Our Own Piece Of Heaven
Awkward
Three weeks have passed since I break down the news to the boys about Warped, and they couldn’t be more excited. Matt was writing lyrics like he was on crack or something. They were practicing more and of course, our hangouts were mostly in Jimmy’s garage.
“JIMMY!” I yelled annoyed “STOP HITTING ME WITH YOUR FUCKING DRUMSTICKS!”
I was already healed from my bruises and Jimmy and I were the same, he didn’t asked about the ‘bruises subject’ anymore so that was a good thing…
Right?
“Yeah, Jimmy” Lea squeaked “Stop hitting her”
“You’re no fun, Gabs” he dropped the drumsticks pouting and grabbed me by the waist.
“Awww. I’m fun” I said resting my hands on his chest, making some distance “Your girl, here, is another story” I glanced over the girl who was sitting with her legs crossed and looking at us.
“Shut up” Lea said ‘offended’ “Jimmy, tell me I didn't dropped cheerleader's practice to come here to watch you play with…"
Oh, long pauses. I love when she does that... Notice my sarcasm.
"her" she wrinkled her nose like she just smelled something rotting
Yeah, her.
“What do you wanna do babygirl?” Jimmy replied looking at me, but I knew he was talking at her
Jimmy was with Leana, and I couldn’t do anything about it, I was just his best friend, and he just saw me as that, his BEST FRIEND. So I would just have to deal with it. I could do it. I did it before with Beth, and oh boy, Beth hated me. She hated the fact that Jimmy spended so much fucking time with me, but as the boys say and I quote “Bro’s before hoe’s”
I'm still not quite sure, if I should feel flattered or offended. I know they meant that as "friends before girlfriends and shit"... But they do know I'm a girl, right?... Aren't my boobs big enough or what? Ok. Random moment.
Carry on...
“Maybe something fun" she said stooding up from the chair "Something that involves just... you... and... me” she whispered lowly and ...sexy?
Was she trying to be sexy?. Ha, yeah right, as if clowns could be sexy. Pfff!
I couldn’t help but to let a muffled laugh come out “Don’t worry, I’ll leave you guys" I pushed Jimmy off me and stood up from bed "Don't wanna be a burden in your way to fucking each others brains out” I said in a 'happy tune' and by 'happy' I mean sarcastic.
Jimmy tried to grab my hand, but before he could, I walked away from him towards the door slamming it behind me.
“GABY!” Jimmy yelled but I ignored him and then I heard a 'Forget about her, Focus on me'from Lea.
Goddamm it, sometimes I just really want to slap her across her clownish face. Maybe that way her brain would reactivate, that if it’s that she has any. I made my way downstairs where the guys were playing pool and I decided to join them just to clear my mind of clownface Lea.
“So..." Someone trailed off "What are you doing here, Gabs?” It was Johnny.
"I feel offended, Johnny" I said holding my chest "Do you not want me here?"
"No, no!" Johnny exclaimed "It's not that, it's just that I thought you and Jimmy were finally closing the deal” he chuckled along with Matt and Brian while Zacky just smirked wiggling his eyebrows.
“I have no idea, what are you talking about, Christ” I shrugged “And can’t you please stop doing that Zacky!” I added
In a quite annoyed, bitchy tune remembering Lea 'throwing me' out of Jimmy's room
“Whoa, someone’s—” Matt said
“Bitchy?!” I cut him off with the same annoyed bitchy tone
“I was going to say less angelical, but yeah” he said
“Sorry, it’s just that Leana practically just threw me out of Jimmy’s room, so they could fuck” my nose wrinkled in disgust of that thought
“EW!” Brian yelled dropping his slice of pizza "Thanks a lot, Gaby. Now I lost appetite"
"Sorry, Bri" I smiled apologetically
I wasn’t the only one who disliked her. And I had a point, she was, sorry, is annoying.
“That bitch annoys the fuck out of me” Zacky said
See I told ya!
"Don't forget a huge drama queen, Zee" Matt pointed out
“I don’t know why he keeps ‘dating her’?” I used ‘air marks’, cause fucking now is called dating.
“That only means one thing” Johnny said
“What?” I asked more calmly and extremely curious
“She must be a great fuck” he chuckled
I did not need or wanted to know… THAT!
“EW. Johnny, seriously!” I spatted
“Not good enough” Zacky said as Leana came down the stairs
We all look at her and she just stare at us and spat “What the fuck are you all looking at?”
Her makeup was smeared like she has been crying and her sex hair... Wait... What!?!
“Aww, man" Matt whined
"What the fuck did you did now?” Brian spatted at her.
“I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING!” she yelled “IT WAS HER!” she pointed at me
“What the fuck…” I almost whispered completely lost on how this, whatever the hell it was, was my fault.
“DON’T BLAME THIS ON HER” I heard Jimmy yelled from the bottom of the stairs. We all turned to see him.
‘What the fuck was going on’
“SHE IS THE REASON WHY OUR RELATIONSHIP IS LIKE THIS! SHE IS THE REASON YOU DON’T WANT TO FUCK ME ANYMORE” she yelled squeaking
¿Did she just yelled about her lack of sexual life in front of all of her ‘boyfriend’ friends?
AWKWARD.
“THE REASON I DON’T WANT TO FUCK ANYMORE WITH YOU IS BECAUSE YOU ONLY WANT THAT” he yelled, remaining calm, but yelling "SHE HAS NOTHING TO DO IN THIS"
“Augh!, You're boy I thought that was what you wanted” she said glaring at him and stopping her yelling
“Well you thought wrong” he said serious
Suddenly her glare turned to me and I frozed before glaring at her. Don’t know why I did it, but hell me, if I left HER make me feel worthless.
Like she could do that. Pfff!
Matt, Zacky, Brian and Johnny looked at each other’s with a face of ‘Are they seriously breaking up in front of us?’ more known as poker face.
Yeah, Poker Face.
“You know what?” she said breaking her glare from me “Fuck it”
And with that she stormed out of the house.
Silence filled the room until…
“YAY!” Zacky yelled breaking the silence “Bitcha's gone!”
Jimmy chuckled and while all the guys were puking rainbows for the fact that Lea was gone, he walked towards me and pulled me down with him into the red couch, our red couch, by our I mean, mine and the guys.
I was in Jimmy’s lap, my arms tangled at his neck, asking questions about what happened and he just shrugging not answering them. At all. Brian then interrumpted us saying they needed to start the rehearsal, I told Jimmy I would be finding something to do and that we WILL talk about what just happened, he whined but finally accepted after I bribe him with me cooking for him. I went upstairs to Jimmy's room, especifically, and I plop myself into bed, closing my eyes, drifting into sleep.
***
“Ahhh, my god!” I moaned “Don’t stop, don’t fucking stop”
“Yeah?” he breathed into my warmth sending shivers all the way through my body while he flicked my clit with his tongue “You like that don’t you?” he asked, which I just replied with a muffled scream of pleasure.
“You wanna feel my cock inside you, don’t you?” he asked again pumping two fingers inside my pussy
I couldn’t even form words, less sentences. I was in ecstasis from the pleasure this man was giving me
“Tell me Gabrielle, what is that you want me to do?” he said stepping away from my clit and I looked down to see my best friend, Jimmy, licking my juices from his face with his tongue.
“F-f-fuck me” I slurred because he didn’t stop the movements with his fingers, he kissed me and I felt in heaven.
My moans were becoming louder and louder, when I felt myself reaching my climax, he retrieved his fingers making me whine. I just felt empty…
“Jimmy” I panted “Please...”
He smirked and then…
***
“Gaby...” I hear a muffled voice call for my name
“Gabs...” It was the voice again
"GABRIELLE!" This time the yelling woke up. I rubbed my eyes and it hit me.
It was a dream.
A fucking dream.
FUCK!
“What…” I slurred, looking at Jimmy who was sitting on the bed looking at me with a grin on his face.
‘What else could top the fact that the guy who I just had a very erotic dream was here, while I was in his room. In his bed. ¡Oh! And by the way, that guy was my fucking best friend!’
“It’s 5:30pm” he said resting his head on top of my legs
“Fuck!” I muttered “Already?” I asked in desbelief.
Did I really slept that long?
“Yeah” he said
I needed to go before giving Adrian a reason to beat the shit out of me; I didn’t need him to know that I was getting home more late than usual. I didn't need him under my nose, tracking every one of my moves.
“I’ve gotta go” I said removing his head away from my legs and walking towards the window
“What the fuck are you doing Gabs” he asked with closed eyes, a smirk and running a hand through his face.
“What do you think?” I asked with a smirk of my own, and then I jumped out.
I landed pretty softly It wasn’t the first time I have done this.
“ONE DAY YOU'RE GONNA BREAK YOUR LEG AND THEN I WILL HAVE TO CARRY YOU TO THE HOSPITAL LIKE IF I WAS FUCKING PRINCE CHARMING” he yelled from the window
"FROM THIS VIEW, YOU LOOK LIKE RAPUNZEL TO ME" I smirked “AND BESIDES, YOU DO IT TOO”
I started walking down to my house and then he shouted louder
“YOU OWE A FUCKING GOODBYE KISS!”
“AND YOU A FUCKING EXPLANATION!” I yelled back
His laughter could be hear like an echo through all the street. I chuckled at myself and waved my hand at him, without turning back.
“JIMMY!” I yelled annoyed “STOP HITTING ME WITH YOUR FUCKING DRUMSTICKS!”
I was already healed from my bruises and Jimmy and I were the same, he didn’t asked about the ‘bruises subject’ anymore so that was a good thing…
Right?
“Yeah, Jimmy” Lea squeaked “Stop hitting her”
“You’re no fun, Gabs” he dropped the drumsticks pouting and grabbed me by the waist.
“Awww. I’m fun” I said resting my hands on his chest, making some distance “Your girl, here, is another story” I glanced over the girl who was sitting with her legs crossed and looking at us.
“Shut up” Lea said ‘offended’ “Jimmy, tell me I didn't dropped cheerleader's practice to come here to watch you play with…"
Oh, long pauses. I love when she does that... Notice my sarcasm.
"her" she wrinkled her nose like she just smelled something rotting
Yeah, her.
“What do you wanna do babygirl?” Jimmy replied looking at me, but I knew he was talking at her
Jimmy was with Leana, and I couldn’t do anything about it, I was just his best friend, and he just saw me as that, his BEST FRIEND. So I would just have to deal with it. I could do it. I did it before with Beth, and oh boy, Beth hated me. She hated the fact that Jimmy spended so much fucking time with me, but as the boys say and I quote “Bro’s before hoe’s”
I'm still not quite sure, if I should feel flattered or offended. I know they meant that as "friends before girlfriends and shit"... But they do know I'm a girl, right?... Aren't my boobs big enough or what? Ok. Random moment.
Carry on...
“Maybe something fun" she said stooding up from the chair "Something that involves just... you... and... me” she whispered lowly and ...sexy?
Was she trying to be sexy?. Ha, yeah right, as if clowns could be sexy. Pfff!
I couldn’t help but to let a muffled laugh come out “Don’t worry, I’ll leave you guys" I pushed Jimmy off me and stood up from bed "Don't wanna be a burden in your way to fucking each others brains out” I said in a 'happy tune' and by 'happy' I mean sarcastic.
Jimmy tried to grab my hand, but before he could, I walked away from him towards the door slamming it behind me.
“GABY!” Jimmy yelled but I ignored him and then I heard a 'Forget about her, Focus on me'from Lea.
Goddamm it, sometimes I just really want to slap her across her clownish face. Maybe that way her brain would reactivate, that if it’s that she has any. I made my way downstairs where the guys were playing pool and I decided to join them just to clear my mind of clownface Lea.
“So..." Someone trailed off "What are you doing here, Gabs?” It was Johnny.
"I feel offended, Johnny" I said holding my chest "Do you not want me here?"
"No, no!" Johnny exclaimed "It's not that, it's just that I thought you and Jimmy were finally closing the deal” he chuckled along with Matt and Brian while Zacky just smirked wiggling his eyebrows.
“I have no idea, what are you talking about, Christ” I shrugged “And can’t you please stop doing that Zacky!” I added
In a quite annoyed, bitchy tune remembering Lea 'throwing me' out of Jimmy's room
“Whoa, someone’s—” Matt said
“Bitchy?!” I cut him off with the same annoyed bitchy tone
“I was going to say less angelical, but yeah” he said
“Sorry, it’s just that Leana practically just threw me out of Jimmy’s room, so they could fuck” my nose wrinkled in disgust of that thought
“EW!” Brian yelled dropping his slice of pizza "Thanks a lot, Gaby. Now I lost appetite"
"Sorry, Bri" I smiled apologetically
I wasn’t the only one who disliked her. And I had a point, she was, sorry, is annoying.
“That bitch annoys the fuck out of me” Zacky said
See I told ya!
"Don't forget a huge drama queen, Zee" Matt pointed out
“I don’t know why he keeps ‘dating her’?” I used ‘air marks’, cause fucking now is called dating.
“That only means one thing” Johnny said
“What?” I asked more calmly and extremely curious
“She must be a great fuck” he chuckled
I did not need or wanted to know… THAT!
“EW. Johnny, seriously!” I spatted
“Not good enough” Zacky said as Leana came down the stairs
We all look at her and she just stare at us and spat “What the fuck are you all looking at?”
Her makeup was smeared like she has been crying and her sex hair... Wait... What!?!
“Aww, man" Matt whined
"What the fuck did you did now?” Brian spatted at her.
“I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING!” she yelled “IT WAS HER!” she pointed at me
“What the fuck…” I almost whispered completely lost on how this, whatever the hell it was, was my fault.
“DON’T BLAME THIS ON HER” I heard Jimmy yelled from the bottom of the stairs. We all turned to see him.
‘What the fuck was going on’
“SHE IS THE REASON WHY OUR RELATIONSHIP IS LIKE THIS! SHE IS THE REASON YOU DON’T WANT TO FUCK ME ANYMORE” she yelled squeaking
¿Did she just yelled about her lack of sexual life in front of all of her ‘boyfriend’ friends?
AWKWARD.
“THE REASON I DON’T WANT TO FUCK ANYMORE WITH YOU IS BECAUSE YOU ONLY WANT THAT” he yelled, remaining calm, but yelling "SHE HAS NOTHING TO DO IN THIS"
“Augh!, You're boy I thought that was what you wanted” she said glaring at him and stopping her yelling
“Well you thought wrong” he said serious
Suddenly her glare turned to me and I frozed before glaring at her. Don’t know why I did it, but hell me, if I left HER make me feel worthless.
Like she could do that. Pfff!
Matt, Zacky, Brian and Johnny looked at each other’s with a face of ‘Are they seriously breaking up in front of us?’ more known as poker face.
Yeah, Poker Face.
“You know what?” she said breaking her glare from me “Fuck it”
And with that she stormed out of the house.
Silence filled the room until…
“YAY!” Zacky yelled breaking the silence “Bitcha's gone!”
Jimmy chuckled and while all the guys were puking rainbows for the fact that Lea was gone, he walked towards me and pulled me down with him into the red couch, our red couch, by our I mean, mine and the guys.
I was in Jimmy’s lap, my arms tangled at his neck, asking questions about what happened and he just shrugging not answering them. At all. Brian then interrumpted us saying they needed to start the rehearsal, I told Jimmy I would be finding something to do and that we WILL talk about what just happened, he whined but finally accepted after I bribe him with me cooking for him. I went upstairs to Jimmy's room, especifically, and I plop myself into bed, closing my eyes, drifting into sleep.
***
“Ahhh, my god!” I moaned “Don’t stop, don’t fucking stop”
“Yeah?” he breathed into my warmth sending shivers all the way through my body while he flicked my clit with his tongue “You like that don’t you?” he asked, which I just replied with a muffled scream of pleasure.
“You wanna feel my cock inside you, don’t you?” he asked again pumping two fingers inside my pussy
I couldn’t even form words, less sentences. I was in ecstasis from the pleasure this man was giving me
“Tell me Gabrielle, what is that you want me to do?” he said stepping away from my clit and I looked down to see my best friend, Jimmy, licking my juices from his face with his tongue.
“F-f-fuck me” I slurred because he didn’t stop the movements with his fingers, he kissed me and I felt in heaven.
My moans were becoming louder and louder, when I felt myself reaching my climax, he retrieved his fingers making me whine. I just felt empty…
“Jimmy” I panted “Please...”
He smirked and then…
***
“Gaby...” I hear a muffled voice call for my name
“Gabs...” It was the voice again
"GABRIELLE!" This time the yelling woke up. I rubbed my eyes and it hit me.
It was a dream.
A fucking dream.
FUCK!
“What…” I slurred, looking at Jimmy who was sitting on the bed looking at me with a grin on his face.
‘What else could top the fact that the guy who I just had a very erotic dream was here, while I was in his room. In his bed. ¡Oh! And by the way, that guy was my fucking best friend!’
“It’s 5:30pm” he said resting his head on top of my legs
“Fuck!” I muttered “Already?” I asked in desbelief.
Did I really slept that long?
“Yeah” he said
I needed to go before giving Adrian a reason to beat the shit out of me; I didn’t need him to know that I was getting home more late than usual. I didn't need him under my nose, tracking every one of my moves.
“I’ve gotta go” I said removing his head away from my legs and walking towards the window
“What the fuck are you doing Gabs” he asked with closed eyes, a smirk and running a hand through his face.
“What do you think?” I asked with a smirk of my own, and then I jumped out.
I landed pretty softly It wasn’t the first time I have done this.
“ONE DAY YOU'RE GONNA BREAK YOUR LEG AND THEN I WILL HAVE TO CARRY YOU TO THE HOSPITAL LIKE IF I WAS FUCKING PRINCE CHARMING” he yelled from the window
"FROM THIS VIEW, YOU LOOK LIKE RAPUNZEL TO ME" I smirked “AND BESIDES, YOU DO IT TOO”
I started walking down to my house and then he shouted louder
“YOU OWE A FUCKING GOODBYE KISS!”
“AND YOU A FUCKING EXPLANATION!” I yelled back
His laughter could be hear like an echo through all the street. I chuckled at myself and waved my hand at him, without turning back.
7/30/13