*Normal Point Of View* It had been a week already, after learning about the truth. To be honest, I still don’t believe them. Today is the day I get released from the hospital, I wasn’t happy about that at all. I didn’t want to go home with these people, even if they really are my biological parents. I already had my run away plan figured out, but I wasn’t so sure on how to make it take action. We were now my parents home, they all decided it was probably for the best that I stayed with them, Matt had automatically volunteered to let me stay with him, but our mom & dad were afraid for me to be alone when matt was gone on tour or when he would have to spend hours & hours at the studio. So now im stuck living with these people called my parents. Currently I was sitting outside, with my feet dangling in the waterless pool, it was winter now & I was sitting outside in a tank top & jeans, I heard the back door and felt someone putting a blanket around me, it was Syn. I looked up to him & gave him a small smile “ thanks.” I looked back down to the ground, I felt a attraction to him, but I couldn’t let myself get close, even though I already felt as if I have. “ What are you doing out here? Its seriously cold.” Syn asked me, “I needed some where I could be alone so that I could sit and think.”, “oh, are you still having a hard time with all this?” Syn looked sad, but concerned “yeah I am, I don’t want to believe any of this, there’s no way I could have been kidnapped, they adopted me, they loved me, they raised me for 16years, I can’t be a Sanders, it just isn’t possible.” I was shaking and crying by now, I was upset I couldn’t hold it in anymore, I don’t care if I pissed Syn or anyone off I had to say what I needed to say. Syn put his hand under my chin, to make me look up at him “Vixen you don’t need to believe anything right now, we all understand how hard it is on you, you have the rights to believe its all a lie you were brought up thinking your name was one thing for you to have to move and find out that it was all a lie, we’ll all give you time, to take in your surrounding’s, understand who you truly are, were not rushing you.” We were sitting there, I looked up into his beautiful brown eyes, he leaned in, my eyes fluttered closed, Syn placed a gentle sweet kiss on my lips, it held so much passion, it made my heart flutter, I felt as if I had tiny little butterfly’s fluttering around in my stomach, I kissed him back with the same amount of passion Syn picked me up and sat me on his lap. I placed my hands on both sides of his neck, Syn pulled me closer to him, it felt as if we were meant for each other. I pulled away from him and put my head on his chest, I could feel him put his head into my hair and him whispering silently to me “vixen everything will get better, please just give it time, I wanna be able to help you through all of this, I wanna be here for you. I care so much about you already, your beautiful and amazing, I want you to choose and be with me, you have no idea about how happy your home, matt’s my best friend, my brother, I haven’t seen him this happy in so long, please just try to understand, you have time were not in a rush for you to finally be able to understand I promise.” It started to click, it all started to click, the abuse, the hate/love, not being allowed to see a a7x concert, I was a Sander!! They fucking kidnapped me, wait, wait, no I couldn’t be thinking this no!! I refuse to believe this Nooo. I got up from Syn’s lap as fast as I could, I did the only thing I could think of “Im sorry.” & I took off running, I couldn’t take it anymore, im not a graves, im a sanders, I wasn’t truly loved all these years, I was hurt because of those people, how why, why would they do this to me, what did I ever do to them. I could hear Syn calling for me, telling me to come back, but I couldn’t Im just to weak……… *Syn Points Of View* She took off running, I tried to catch her, yelling, pleading for her to come back, but I had no luck. I knew she was upset still, I knew she was confused and I still pressed on the subject. I ran inside I had to get matt we needed to go after her, she could get hurt. “Matt!!” I ran inside, “Dude why the fuck are you yelling? Whats going on??” matt said, “ Dude vixen took off, I was trying to talk---” “WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY TO HER!!!!!” Fuck he was now “I didn’t do anything we were just talking and she started crying cause she feels pressured and she ran off, I swear I didn’t do anything to her!” “ugh fine, fuck we need go find her, come on everyone go get in your car’s find her! We just got her back, we cant lose her again.” his voice cracked at the word “lose” I felt horrible now, I shouldn’t have talked to her, I should have just brought her back inside, no she’s gone………….. *Unknown Point Of View* We watched her run away, we watched, we jumped into our car and followed her casually, she turned into the forest and started to run, we got out of the car, there was the sound of car door’s closing, there were those fucking guys from the first day here in Huntington, they keep getting into our fucking way, oh well the area were in leads to a cliff, we can always push her off the cliff, keeping those fucking boys at gun point, that fucking sanders can fucking watch his sister die, he’ll feel exactly the same pain I felt because of his fucking father……..we sat in the distance & watch those guys growing & inching closer to her, we watched her stand close to the ledge of the cliff… *Johnny Christ Point Of View* I was driving along when I saw Vixen. “VIXEN!!!” I screamed out of my drivers side window, she saw me and took off into the forest. “Fuckkk…” I need to call all the guys, so I 4-wayed my phone. “hello, hello, hello, hello?” All four of them said “hey guys I saw vixen, I tired to get her but she ran into cliff forest.” “Okay we’ll be right there, don’t go in till we get there.” Matt said, they all hung up and now I just had to wait. *The Reverend Tholomew Plague’s Point Of View* We were all at the forest now, we started to head into the forest looking every which way, to see if Vixii (the nickname I always called her when she was just a baby) was still in the forest and not at the clearing up ahead where you find the cliffs. I was looking around, I could see two people walking towards the clearing, they looked familiar, but I just shook it off. *Vixens Point Of View* I was standing close to one the ledge’s thinking to myself, I was hurtting so bad, It was all true, I was kidnapped, I was lied too, I was abused, I wasn’t ever truly loved, I could kill myself right now I could just jump and end everything, but that was just to crazy for me to do, I didn’t want to die, I just wanted this pain to go away. “VIXEN!!” I turned around and saw Matt & the rest of the guys coming towards me. I stepped more close to the edge, they all just stopped. Matt was the first to speak “ Vixen come away from the ledge, please baby girl please come away from there.” “No matt No I cant, don’t worry im not going to jump, I just don’t want you to get close to me and drag me back there, im not ready…why matt why did this all happen…why was I lied to all this time, why wasn’t I truly loved for all these fucking years!!” I said through tears I just don’t know anymore… “sweetie you were loved by us, we tried to find you, there wasn’t one day that we weren’t looking for you or spreading the news about you every where we went.” “hahaha look where it got you now!” I looked over to the other side of me there was my adopted-- I mean kidnappers pointing a gun towards me & the guys “what the fuck do you guys want, the cops are looking for you they will find you mother fuckers!! Synyster said “oh they can find us, but by the time they do little oh vixen, baby girl will be dead, remember the note we sent you a long time ago when we first took her, we told you if you ever see Vixen again she will be dead & I always keep to my word.” Oh Fuckkk……………