I sat at the on my bed,with the blinds cracked in,letting just enough light in so I could see my paper in front of me. I was writing poetry as usual. No one would ever believe that this was my hobby,I had such a badass reputation. I would never let people think that I was soft,when people think that you're soft,they wanna know how soft,when people wanna know how soft,you get bruised. Don't get bruised,don't go soft.

I dropped my pencil down on my notepad and stood up to go turn on my iPod,I set it on an Avenged Sevonfold song,not caring which one. Yeah,I guess if you asked me what my favorite band was,my instant reply would be A7X,but I was kinda obligated too,my brother Zachary Baker,just so happened to be the rhythm guitar for the band,so I guess it was my job to love them. And man did I love them...more Zacky than anyone,but not just because he was my brother. I have a thing for Zacky,a lusting so deep it burns me to the core just to think about him. I know its not right,and somewhat gross,but I just can't help it. Everytime I close my eyes,I just can't help but imagine my brother undressing,and getting in the shower,and soaking wet and.... Oh it gets graphic.

I sat back down on my bed,as I was picking up notebook,I heard a knock at my bedroom door. I closed my notebook and pushed my pencil down into the spirals and put it in my dresser.

"Come in!" I shouted to the mystery person behind my door,when I saw the door crack open and the Red Converse shuffle in,I knew it was Zacky.

"Hey Sis,it's time for me to go to band practice,ya wanna go?" I immediatly jumped up and pulled on my bright purple converse and rushed towards the door. I loved going to practice with him,to see him play,oh it was amazing. Not to mention that I loved hanging out with the guys,especially Syn. He's hilarious,and not to mention incredibly hot!

We were out of the door and climbed into Zacky's car,we were soon speading down the highway.

"So how are opera lessons going Sis?" Oh no,why does he always bring that up?! He knows I'm embarrassed of it.

"Oh just lovely. Why do you ask?" I looked to him with an annoyed smirk,I wouldn't let him win this conversation,I would get the upper hand on him. Mmmm hand on him...dirty thoughts invading my mind again.

"Well I heard that Johnny boy wants some lessons,the only time we can get him to sing high notes is when we pinch his nuts,but no one is volunteering for that job." I broke out into hysterical laughter at that,I guess I could never get the upper hand when it came to our conversations,and he knew that. He is such a tease. I turned on the radio,changing the stations until I found a song that I liked, "Darling Nikki" By Prince. I was singing along to every word,and not so surprisingly,so was Zacky. We both liked Prince,I had loved him since I was eight,and now I was almost 17,actually my birthday is just one week away. I was singing along to the song with the window rolled down,my favorite thing in the world. I'm glad I didn't even bother to fix my hair,because any effort would have been ruined by now.

We finally reached our destination,Matt's house. The band rotated houses for practices,I liked Matt's the best because he was closest to the beach,and I was really good friends with his daughter Kiera. She was just like me,and we had lots of fun together. She was only a few months older than me so we were really close in age and that made things even better. I could never find anyone I liked around my age,except for her. As we climbed out of the car,I tried to situate my hair,to where it at least looked decent. I soon gave up on it,and started walking towards the door when I felt Zacks hand on my shoulder,he turned my around and started to fix my hair,taking a strand and gently placing it behind my ear. Then he leaned down to kiss me on the forehead and then the cheek,and then he stood to look me in the eye. I couldn't say anything,I was too shocked to speak,all I could do was sit there and stare into his deep green eyes. And then it hit me,this was my chance.

I smashed my lips against his,I could feel him go still,and then he relaxed and actually kissed me back! And then we heard the front door creak open,I pulled away quickly and turned to see that it was Johnny,he didn't see because his back was turned towards us,but when he turned around he saw the look of pure hatred on my face.

"Oh lord,what's gotten into you? You'll ruin your pretty little face like that! Oh Zee,get in here,you're late you bastard." Zack started to walk towards him,and then he looked at me and winked,but I could see that he was annoyed. I was hoping it wasnt' at me,I was getting worried that it was. Until Johnny turned his back and he gave me a quick kiss. I was so surprised that I almost fell over backwards. And then Johnny turned back around.

"Damn you Johnny." Both me and Zack whispered at the same time. And then we headed into the house,both a bit awkward and confused.