A World of Chances
A World of Chances
"I gave you a chance Matt and you blew it! I swore that this was your last chance and now you can go back to that.....that whore and leave me with my daughter!" I screamed at my now ex- husband who stood there with puffy red eyes and tear streaks down his cheeks. "Steph you can't do that it was a mistake I swear I never meant to hurt you and it wasn't what it looked like" Matt begged, I shook my head "So what then?! The slut just snapped her poorly manicured fingers and both your clothes disappeared and you were in her?" I shouted 'thank god Alex is at her uncle Brian's house tonight I don't want her to see her daddy to leave, I know I'll have to tell her sooner or later.' I think to myself. "Matt just leave please I've had enough, I've never been unfaithful to you but yet his isn't the first time I leave for work and you end up sleeping with your slutty ex." I say screaming at him by the end.
*Matt's pov*
I am the worst husband in the history of husband's. 'How could let this happen?' I think to myself "please don't give up on us please Steph" I beg falling to my knee's in tears as she shakes her head pulling off her wedding rings I cry harder 'what's happening to me I'm never like this I never cry.' I think to myself I stood up frozen as she drops them "Please Steph we can work this out I promise just don't through the past 4 years we have been married plus the past 30 that we have been together as friend's and more." I cried I fell to the floor as I watched her turn her back and walk away. I layed there for 2 hours not moving I couldn't. I sighed as I went over everything that has happened in our life together and all the other bumps we've have over come along the way.
*My pov*
I sat at the top of the stairs just watching Matt as he cried laying on the floor I felt bad but he hurt me more then once in the past. "Sanders get your ass out of my house" I yelled. "This is my house you get out" he yelled his voice echoing "wanna bet I bought this place when I turned 16 just after we started dating and then when we turned 19 you got me pregnant we got married and moved in here then Alexa was born" I reminded him. He sighed standing up and grabbing his phone and keys then grabbed my rings as he left the living room putting them in his pocket 'oh how I wanted to run up and grab them telling him how sorry I was' I say to my self I hear the front door slam causing me whimper and jump I stood up walking into ou--- I mean my room getting changed slowly and turning my phone on and turning off the lights I lay down yawning as I faced his side of the bed closing my eyes I fell asleep only to be woken up 5 hours later by my phone I answer "Hello?" I ask "yes this is Stephanie Sanders....yes Matt is my ex- husband...why what's wrong?....WHAT?..I'll be right there" I said hanging up quickly I get up and dial Brian's number "Bri meet me at the hospital Matt got in a ...a...acc.accident, please don't bring Alex she can't see him like this" I say hanging up as I grab a pair of jeans and Matt's shirt I stole from him I pull it on and grab my key's running to the stairs skipping a few as I went. I got in my ford truck and sped to the hospital. I quickly ran in "Matt Sanders please?" I asked out of breath " oh the dreamy hunk is in surgery sorry" the slut behind the desk said I groaned and clenched my fists but kept calm 'he isn't yours any more' I told myself I walked over to a wall and sunk down sitting on the floor tears falling from my blurry eyes the blame taking over. "Stephanie?" I looked up seeing Zacky, Johnny, Papa Gates,Suzy,McKenna, and Brian I quickly stood running to them "I'm so so sorry I never meant to hurt him this bad I just wanted him to see how bad he hurt me" I cried as Brian hugged me tighter "Sanders family?" I let go of Brian "you guys go I gave up that status when I stupidly took off my rings and signed those papers" I sighed. Brian frowned pushing me toward the doctor "your still his wife" he stated. So I went in. The doctor explained that Matt broke his wrist , a few ribs, and sprained his ankle. I was shocked and a new round of tears started. I walked to Matt's room to see Val standing there I quickly hid myself."Val leave NOW" Matt snapped "why your wife want's nothing to do with you and she's probably dead since I cut the brakes on her ugly mustang" Val smirked. "She doesn't have a mustang....Jimmy does" Matt said shocked. I phoned Jimmy "pick up Jimbo, pick up" I muttered "Hello?" Jimmy yawned "Thank god" I said then explained everything to him. Matt looked at me with a dimpled smile Val turned around "Get the Fuck out of here Valary" I snapped she growled stepping closer to me but stopped a foot away I silently put Jimmy on speaker "So Val what did you do to Jimmy's mustang?" I asked she smirked "I cut the breaks nothing major why?" she asked I smirk " hear that Jim she's trying to kill you" I say "YOU FUCKING BITCH I'M GOING TO GO ALL KNIFE MASTER ON YOUR SORRY ASS" Jimmy yelled through the phone. Val shrieked running at me I grabbed her by the hair "leave MY family ALONE" I emphasized my and alone handing her off to Brian and Papa they dragged her off to the police that Jimmy called for me. I sighed as I looked at my hu---ex-husband knowing that his accident was and always will be my fault."Baby come here" he said opening his arms. I slowly walked over to him hugging him crying "I......I'm.......I'm......so.......so.......sorry"I sobbed he chuckled "Babe it's not your fault it was mine I ran a red light and it's my fault that I didn't tell you what really happened I let you believe what you wanted I screwed up" he said "I let you think I screwed Val but I didn't she kissed me and I pushed her off and she pulled me to her and got us undressed well I tried to grab her hands and as far as the fucking went she was raping me I swear Steph" He said I looked into his eyes and all I saw was it all was true. I started to cry even harder as I felt horrible "I'm the worst wife ever" I whispered as I layed with him. Matt chuckled shaking his head " no you did the proper thing" he said. "Stephanie Michelle Sanders will you marry me ?" he asked I nodded "yes I will Matthew Charles Sanders" I smiled at him leaning into a kiss " I have a world of chances for the great M. Shadows" I whispered against his lips "A world of chances eh?" Matt smiled against mine as he pulled me closer "and I have my world right here." he whispered.
*Matt's pov*
I am the worst husband in the history of husband's. 'How could let this happen?' I think to myself "please don't give up on us please Steph" I beg falling to my knee's in tears as she shakes her head pulling off her wedding rings I cry harder 'what's happening to me I'm never like this I never cry.' I think to myself I stood up frozen as she drops them "Please Steph we can work this out I promise just don't through the past 4 years we have been married plus the past 30 that we have been together as friend's and more." I cried I fell to the floor as I watched her turn her back and walk away. I layed there for 2 hours not moving I couldn't. I sighed as I went over everything that has happened in our life together and all the other bumps we've have over come along the way.
*My pov*
I sat at the top of the stairs just watching Matt as he cried laying on the floor I felt bad but he hurt me more then once in the past. "Sanders get your ass out of my house" I yelled. "This is my house you get out" he yelled his voice echoing "wanna bet I bought this place when I turned 16 just after we started dating and then when we turned 19 you got me pregnant we got married and moved in here then Alexa was born" I reminded him. He sighed standing up and grabbing his phone and keys then grabbed my rings as he left the living room putting them in his pocket 'oh how I wanted to run up and grab them telling him how sorry I was' I say to my self I hear the front door slam causing me whimper and jump I stood up walking into ou--- I mean my room getting changed slowly and turning my phone on and turning off the lights I lay down yawning as I faced his side of the bed closing my eyes I fell asleep only to be woken up 5 hours later by my phone I answer "Hello?" I ask "yes this is Stephanie Sanders....yes Matt is my ex- husband...why what's wrong?....WHAT?..I'll be right there" I said hanging up quickly I get up and dial Brian's number "Bri meet me at the hospital Matt got in a ...a...acc.accident, please don't bring Alex she can't see him like this" I say hanging up as I grab a pair of jeans and Matt's shirt I stole from him I pull it on and grab my key's running to the stairs skipping a few as I went. I got in my ford truck and sped to the hospital. I quickly ran in "Matt Sanders please?" I asked out of breath " oh the dreamy hunk is in surgery sorry" the slut behind the desk said I groaned and clenched my fists but kept calm 'he isn't yours any more' I told myself I walked over to a wall and sunk down sitting on the floor tears falling from my blurry eyes the blame taking over. "Stephanie?" I looked up seeing Zacky, Johnny, Papa Gates,Suzy,McKenna, and Brian I quickly stood running to them "I'm so so sorry I never meant to hurt him this bad I just wanted him to see how bad he hurt me" I cried as Brian hugged me tighter "Sanders family?" I let go of Brian "you guys go I gave up that status when I stupidly took off my rings and signed those papers" I sighed. Brian frowned pushing me toward the doctor "your still his wife" he stated. So I went in. The doctor explained that Matt broke his wrist , a few ribs, and sprained his ankle. I was shocked and a new round of tears started. I walked to Matt's room to see Val standing there I quickly hid myself."Val leave NOW" Matt snapped "why your wife want's nothing to do with you and she's probably dead since I cut the brakes on her ugly mustang" Val smirked. "She doesn't have a mustang....Jimmy does" Matt said shocked. I phoned Jimmy "pick up Jimbo, pick up" I muttered "Hello?" Jimmy yawned "Thank god" I said then explained everything to him. Matt looked at me with a dimpled smile Val turned around "Get the Fuck out of here Valary" I snapped she growled stepping closer to me but stopped a foot away I silently put Jimmy on speaker "So Val what did you do to Jimmy's mustang?" I asked she smirked "I cut the breaks nothing major why?" she asked I smirk " hear that Jim she's trying to kill you" I say "YOU FUCKING BITCH I'M GOING TO GO ALL KNIFE MASTER ON YOUR SORRY ASS" Jimmy yelled through the phone. Val shrieked running at me I grabbed her by the hair "leave MY family ALONE" I emphasized my and alone handing her off to Brian and Papa they dragged her off to the police that Jimmy called for me. I sighed as I looked at my hu---ex-husband knowing that his accident was and always will be my fault."Baby come here" he said opening his arms. I slowly walked over to him hugging him crying "I......I'm.......I'm......so.......so.......sorry"I sobbed he chuckled "Babe it's not your fault it was mine I ran a red light and it's my fault that I didn't tell you what really happened I let you believe what you wanted I screwed up" he said "I let you think I screwed Val but I didn't she kissed me and I pushed her off and she pulled me to her and got us undressed well I tried to grab her hands and as far as the fucking went she was raping me I swear Steph" He said I looked into his eyes and all I saw was it all was true. I started to cry even harder as I felt horrible "I'm the worst wife ever" I whispered as I layed with him. Matt chuckled shaking his head " no you did the proper thing" he said. "Stephanie Michelle Sanders will you marry me ?" he asked I nodded "yes I will Matthew Charles Sanders" I smiled at him leaning into a kiss " I have a world of chances for the great M. Shadows" I whispered against his lips "A world of chances eh?" Matt smiled against mine as he pulled me closer "and I have my world right here." he whispered.
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3/27/13