Our Own Piece Of Heaven
Lie To Me, I Dare You
I woke up feeling lightheaded, I couldn't move, and I'm not sure if that's good or bad...
“Where I am?” I muttered, my voice hoarse
“Gaby?” I heard someone calling me
That voice…
“Brian?” I asked
“Hey sweetie, how are you?” he replied
“I’m in pain, I think that should give you a hint” I smiled and he chuckled
“Where’s Jimmy?” I asked, trying to sit up
Not such luck
“Wow, not even a 'How are you Brian', or anything. I feel left off” he said and I rolled my eyes
“He is downstairs, looking for some coffee” he answered my question
I nodded and my side started to hurt and Brian asked me what was wrong and I told him my side was hurting and I touched it seeing there was some blood spots there
As soon as Brian saw them, he called the nurse and she came in, increasing my morphine and clearing my bandages, the image of her clearing my wounds was the last thing I saw before I went down into sleep again.
2 WEEKS LATER
“WHERE IS HE!?!” I asked, no I shouted annoyed with the same answers as usual from my friends. Whenever I asked for Jimmy, they told me he had saw me the entire night, or that he was looking for food, or going home to took a shower.
Seriously I was getting tired of this. I wanted to see Jimmy.
“Jonathan Seward” I said and he cringed at the mention of his full name “Yeah, I used your full name, where is James Sullivan?” I asked
He shrugged “Taking a bath”
ARGHHH!!!!!
“You know I haven’t see him in two weeks, TWO WEEKS!” I yelled emphasizing the ‘two weeks’
“Gaby, he is here all the time, everytime you’re sleep” Matt chimed
“Exactly” I replied, sitting up in the bed,
Yeah, I can sit now. “Sleep. Why doesn’t he comes whenever I am awake?”
The both of them shrugged “We don’t know”
I rolled my eyes and I plopped into bed “I’m starting to think he doesn’t want to see me” I muttered
“Don’t think that” Brian said stepping into the room “He wants, and he does!” he exclaimed “But is just that whenever he comes—”
“I’m sleep” I cut him off, finishing the same phrase I already knew
I sighed and I dropped into bed “Just tell me the truth, he doesn’t want to see me, right?” I asked
“Gaby—” Matt said
“No more lies, please” I pleaded “Just tell me, I can take it”
“Is not that—” Brian chimed
“YOU KNOW WHAT!? FORGET IT!” I yelled, my eyes tearing up. They weren’t man enough to tell me in my face that he didn’t wanted to see me, I knew the kiss, the whole hospital drama, all of it was too much, but he really didn't wanted to be my friend anymore?
Just the thought, made my heart ache.
I started to have some problems with my breathing and I tried to calm myself up, but I could barely breath, and then, Amelia, my doctor, came in, putting the oxygen mask on, providing me with the gas I needed so much.
“Get out, boys, she need the rest” she said kicked them out
They sighed with a pout and I rolled my eyes
“Gaby” Brian said “He loves you, way more that we— No, that’s not possible, but he loves you. Trust me” he winked at me before kissing my forehead and I rolled my eyes at him. Again.
Once the guys were gone, Amelia spoke
“He really comes, Gaby” she said
“No, not you, Amelia” I said “He doesn’t comes”
“You’re—”
“If I were you I think it twice before finishing that sentence” I frowned
She chuckled and I sighed into the mask
“He comes, and you’re sleep” and before I could said something like ‘FUCK YOU’ to her, she disappeared through the door.
“They have led her into the dark side” I muttered in the mask.
2 MORE WEEKS LATER
FINALLY!
Freedom! A-B-C-D-E-Freedom!
I was packing my stuff up when Amelia came through the door and she handed me the discharge papers.
“Chirpy today, aren’t we?” she said
“Don’t get me wrong. I love you and have been such a good company, but I need to have real food. Oh!” I jumped “A burger!” My mouth started to drool at that thought
Hospital food sucks.
Just saying
“Hey!” she spoke “I brought you McDonald’s for breakfast just 2 days ago” she pouted
I laughed “Yeah, you’re right” I said “But if you had brought me a burguer, a bacon cheese burguer, I wouldn’t be nagging about it right now”
“Touche” I took the papers from her and just when I was about to sign, I saw something weird…
“Sullivan?” I asked
“Isn’t that your last name?” she asked me clueless
“Who filled this forms?” I arched an eyebrow at her
“Jimmy”
. . .
WHAT!?
He doesn’t talk to me, doesn’t sees me when I’m awake
But he gives me his last name!?
Well I guess he saw me once, but doesn’t counts cause, I didn't saw him, he just left me a rose, a beautiful blue rose…
But seriously, who does that, who gives you his last name and then stops talking to you!?! WHO!?
I signed the papers anyway and Amelia came in with a wheelchair, to carry me to the lobby, I didn’t wanted it, but she insisted it was hospital policy. When we arrived to the lobby everyone was there and by everyone, yeah, I mean Jimmy…
“GABY!” Brian came towards me and kneeled in front of me, so he could be eye level with me
“You look stunning!” he said
“Are you high, in some kind of new drug?” I asked, playfully
“Hey!” he said holding a hand to his chest
“I’m kidding Bri, don’t die. I need you” I said dramatically
“I know” he kissed my forehead and everyone else greeted me, except Jimmy, he was talking with Matt and when Matt came to greet me, he talked to Brian… he kept himself busy and when I was finally gonna try to talk to him, he just frowned at me and disappeared through the doors.
“What!?” I said “Where is he going!?” I asked
“He… I….” Brian trailed
“Yeah, c’mon, now tell me he cares about me. C’mon I dare you to lie to me” I said
“Gaby—”
“Save it, I wanna go home”
Matt had offered me his place, although Brian also offered his place, I didn’t wanted to intrude, you see in his house is his stepmom Suzy, his sister McKenna, his brother Brent, his dad and him.
They don’t need another teenager. Especially one as damage as I was.
So staying at Matt’s was my best option for now.
Johnny and Zacky ride together while I ride with Brian and Matt, the silence in the car was killing me, and I was really hungry so I decided to drop my little act and talk
“Hey guys, I’m hungry and hospital food, it’s not food at all” I smirked and they chuckled
“Actually we know that, we tasted that food” Matt said looking at me through the rearview
“Yuck!” Brian said disgusted at the memory “That jell-o was NOT jell-o” he stated
“So, Burguer King? I asked
“I though you preferred McDonald’s” Brian said surprised
“I did, but I dreamed of a huge whopper and now I want one. Take it as a craving”
They both chuckled
“You do know, pregnant womans have cravings?” Matt smirked through the rearview
I blushed
“You and I both know I am not pregnant. Hospital food sucks!” I said “And I want a whooper!” I pouted
“We already took care of that, although I don’t know if there are any burguers, but we buy food, well Zack and short shit did” Matt said
“I’m gonna call them to see if they already arrived” Brian said pulling his cellphone out
“Matt, can you lend me your ipod? I don’t feel like listening Brian fighting with Johnny”
Matt pulled his Ipod from the middle of the car and I took it, going through the list of artists I found some ‘Evanescence’ and I played ‘The Change’ letting the music fill my ears.
I could not hear anything, but I could see Brian movements and he seemed to be yelling a Johnny. I guess my craving for Burger King would have to wait.
I sighed deeply listening the song while I muttered some parts, looking the view out the window…
“Where I am?” I muttered, my voice hoarse
“Gaby?” I heard someone calling me
That voice…
“Brian?” I asked
“Hey sweetie, how are you?” he replied
“I’m in pain, I think that should give you a hint” I smiled and he chuckled
“Where’s Jimmy?” I asked, trying to sit up
Not such luck
“Wow, not even a 'How are you Brian', or anything. I feel left off” he said and I rolled my eyes
“He is downstairs, looking for some coffee” he answered my question
I nodded and my side started to hurt and Brian asked me what was wrong and I told him my side was hurting and I touched it seeing there was some blood spots there
As soon as Brian saw them, he called the nurse and she came in, increasing my morphine and clearing my bandages, the image of her clearing my wounds was the last thing I saw before I went down into sleep again.
2 WEEKS LATER
“WHERE IS HE!?!” I asked, no I shouted annoyed with the same answers as usual from my friends. Whenever I asked for Jimmy, they told me he had saw me the entire night, or that he was looking for food, or going home to took a shower.
Seriously I was getting tired of this. I wanted to see Jimmy.
“Jonathan Seward” I said and he cringed at the mention of his full name “Yeah, I used your full name, where is James Sullivan?” I asked
He shrugged “Taking a bath”
ARGHHH!!!!!
“You know I haven’t see him in two weeks, TWO WEEKS!” I yelled emphasizing the ‘two weeks’
“Gaby, he is here all the time, everytime you’re sleep” Matt chimed
“Exactly” I replied, sitting up in the bed,
Yeah, I can sit now. “Sleep. Why doesn’t he comes whenever I am awake?”
The both of them shrugged “We don’t know”
I rolled my eyes and I plopped into bed “I’m starting to think he doesn’t want to see me” I muttered
“Don’t think that” Brian said stepping into the room “He wants, and he does!” he exclaimed “But is just that whenever he comes—”
“I’m sleep” I cut him off, finishing the same phrase I already knew
I sighed and I dropped into bed “Just tell me the truth, he doesn’t want to see me, right?” I asked
“Gaby—” Matt said
“No more lies, please” I pleaded “Just tell me, I can take it”
“Is not that—” Brian chimed
“YOU KNOW WHAT!? FORGET IT!” I yelled, my eyes tearing up. They weren’t man enough to tell me in my face that he didn’t wanted to see me, I knew the kiss, the whole hospital drama, all of it was too much, but he really didn't wanted to be my friend anymore?
Just the thought, made my heart ache.
I started to have some problems with my breathing and I tried to calm myself up, but I could barely breath, and then, Amelia, my doctor, came in, putting the oxygen mask on, providing me with the gas I needed so much.
“Get out, boys, she need the rest” she said kicked them out
They sighed with a pout and I rolled my eyes
“Gaby” Brian said “He loves you, way more that we— No, that’s not possible, but he loves you. Trust me” he winked at me before kissing my forehead and I rolled my eyes at him. Again.
Once the guys were gone, Amelia spoke
“He really comes, Gaby” she said
“No, not you, Amelia” I said “He doesn’t comes”
“You’re—”
“If I were you I think it twice before finishing that sentence” I frowned
She chuckled and I sighed into the mask
“He comes, and you’re sleep” and before I could said something like ‘FUCK YOU’ to her, she disappeared through the door.
“They have led her into the dark side” I muttered in the mask.
2 MORE WEEKS LATER
FINALLY!
Freedom! A-B-C-D-E-Freedom!
I was packing my stuff up when Amelia came through the door and she handed me the discharge papers.
“Chirpy today, aren’t we?” she said
“Don’t get me wrong. I love you and have been such a good company, but I need to have real food. Oh!” I jumped “A burger!” My mouth started to drool at that thought
Hospital food sucks.
Just saying
“Hey!” she spoke “I brought you McDonald’s for breakfast just 2 days ago” she pouted
I laughed “Yeah, you’re right” I said “But if you had brought me a burguer, a bacon cheese burguer, I wouldn’t be nagging about it right now”
“Touche” I took the papers from her and just when I was about to sign, I saw something weird…
“Sullivan?” I asked
“Isn’t that your last name?” she asked me clueless
“Who filled this forms?” I arched an eyebrow at her
“Jimmy”
. . .
WHAT!?
He doesn’t talk to me, doesn’t sees me when I’m awake
But he gives me his last name!?
Well I guess he saw me once, but doesn’t counts cause, I didn't saw him, he just left me a rose, a beautiful blue rose…
But seriously, who does that, who gives you his last name and then stops talking to you!?! WHO!?
I signed the papers anyway and Amelia came in with a wheelchair, to carry me to the lobby, I didn’t wanted it, but she insisted it was hospital policy. When we arrived to the lobby everyone was there and by everyone, yeah, I mean Jimmy…
“GABY!” Brian came towards me and kneeled in front of me, so he could be eye level with me
“You look stunning!” he said
“Are you high, in some kind of new drug?” I asked, playfully
“Hey!” he said holding a hand to his chest
“I’m kidding Bri, don’t die. I need you” I said dramatically
“I know” he kissed my forehead and everyone else greeted me, except Jimmy, he was talking with Matt and when Matt came to greet me, he talked to Brian… he kept himself busy and when I was finally gonna try to talk to him, he just frowned at me and disappeared through the doors.
“What!?” I said “Where is he going!?” I asked
“He… I….” Brian trailed
“Yeah, c’mon, now tell me he cares about me. C’mon I dare you to lie to me” I said
“Gaby—”
“Save it, I wanna go home”
Matt had offered me his place, although Brian also offered his place, I didn’t wanted to intrude, you see in his house is his stepmom Suzy, his sister McKenna, his brother Brent, his dad and him.
They don’t need another teenager. Especially one as damage as I was.
So staying at Matt’s was my best option for now.
Johnny and Zacky ride together while I ride with Brian and Matt, the silence in the car was killing me, and I was really hungry so I decided to drop my little act and talk
“Hey guys, I’m hungry and hospital food, it’s not food at all” I smirked and they chuckled
“Actually we know that, we tasted that food” Matt said looking at me through the rearview
“Yuck!” Brian said disgusted at the memory “That jell-o was NOT jell-o” he stated
“So, Burguer King? I asked
“I though you preferred McDonald’s” Brian said surprised
“I did, but I dreamed of a huge whopper and now I want one. Take it as a craving”
They both chuckled
“You do know, pregnant womans have cravings?” Matt smirked through the rearview
I blushed
“You and I both know I am not pregnant. Hospital food sucks!” I said “And I want a whooper!” I pouted
“We already took care of that, although I don’t know if there are any burguers, but we buy food, well Zack and short shit did” Matt said
“I’m gonna call them to see if they already arrived” Brian said pulling his cellphone out
“Matt, can you lend me your ipod? I don’t feel like listening Brian fighting with Johnny”
Matt pulled his Ipod from the middle of the car and I took it, going through the list of artists I found some ‘Evanescence’ and I played ‘The Change’ letting the music fill my ears.
I could not hear anything, but I could see Brian movements and he seemed to be yelling a Johnny. I guess my craving for Burger King would have to wait.
I sighed deeply listening the song while I muttered some parts, looking the view out the window…
7/30/13