Point Of View* I had always thought of my life not making any sense, I never felt right no matter what i did. I understood now, everything was falling into place kinda to fast for my own liking, it was giving me a headache. When I woke up I realized I was at Matt's house, I was laying in what I guessed was a guest room. All the guys were down stairs, but none of them knew I was awake. I did try to get out of bed but it hurt so fucking god damn bad that i just decided to stay laying down until someone would come in check on me im sure matt would sometime soon since he seemed to give off that over protective big brother vibe. I was interrupted from my thoughts by someone moving the door knob on he door that led into my room. I decided i didnt want anyone to know that i was awake at the moment so i turned over onto my side and closed my eyes. Whoever it was, sat on the end of the bed next to me, moved my hair away from my face, and kissed me on the forehead. The body spoke instantly i knew who it was. "Vixen, your such an amazing girl, we all promise to protect you as long as you allow us to. But I wanna be the one you run to besides your brother. I wanna hold you throughout the night, I wanna get to know you, I want to take you out on dates, go on walks on the beach in the moonlight, just to be able to wrap my arms around you to know you are safe, I'd commit my life to you if you allowed me." Synyster Gates having a sof side he is so sweet, why im a broken person a broken soul why would he want to commit to me? No guy had ever been this nice to me, no one ever even tried too. Syn wrapped his arms around me and put his head on my chest listening to the steady sound of my breathing and heart i assumed. Right now was probably the best chance to speak up. It was quiet but im sure he could hear me "Do you mean it?" Syn shot up "Uh-hh-hh y-y-your awake?" I just laughed "I have been for awhile now, I tried to get out of bed but my legs hurts really bad when I walk. When you came in I pretended to be asleep, so you wouldnt know that i was awake. Please answer my question......Did you mean it?" I Sat up slowly with syn's help, "yes i did, i meant all of it, Vixen i wanna be the one to call you mine, not as your my property but as i wanna call you my baby