Our Own Piece Of Heaven
Overreacting
I turned around to meet the green orbs of Zacky “Hey, what’s up?” I greeted and turned my attention back to the lake
“What are you doing here?” he asked and I shrugged
“Waiting for Jimmy?” I sighed with a nod
“Gaby, you know he is just—”
“Being an asshole. Matt’s got that cover for you already pal” I smirked
He chukled “Go, figure”
“So Matt called me...” he said “He said and I quote ‘Gaby’s on the fucking lake, go keep and eye on her’”
“That fucker!” I groaned “How did he even knew I was in the lake?”
“Who knows” he shrugged and I sighed
“Well, yeah I was waiting for Jimmy but the asshole, just stood me up, I might as well stop trying to talk to him” my voice started to crack.
“Gaby…”
“It’s okay, Zacky, I just—”
“Hey, hey, remember what happened when we were in my house like 3 months ago?” he asked
I sniffed and I nodded “He cares for you, if don’t he wouldn’t have reacted like that”
***
3 MONTHS AGO
“No, Zacharias Baker!” I groaned “Stop fucking it!”
“Zacharias?” Matt asked “Isn’t that Spanish?”
“Yeah, my Spanish course taught me something” I said, sticking my tongue at Zacky
“Hey, hey put that thing away, unless you plan to use it” he warned
“Oh, shut it, you whore” I said
“Boom! Shakalakalaka Boom” Johnny said “OWNED”
“Shut up, guys! I could have her surrended by my feet if I wanted”
“Oh, excuse me, I’m here and let me assure you, such nothing will never happen” I crossed my arms over my chest
“You wanna try me?” he smirked
“You wouldn’t” I glared at him
“I would” he got closer to me and trapped me between his body and the couch. I turned my face to the side, but Zacky started to give some tickles and my face met his face and suddenly his lips were on mine.
It was quick. It was quick cause Jimmy grabbed Zacky by his shirt and tossed him on the floor
“WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING, HUH, BAKER!?” he yelled
“I—We, we were—” I slurred
“We were just goofing around, Jimmy, relax” Zacky shrugged
“Kissing each others? That’s what you call ‘goofing around!?”
“Jimmy—”
“Dude, calm down, they were just playing” Matt said
“Did you liked it?” he asked towards me
“What?” I was shocked
“Did. You. Fucking. Like. It?!” he repeated the words carefully for me to answer.
“No! Jimmy why are you so mad?” I asked him
“I know why” Brian muttered, followed by a whistle. Jimmy turned his attention at Brian and glared at him.
“You know, what? Fuck it!” he said and ran upstairs
“Where the fuck are you going!?” I asked him
“To the fucking bed! Where does it looks like!?” next thing we heard was the door being slammed.
I sighed
“I’ll go—”
“No, I’ll go, Zack” I said
I made my way upstairs to Jimmy’s room and I opened the door, not even caring with asking for permission to enter. I couldn’t care if he was naked, thing I knew he was not.
“Jimmy” I sighed, when I saw him lying on the bed
“WHAT!” he snap against the pillow that was covering his face
“Can I at least explain what happened?” I leaned against the door
“Fine. 15 seconds. Go!” he groaned and sat up
Was he serious?
“13 seconds” he spoke
“Okay, okay.. emm, well the thing is that I basically 'owned' Zacky and he claimed that he could have me at his feet whenever he wanted, I told him no, that it would never happen and he told me if he wanted he could, I told him he wouldn’t be capable of doing it now and he said he would next thing I know, I’m being pushed against the couch, I turned my face away from his, cause I knew what he was trying to do and he tickled me and whe he had access to my face he kissed me, like for 2 seconds, before you knocked him out of me” I breathe
This was without a doubt the longest time I have talked without taking abreak
“You know, that was way more than 15 seconds, right?” he raised an eyebrow at me
I shrugged “It was a long story”
He chuckled “Yeah, it was. I’m sorry. I overreacted”
OVERREACTED!?
“It’s fine” I shrugged
IT WAS WAY MORE THAN OVERREACTING!
“I don’t get why you were so, well… like that. It’s not like I wanted or I like it” I pointed out “I feel stolen from”
“Why?” he asked
I sighed “Promised not to laugh?” he nodded
“I never kissed a boy, before Zacky” I covered my face with a pillow.
“Never?” he inquired
“Ever” I added
“Wow, now I’m really gonna kill, Baker” he said as a matter of fact
“Wait, why?”
“Cause…” he sighed “Promise not to laugh?” I nodded
“I—I wanted” he rubbed the back of his neck “Well, I kinda wanted to be—”
“Yo, Sullivan are you still pissed or are we going to go to the beach?” Brian asked after he knocked on the door
“DAMN YOU BRIAN!” he yelled back and I giggled
“C’mon, Jimmy” I took his hand and we walked away
***
“He cares for you” Zacky said and nodded against his arm “Let’s go. It’s already 10”
In our way back home, I kept thinking on why Jimmy didn’t came, why couldn’t he just talk to me, couldn’t he see how much was he hurting me? Have I lost my best friend.
Oh shit! And tomorrow I have to go and plan Matt’s birthday in Jimmy’s house.
FUCKING SHIT!
I asked Zacky if I could stay in his house, he checked with Matt who reminded me of taking my painkillers and I crashed on Zacky’s house. His parents didn’t mind. They loved me, so it was cool.
“You can’t sleep in the bed, if you want” he offered
“Where will you sleep, Baby Baker?” I asked
“In the guest room”
“Why don’t here, with me?” I asked “C’mon! I don’t bite…much”
He laughed and stripped down to his boxers and crawled into bed with me.
“Thanks, Zacky” I said “You’re welcome, Gaby”
“Goodnight”
“Night” he replied
Goodnight, my snuggle buddy
Am I a total masochist for still care for him and love him…? Yeah.
Okay
Now tomorrow I have to face him, he can run away from me and I’ll have my fucking answers!
“What are you doing here?” he asked and I shrugged
“Waiting for Jimmy?” I sighed with a nod
“Gaby, you know he is just—”
“Being an asshole. Matt’s got that cover for you already pal” I smirked
He chukled “Go, figure”
“So Matt called me...” he said “He said and I quote ‘Gaby’s on the fucking lake, go keep and eye on her’”
“That fucker!” I groaned “How did he even knew I was in the lake?”
“Who knows” he shrugged and I sighed
“Well, yeah I was waiting for Jimmy but the asshole, just stood me up, I might as well stop trying to talk to him” my voice started to crack.
“Gaby…”
“It’s okay, Zacky, I just—”
“Hey, hey, remember what happened when we were in my house like 3 months ago?” he asked
I sniffed and I nodded “He cares for you, if don’t he wouldn’t have reacted like that”
***
3 MONTHS AGO
“No, Zacharias Baker!” I groaned “Stop fucking it!”
“Zacharias?” Matt asked “Isn’t that Spanish?”
“Yeah, my Spanish course taught me something” I said, sticking my tongue at Zacky
“Hey, hey put that thing away, unless you plan to use it” he warned
“Oh, shut it, you whore” I said
“Boom! Shakalakalaka Boom” Johnny said “OWNED”
“Shut up, guys! I could have her surrended by my feet if I wanted”
“Oh, excuse me, I’m here and let me assure you, such nothing will never happen” I crossed my arms over my chest
“You wanna try me?” he smirked
“You wouldn’t” I glared at him
“I would” he got closer to me and trapped me between his body and the couch. I turned my face to the side, but Zacky started to give some tickles and my face met his face and suddenly his lips were on mine.
It was quick. It was quick cause Jimmy grabbed Zacky by his shirt and tossed him on the floor
“WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING, HUH, BAKER!?” he yelled
“I—We, we were—” I slurred
“We were just goofing around, Jimmy, relax” Zacky shrugged
“Kissing each others? That’s what you call ‘goofing around!?”
“Jimmy—”
“Dude, calm down, they were just playing” Matt said
“Did you liked it?” he asked towards me
“What?” I was shocked
“Did. You. Fucking. Like. It?!” he repeated the words carefully for me to answer.
“No! Jimmy why are you so mad?” I asked him
“I know why” Brian muttered, followed by a whistle. Jimmy turned his attention at Brian and glared at him.
“You know, what? Fuck it!” he said and ran upstairs
“Where the fuck are you going!?” I asked him
“To the fucking bed! Where does it looks like!?” next thing we heard was the door being slammed.
I sighed
“I’ll go—”
“No, I’ll go, Zack” I said
I made my way upstairs to Jimmy’s room and I opened the door, not even caring with asking for permission to enter. I couldn’t care if he was naked, thing I knew he was not.
“Jimmy” I sighed, when I saw him lying on the bed
“WHAT!” he snap against the pillow that was covering his face
“Can I at least explain what happened?” I leaned against the door
“Fine. 15 seconds. Go!” he groaned and sat up
Was he serious?
“13 seconds” he spoke
“Okay, okay.. emm, well the thing is that I basically 'owned' Zacky and he claimed that he could have me at his feet whenever he wanted, I told him no, that it would never happen and he told me if he wanted he could, I told him he wouldn’t be capable of doing it now and he said he would next thing I know, I’m being pushed against the couch, I turned my face away from his, cause I knew what he was trying to do and he tickled me and whe he had access to my face he kissed me, like for 2 seconds, before you knocked him out of me” I breathe
This was without a doubt the longest time I have talked without taking abreak
“You know, that was way more than 15 seconds, right?” he raised an eyebrow at me
I shrugged “It was a long story”
He chuckled “Yeah, it was. I’m sorry. I overreacted”
OVERREACTED!?
“It’s fine” I shrugged
IT WAS WAY MORE THAN OVERREACTING!
“I don’t get why you were so, well… like that. It’s not like I wanted or I like it” I pointed out “I feel stolen from”
“Why?” he asked
I sighed “Promised not to laugh?” he nodded
“I never kissed a boy, before Zacky” I covered my face with a pillow.
“Never?” he inquired
“Ever” I added
“Wow, now I’m really gonna kill, Baker” he said as a matter of fact
“Wait, why?”
“Cause…” he sighed “Promise not to laugh?” I nodded
“I—I wanted” he rubbed the back of his neck “Well, I kinda wanted to be—”
“Yo, Sullivan are you still pissed or are we going to go to the beach?” Brian asked after he knocked on the door
“DAMN YOU BRIAN!” he yelled back and I giggled
“C’mon, Jimmy” I took his hand and we walked away
***
“He cares for you” Zacky said and nodded against his arm “Let’s go. It’s already 10”
In our way back home, I kept thinking on why Jimmy didn’t came, why couldn’t he just talk to me, couldn’t he see how much was he hurting me? Have I lost my best friend.
Oh shit! And tomorrow I have to go and plan Matt’s birthday in Jimmy’s house.
FUCKING SHIT!
I asked Zacky if I could stay in his house, he checked with Matt who reminded me of taking my painkillers and I crashed on Zacky’s house. His parents didn’t mind. They loved me, so it was cool.
“You can’t sleep in the bed, if you want” he offered
“Where will you sleep, Baby Baker?” I asked
“In the guest room”
“Why don’t here, with me?” I asked “C’mon! I don’t bite…much”
He laughed and stripped down to his boxers and crawled into bed with me.
“Thanks, Zacky” I said “You’re welcome, Gaby”
“Goodnight”
“Night” he replied
Goodnight, my snuggle buddy
Am I a total masochist for still care for him and love him…? Yeah.
Okay
Now tomorrow I have to face him, he can run away from me and I’ll have my fucking answers!
7/30/13