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The Eyes are the Windows to the Soul.

Itty Bitty, Teeny Weeny, Black Polka Dot Bikini. Part 2

"The you are, I was just about to come fine you!" Val said from the grill.
"Oh! You look so adorable in that dress, I can't wait to see you in your cute swim suit!" She cheer happily.

I mentally cringed. Everyone will see me, and probably run. My body looks like something out of Mary Shelley's "Frankenstein". Seriously, I probably shouldn't joke, but I guess that's that twisted sense of humor my therapist told me was a defense mechanism.

The guy certainly did a number on me, my back is completely covered in scars that start at my shoulders and go to the bottom of my back, they were caused by whips. Yeah, you heard me, whips. I had several scars on my arms and over my ribs, from random cuts he had given me. The worse part though, besides my back, was my lower stomach. Where my uterus was. You see, when the police finally found us, well, me anyway, they tried dragging me out as fast as they could. He, was faster though. He lunged at me with a knife and cut me all up, when they finally got me to the hospital the doctors said the damage was too extensive. The had to remove my uterus, thus making me unable to have children, and leaving me with nasty scars on my lower stomach.

The thought of it made me instantly want to cry, and from all the way across the yard, Jimmy noticed. He came bounding up to me bouncing and looking like a little kid, as always.
"Hey, kiddo. Why don't you come swim with us? Basically everyone is in the pool. Even Zaacckkyy." He said the last part in a girly voice, which made me giggle. Then, for the second time I realized I'd have to take my dress off. In front of Zacky. What if he ran. But before I could think anything else, Jimmy was dragging me in the direction of the pool talking about how fun it would be to play chicken with someone new.

Jimmy wasn't lying. When we got to the pool almost everyone was in it, which tells you the size of the pool. Yeah, fucking HUGE. Everyone except Matt, Val, Michelle, and Brian were in the pool, those four were getting the food ready. I instantly thought that was good idea. Go help with the food Adi, procrastinate swimming like a good girl. And that's just what I did.

Unfortunately, it didn't last long. Everyone was done eating and back in the pool within thirty minutes, which by the way, is totally breaking the two hour rule. I took a deep breath and kicked my flip flops off under one of the lawn chairs. I turned around, despite the condition of my back, because it would be harder to face them. I took another deep breath and pulled my dress off over my head, and then my shirt. I heard the group go quiet, and a few of the girls gasp and whisper. I closed my eyes and turned around and looked at everyone. Most of the group looked away, but Jimmy, Val, Matt, and Zacky all smiled.

"I knew that bathing suit would look good on you!" Val yelled from her floaty chair.

"Hey, don't be turning our daughter into some kind of harlot! That thing is way too tiny!" Matt countered. That seemed to break the awkward silence, and the group went about their conversations. Jimmy and Zacky were still smiling at me, and when I made eye contact with that beautiful green eye'd boy I blushed and looked down, but when I looked back up he was gone, off to the other side of the pool, talking to some other chick. I frowned a little, I mean, I don't know why. It's not like...Oh who am I kidding. I have a huge, huge, HUGE crush, and I'm just a tad jealous.

However, my attention was dragged away from Zacky when I felt cold water hitting me. I looked back, and there was Jimmy, smiling evilly. I glared and the backed up a little and ran at him at a dead run, tacking him under the water when I hit. Okay, maybe it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

*Time lapse, much later*

I laid in the hammock, looking at the warm fire that everyone that was left was sitting around. Which, there weren't many left, just the five guys, their girls if they had them, and myself. Playing in the pool had turned out to be great, no one made fun of me, or ran. I was really happy when they didn't run. Well, all but one ran. Zacky avoided me the whole time we were in the pool, and now, he won't even look at me. No eye contact, no smiles, no blushing. Nothing. I couldn't help be feel like he didn't like my scars, I mean, I don't even like them, but they don't define me. As I thought of all the possibilities of him to be avoiding me and possible ways that scars could be removed, I fell into a warm sleep.

Notes

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Love and Pudding,
Raven.

Comments

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5/30/14

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1/22/14

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