Our Own Piece Of Heaven
Coldness
“Already?” I groaned “I wanna sleep” I curled into a ball against the door and Matt sighed, chuckling a bit.
Before I could comprehend what was happening, Matt was picking me up from the seat into Jimmy’s garage, making me burst in laugh
“NO!, BAD MATT!” I yelled between giggles “PUT ME DOWN!”
“Bad Matt? What am I, a dog?” he smirked “And you said you were sleepy, so I’m carrying you, cause you can’t stay asleep in the car, you should have stayed home, if you were tired”
“I’M NOT!” I kept yelling “PUT ME FUCKING DOWN, NOW SANDERS!”
He chuckled and set me on my feet, and I walked towards the garage door, where everyone was watching me. I guess the yelling did the trick of gaining attention, Zacky was tunning his guitar, while Johnny was drinking a beer. And there he was… Jimmy.
With fucking black hair!!
Oh, God! It’s just me or does he look even hotter? No! Gaby, put it together, you’re mad at him. He doesn’t talk to you and you are here for answers. When I was going to made my way down to where he was, Zacky stopped me dead on tracks and pulled me into a hug.
“Oh, sweet Jesus!” I winced
“Shit! I’m sorry, Gaby, are you okay?” he asked, concerned and I nodded
“Way to go, dumbass!” Johnny slapped his arm
“I’m fine, seriously” I glanced where Jimmy was and he was rigid, his jaw clenched and even though I wasn’t close enough to see or hear it, his breathing was hard.
Zacky disappeared upstairs and soon yelling was heard from the stairs
“WHERE IS SHE!?” some crazy ass, I knew screamed from upstairs
“I’m here, Bri” I said, rolling my eyes, shaking my head
“GABY!” he ran towards me and pulled me into a hug, soft but monstrous hug.
I could swear I saw Jimmy stood up from his stool, although Brian’s hair didn’t let me see anything but when I was able to see him, Matt was talking to him
“How are you, babe?” Brian asked
“Babe?” I smirked and he blushed
“I-I just, you know, well—” he slurred
“Oh, c’mon Bri-bear!” I grinned “You know I love your nicknames”
“Hey, guys” Matt greeted and took this moment to leave the guys and go towards Jimmy
I was WAY to nervous, why?
Is my best friend.. Yeah, the same one which you exchanged some spit
Breathe, breathe
He was looking through some albums in his bookshelve
“Hey, Jimmy” I said and he didn’t answered me back
“Jimmy” I said again
Was he ignoring me?! Oh, hell to the fucking no! Not here!
“JAMES OWEN SULLIVAN!” I yelled gaining his attention
“What?” he snapped back
I –I—
“I—Are you ignoring me?” I asked, crossing my arms over my chest
“No, why?” he was so cold
“I just— Why haven’t you come to visit me? Or tried to talk to me?” I asked
“I was busy” he replied, WAY too cold
What. The. Fuck did I did to him? This sure wasn’t just about what Matt told me, was it?
“Busy to see your best friend?” I cocked an eyebrow at him
“Gaby, I was busy. Actually I’m busy right now” he shrugged
“Jimmy, we need to talk” I asked
“There’s nothing to talk”
“You have black hair” I said
“Yeah, a new change” he said like if it was the most normal thing in the world
“Well, don't you think that's something to talk about”
“Look, Gaby, I'm busy—” my phone started buzzing, cutting him off “And apparently you have a call to take”
“Jimmy—”
“LET’S GET THIS STARTED!” Zacky yelled and I rolled my eyes.
“Jimmy, please I wanna talk to you” I said, almost begging.
“Well right now, I have to play” he sighed
Perfect, now I’m never going to talk with him.
I started to walk to the couch... “Gaby” he called me and I turned around but he didn't talk, he just shook his head 'no' and I sighed moving myself towards the pool table
I couldn’t be there, in that couch, not now, not after facing him… and it just bring back all the memories, all the— Well, yeah, so I sat on the pool table.
This is new. When did they got this?
Mmm, maybe I could beat Matt in pool someday, in a not too far future, I hope.
The boys were already playing, and every now and then Jimmy would look towards me, and suddenly shake his head and continued to look straight ahead.
I sighed, not knowing what to do. They were really into the rehearseal so I decided to go upstairs, to Jimmy’s room.
I turned the knob and I entered his room, messy as always, it was like a hurricane just strike here, but it was just Jimmy’s.
I sighed and I started to roam his room with my eyes, I glanced the bed, and I plopped myself in it, I needed a good sleep, I got to do nothing, I couldn’t talk to Jimmy, I couldn’t do anything…
I turned my head to the right and there it was his lyrics book.
“I have some new material, what if you help me to finish them later?”
Oh I remember that, he told he had wrote some new songs and wanted to hear my opinion.
I sighed and I took the pen and I write something in the notebook. Something I knew he wouldn’t ignore, if he was torn or upset or some shit among those lines, he would take this book and he would opened it just to see my message.
Once I finished, I put the book down and I laid down, looking at the ceiling, my eyes slowly closing and letting my dreams and memories take over me
***
“It’s not fair, you know?” I smirked towards my best friend, who was holding high a pack of fries
“What?” he played along
“You’re a fucking tower, I’m not as high as you!” I pouted “And now you have the fries!”
“Oh, you want these fries?” he asked, ‘clueless’
Clueless my ass!
“YES!” I yelled
“Too bad, they’re mine!” he laughed, deviously.
I rolled my eyes “Fine, then I’ll go buy ones! Pff!” I scoffed “I don’t need you or your fries”
“Is that so?” he grabbed me by my waist, with one hand and whispered in my ear “I think you will go insane without me” he smirked, I couldn’t see it, but I could feel it.
“Oh, you think so?” Two can play this game “Well, we have to find that out” I played with the end of his shirt, lifting it a little
“Ga-Gaby, what are y-you doing?” he slurred lowering his hands to cover his chest, giving me perfect access to the pack of fries
So, I took them and I ran, I ran towards Matt, and I hid behind his back, eating the fries, while Jimmy whined.
“You’re a little devil’s spawn, you know that?”
“And yet, you love me!” I grinned
“Yeah, I do” he chuckled “Come, give me some fries”
“Nope!” I popped the ‘p’ “You’re gonna take them away from me, My precious!”
He rolled his eyes “Gaby… Come on” he pouted
“Fine” I rolled my eyes and I jumped on his back, giving him fries
“You know, how much of a teaser you’re?”
Yes. I have an idea
“Me? Never” I said
“Evil, I tell ya” he smirked
“But, yet, YOU. LOVE. ME” I whispered in his ear, pausing between words, sending shivers down his spine
“Stop it!” he wanted to sound serious, but failed.
“Oww, I know you liked it, pervert” I smirked
“Pervert?” he asked
“Yeah, you’re older than me” I said
“By 4 fucking months!” he snapped
“Your point?” I raised an eyebrow at him, amused
“My point?” he smirked “My point is that you’re a drama queen”
“Shut up and eat your fries!” I shoved a good amount of fries in his mouth and I hop off from his back, running away from him in circles.
***
“GUYS I FOUND HER!” a voice yelled, waking me from my dreams
Before I could comprehend what was happening, Matt was picking me up from the seat into Jimmy’s garage, making me burst in laugh
“NO!, BAD MATT!” I yelled between giggles “PUT ME DOWN!”
“Bad Matt? What am I, a dog?” he smirked “And you said you were sleepy, so I’m carrying you, cause you can’t stay asleep in the car, you should have stayed home, if you were tired”
“I’M NOT!” I kept yelling “PUT ME FUCKING DOWN, NOW SANDERS!”
He chuckled and set me on my feet, and I walked towards the garage door, where everyone was watching me. I guess the yelling did the trick of gaining attention, Zacky was tunning his guitar, while Johnny was drinking a beer. And there he was… Jimmy.
With fucking black hair!!
Oh, God! It’s just me or does he look even hotter? No! Gaby, put it together, you’re mad at him. He doesn’t talk to you and you are here for answers. When I was going to made my way down to where he was, Zacky stopped me dead on tracks and pulled me into a hug.
“Oh, sweet Jesus!” I winced
“Shit! I’m sorry, Gaby, are you okay?” he asked, concerned and I nodded
“Way to go, dumbass!” Johnny slapped his arm
“I’m fine, seriously” I glanced where Jimmy was and he was rigid, his jaw clenched and even though I wasn’t close enough to see or hear it, his breathing was hard.
Zacky disappeared upstairs and soon yelling was heard from the stairs
“WHERE IS SHE!?” some crazy ass, I knew screamed from upstairs
“I’m here, Bri” I said, rolling my eyes, shaking my head
“GABY!” he ran towards me and pulled me into a hug, soft but monstrous hug.
I could swear I saw Jimmy stood up from his stool, although Brian’s hair didn’t let me see anything but when I was able to see him, Matt was talking to him
“How are you, babe?” Brian asked
“Babe?” I smirked and he blushed
“I-I just, you know, well—” he slurred
“Oh, c’mon Bri-bear!” I grinned “You know I love your nicknames”
“Hey, guys” Matt greeted and took this moment to leave the guys and go towards Jimmy
I was WAY to nervous, why?
Is my best friend.. Yeah, the same one which you exchanged some spit
Breathe, breathe
He was looking through some albums in his bookshelve
“Hey, Jimmy” I said and he didn’t answered me back
“Jimmy” I said again
Was he ignoring me?! Oh, hell to the fucking no! Not here!
“JAMES OWEN SULLIVAN!” I yelled gaining his attention
“What?” he snapped back
I –I—
“I—Are you ignoring me?” I asked, crossing my arms over my chest
“No, why?” he was so cold
“I just— Why haven’t you come to visit me? Or tried to talk to me?” I asked
“I was busy” he replied, WAY too cold
What. The. Fuck did I did to him? This sure wasn’t just about what Matt told me, was it?
“Busy to see your best friend?” I cocked an eyebrow at him
“Gaby, I was busy. Actually I’m busy right now” he shrugged
“Jimmy, we need to talk” I asked
“There’s nothing to talk”
“You have black hair” I said
“Yeah, a new change” he said like if it was the most normal thing in the world
“Well, don't you think that's something to talk about”
“Look, Gaby, I'm busy—” my phone started buzzing, cutting him off “And apparently you have a call to take”
“Jimmy—”
“LET’S GET THIS STARTED!” Zacky yelled and I rolled my eyes.
“Jimmy, please I wanna talk to you” I said, almost begging.
“Well right now, I have to play” he sighed
Perfect, now I’m never going to talk with him.
I started to walk to the couch... “Gaby” he called me and I turned around but he didn't talk, he just shook his head 'no' and I sighed moving myself towards the pool table
I couldn’t be there, in that couch, not now, not after facing him… and it just bring back all the memories, all the— Well, yeah, so I sat on the pool table.
This is new. When did they got this?
Mmm, maybe I could beat Matt in pool someday, in a not too far future, I hope.
The boys were already playing, and every now and then Jimmy would look towards me, and suddenly shake his head and continued to look straight ahead.
I sighed, not knowing what to do. They were really into the rehearseal so I decided to go upstairs, to Jimmy’s room.
I turned the knob and I entered his room, messy as always, it was like a hurricane just strike here, but it was just Jimmy’s.
I sighed and I started to roam his room with my eyes, I glanced the bed, and I plopped myself in it, I needed a good sleep, I got to do nothing, I couldn’t talk to Jimmy, I couldn’t do anything…
I turned my head to the right and there it was his lyrics book.
“I have some new material, what if you help me to finish them later?”
Oh I remember that, he told he had wrote some new songs and wanted to hear my opinion.
I sighed and I took the pen and I write something in the notebook. Something I knew he wouldn’t ignore, if he was torn or upset or some shit among those lines, he would take this book and he would opened it just to see my message.
Once I finished, I put the book down and I laid down, looking at the ceiling, my eyes slowly closing and letting my dreams and memories take over me
***
“It’s not fair, you know?” I smirked towards my best friend, who was holding high a pack of fries
“What?” he played along
“You’re a fucking tower, I’m not as high as you!” I pouted “And now you have the fries!”
“Oh, you want these fries?” he asked, ‘clueless’
Clueless my ass!
“YES!” I yelled
“Too bad, they’re mine!” he laughed, deviously.
I rolled my eyes “Fine, then I’ll go buy ones! Pff!” I scoffed “I don’t need you or your fries”
“Is that so?” he grabbed me by my waist, with one hand and whispered in my ear “I think you will go insane without me” he smirked, I couldn’t see it, but I could feel it.
“Oh, you think so?” Two can play this game “Well, we have to find that out” I played with the end of his shirt, lifting it a little
“Ga-Gaby, what are y-you doing?” he slurred lowering his hands to cover his chest, giving me perfect access to the pack of fries
So, I took them and I ran, I ran towards Matt, and I hid behind his back, eating the fries, while Jimmy whined.
“You’re a little devil’s spawn, you know that?”
“And yet, you love me!” I grinned
“Yeah, I do” he chuckled “Come, give me some fries”
“Nope!” I popped the ‘p’ “You’re gonna take them away from me, My precious!”
He rolled his eyes “Gaby… Come on” he pouted
“Fine” I rolled my eyes and I jumped on his back, giving him fries
“You know, how much of a teaser you’re?”
Yes. I have an idea
“Me? Never” I said
“Evil, I tell ya” he smirked
“But, yet, YOU. LOVE. ME” I whispered in his ear, pausing between words, sending shivers down his spine
“Stop it!” he wanted to sound serious, but failed.
“Oww, I know you liked it, pervert” I smirked
“Pervert?” he asked
“Yeah, you’re older than me” I said
“By 4 fucking months!” he snapped
“Your point?” I raised an eyebrow at him, amused
“My point?” he smirked “My point is that you’re a drama queen”
“Shut up and eat your fries!” I shoved a good amount of fries in his mouth and I hop off from his back, running away from him in circles.
***
“GUYS I FOUND HER!” a voice yelled, waking me from my dreams
7/30/13