Vanessa's POV*

Even though Gena and Cassie came clean and me and Zack were in celebratory mode, I still wasn't fully satisfied. It doesn't change the fact that he didn't tell me about Cassie as soon as he found out. I may have been just his girlfriend but I think I still deserved the right to know. With all of this in mind I broke from Zack's grip. He looked at me confused when he saw the disappointment on my face.

"What's the matter Nessa?" He asked.

"Zack, I'm glad everything was fixed but I still don't think I can trust you." I replied sadly. But it was the truth. How do I know if he's not going to turn around and do this again to me? Now he just knows how to hide it easier.

"Do you think someday you can?" He asked me with sad eyes. I seen the hurt behind them. I had to turn away.

"Zack.. If you really want my trust back, you need to fight for it. I don't want to wake up in 10 years to find out that you had other kids or that you've cheated on me every time you were on tour. Sure, you didn't cheat on me per se, but you didn't tell me anything. I would've been okay if you would have told me when you found out. So where do I really stand in your life Zack?" I asked feeling the tears build in my eyes. I know I'm hormonal right now and everything but those were things that have been bothering me anyways. Am I wrong for wanting to be able to trust the father of my child? I don't think so.

Zack gently lifted my face up so he could look into my eyes. "Nessa, I will do whatever it takes to gain that trust back. Anything you need or want I will be there for you."

He kissed me on my forehead. I hope he means what he says. I'm pregnant for crying out loud. I began walking downstairs and Zack began to follow me.

"Are you okay?" He asked looking worried.

"Yeah, Its just been a long day and I want to go home." As in my little apartment down the street from Zacky's.

I let Zacky drive because I wasn't feeling too good. Mostly cause I was exhausted too. He drove me home and parked in the parking lot. I got out and began to walk to my door. Zacky was hesitant at following me though.

"You can come inside if you want Zack." I said. He looked a bit worried though.
"Jason isn't here is he?" He asked.

"Why would Jason be here?" I looked at him confused.

"Well because you said that he was coming over that one time so I figured he comes often." He said.

"Oh no. That was a lie. I was mad so I made that up." I began laughing as I opened the door. I heard Zack nervously laugh a little too.

I went and laid down on my couch. It feels like I haven't been here in forever. I missed it. Sad thing is that I'm going to have to move into a bigger apartment when it comes time for the baby to be born. Good thing is, I know I have Zack's help even if we aren't together. Maybe if he proves that I can trust him again, then maybe we can pick out a place together. And become a family. That would be the best thing ever to happen in my life.

"Zacky.." I said to him as he sat down at the end of the couch. "Will you stay for dinner?" I asked. I loved having him around all day honestly. I didn't want him to leave yet. I was feeling sleepy as hell though.

"Yeah of course I'll stay Nessa." He answered.

I felt my eyes get really heavy after that and before I knew it I was asleep.

Zacky's POV*

Just like before all of this drama happened, I watched as Nessa fell asleep. I could tell she hasn't been sleeping much and today was nothing but back to back dilemas. As soon as I knew she was fast asleep I decided that I should go home and grab some clothes so I can shower. Of course before I even moved my phone started vibrating.

Vengeance! Dude where are you man? Gena went on a rampage calling Val. Call us- Shadz

I went to his contacts and called him.

"Vengeance, what the hell happened?" Matt answered.

"A shit load of things. I'll shower and make sure Nessa is okay then I will go to your house to talk to you." I replied.

"You better! Val is on the phone with Gena right now and I guess she's hysterically crying. Wait, you're with Nessa?" Matt asked.

"Yeah she wants me to stay here for dinner. She's asleep right now though. So I gotta go get her some food." Then I hung up the phone. Can I get through one day without drama. What the hell does Gena need to involve the rest of the guys and their girls anyways?

"Zacky please don't go.." I heard Nessa say. When I turned to look at her she was still asleep. Sleep talking. I've missed that about her.

I'm going to do whatever I need to do to get her back. I need her in my life. Everything has been less than shit without her. I just don't know what I can do to prove it to her.

I sat there a little longer as I watched her sleep. Every now and then she would toss and turn. I've even heard her say my name a few times. I went to place my hand on her stomach. Even though it isn't anywhere near big yet, I could feel my baby inside there. MY baby.

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