more than anything, but everyone needs a break. And besides since the girls were older now, it would be nice for them to spend some time with their grandparents.

after breakfast we packed up the girls and took them to each of their grandparents houses. Of course it took a lot longer than excpected since the boys had to drag me away each time I went to say goodbye to the babies. I felt a twinge of guilt for leaving them but I knew we needed this and they were safe. I stood at my closet for a good hour trying to decide what to wear. The past month my wardrobe has strictly consisted of Brian and zackys t shirts and sweatpants, so I was a bit out of girl mode. I finally decided on a tight fitting silk black dress that hung right above the knee. I did my hair and makeup and slipped on my hot pink stiletto heels.

" Yowza!" I turned to see zacky leaning in the doorway eyeing me up and down.

" It feels weird wearing clothes that actually fit and aren't covered in spit up" I chuckled, checking myself in the mirror one last time before we headed out.

" You look beautiful baby" Brian said as we met up with him in the car.
after an hour of driving we pulled onto a long winding driveway of a beautiful beachside mansion. The outside of the house was beautifully decorated with white twinkling lights.

" Woah...." We all gasped out as we took in the sight. I felt relieved once I saw Val and Matt's car. As well as the rest of the guys cars. We all got out of the car and I linked my arms with Brian and zacky as we walked into the house. The inside of the house was just as amazing as the outside to say the least. I was a bit confused when I noticed there was no one inside. We walked a bit further and I could see through the glass doors leading to the backyard. It looked as if everyone was sitting in the chairs, but the altar area only had the pastor. No sign of the bride or groom anywhere. I hated walking into places late, and especially to walk late into someone's wedding I don't even know. But Brian and zacky walked me towards the door, sliding it open once we reached it. As soon as we stepped out as if on cue " here comes the bride" started playing.

" my lady" I turned to see Matt now standing next to me, taking my arm in his. I now noticed all our bridesmaids and groomsmen standing at the altar, and zacky taking his place to wait for me. My mouth hung open as I took everything in, this was my wedding. I was so touched by the sentiment of my friends that I began to tear up as I walked with Matt down the aisle.

" who gives this woman to this man" the pastor said, looking to Matt.

" I do " Matt said as he leaned down and kissed my cheek. He went and took his seat next to Val as I went to stand in front of zacky. as he took both of my hands, I could see the tears glistening in his eyes. I got lost in the moment as the pastor went through the ceremony, making it hard to concentrate on his words.

" Do you zacky, take Frankie to be your wife?" He said, I could hear the sniffling and light sobbing coming from the on lookers.

" I do "

" do you Frankie, take zacky to be your husband?"

" I do " with those two words I cried like a baby, fighting to keep my composure. I wiped a tear from zackys cheek as it fell from his eye.

" I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss the bride" he said. Zacky grabbed me, dipping me backwards as he planted his lips on mine. Cheers and hoots and hollers roared from out guests as we kissed. Once the kiss was broken off, zacky grabbed the microphone from the pastor.

" Not only is this ceremony for Frankie and I to commit our love to each other. But also to commit Brian to us as well." I saw Brian's face freeze in shock at zackys words.

" Brian and I both love you Frankie. You have not only made our lives better just simply by being in them. But you also gave us the unbelievable gift of our beautiful daughters" I began to sob harder as I watched zacky pour his heart out before not only me but all of our friends. A moment later jimmy walked up to the altar with a small table with four candles on it. Zacky lit all of the candle sticks and handed one each to Brian and I.

" Each candle we hold signifies each of us as an individual. The single candle on the table signifies our commitment to one another. As we all light this single candle with each of our own it signifies our undying love and commitment to each other. Frankie, I am not only your husband but so is Brian" with those words we all reached out, igniting the single candle with each of our flames. Brian grabbed zacky into a tight hug, thanking him for what he did. He broke off from zacky and grabbed me up into his arms, planting his lips on mine. Besides the birth of my daughters this was the one of the best days of my life.