Can My Worst Nightmare be My Greatest Dream
Sensing The Tension
Jimmy
We were all backstage getting ready for the next show, and tension was clear between Matt, Cayla and Brian. There was even a hint of sexual frustration. What could possibly be going on? I had an idea though. I decided to go ask Matt. If he couldn’t...more like wouldn’t tell me, I’d ask Cayla. “Hey horse-cock!” I called over to Matt. He looked up at me, clearly not amused. “What’s going on between you, Gates and the girl?” I asked him. He glared at me. “ Nothing” he snapped at me. “I’ve never seen you this pissed since you found out Val cheated on you” I told him. “It’s nothing Jim. Now I don’t want to fucking talk about it, so leave me the hell alone” he snapped at me again. I rolled my eyes and went to go find Cayla. She’d tell me what the hell was up with the three of them.
It didn’t take me long to find Cayla...and Brian. I walked over to the two. Brian had his hands roaming over her body, while she had her hands on his chest. From the wrong angle it looked like she was enjoying it, but I wasn’t as blind as Matt was. She wasn’t enjoying it. She was trying to get away from him. I decided to intervene. I knew she wouldn’t mind. “Hey Bri!” I called out walking closer to them. He pulled away, not looking at me. “ We’re sorta in the middle of something Jimmy. I’m sure whatever it is can wait. “He said. I shook my head. “The berry twins said they needed to talk to you about your guitar. They seemed pretty concerned about it, I think something happened to it” I said lying through my teeth. Brian groaned before trying to kiss her. She pushed him away. “I’d go check on your guitar instead of trying to kiss me “ she said a stern edge to her voice. Brian dropped his hands and walked off. When he was gone Cayla let out a relieved sigh. “Thanks Jimmy I owe you one.” She said fixing her shirt.
“What’s going on between you three?” I asked her. Her eyes went wide. “Well...Brian...he’s seemed to take an interest in me, and Matt saw him kissing me, I was pinned to the bed but trying to get free, he didn’t like it, now Brian is trying to release his sexual tension and get in my pants. I don’t know what to do Jimmy. Matt’s the only man I’ve truly loved..” she said softly. She walked over and hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her. “It’s ok Cayla. Matt’s just being hard headed. This happened to him before, only we didn’t do it. He’s not very trusting when it comes to relationships because of his ex.” I explained.
Cayla
After Jimmy and I’s moment I decided to go get something to eat. I knew that the band was about to play, and I knew Brian was hunting for me. I quickly ducked out of the stadium, a badge hanging from my neck saying I was part of the Avenged Sevenfold crew. I finally found a decent resturant for me to eat at and I ordered some fries and a burger with a diet coke. I quickly began to eat, ignoring the people around me. It was quite simple really. Eat. Go back to the show, give my badge to Cody the security guard, crowd serf, get in a fight, go backstage and leave. I sighed quietly and began to throw away the trash. I made my way for the door and opened it.
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I finally made it back to the bus, I was going to take a break. It was a long walk I had to admit. I sat down in the cool kitchen and laid down, closing my eyes. Soon I felt something heavy land on my hips and I looked up to see Tony the guys’ bus driver sitting on my hips. I whimpered with fear and got ready to scream but he slammed his lips on mine. I whimpered and tried to push him off but I just couldn’t. He slid his hand up my shirt and cupped a breast in his hand. I cried quietly as he worked his tongue into my mouth and gave my breast a gentle squeeze, forcing me to give him a moan mixed with a sob. He pulled away, my breast still in his rough hand. “That’s it...I want you to whimper for me....to moan for me....” he whispered softly. “Get off!” I protested loudly. He just snickered at me and took my pants off. He groaned with sick satisfaction and ripped my panties in half. “No...please don’t hurt me...” I begged. “It’ll only hurt for a moment princess” he whispered. He slipped out of his pants and then his boxers. He kissed me and I screamed out in pain as he unexpectedly thrust into my vagina. I whimpered in pain, tears rolling down my cheeks. This wasn’t how I wanted my real first time to be. I was no virgin, but I had never made real love before. He continued with his moments, not letting up even after he came.
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After he was done, he left me in a broken heap of pain and fear. He quickly zipped up his pants and glared at me. “ If you tell anyone about what just happened I’ll kill you princess” he said to me. I sniffled softly before closing my eyes. I felt the bus shift slightly as he closed the door. I couldn’t just sit here and let him win. I wouldn’t I had done it before and I wasn’t doing it again. I got up, whimpering in pain before sliding into the small bathroom. I ran the water that was in the sink and started to wipe the semen off of my legs. Once that was taken care of and I was fully clothed I took off for the stadium. When I finally arrived I went to the only people I could trust at the moment. The Berry twins. When they found me stumbling along, the ran to me. “Cayla...Cayla what’s wrong?” Jason asked me. I looked up at him, my eyes red and puffy. I wrapped my arms around him before sobbing into his chest.
We were all backstage getting ready for the next show, and tension was clear between Matt, Cayla and Brian. There was even a hint of sexual frustration. What could possibly be going on? I had an idea though. I decided to go ask Matt. If he couldn’t...more like wouldn’t tell me, I’d ask Cayla. “Hey horse-cock!” I called over to Matt. He looked up at me, clearly not amused. “What’s going on between you, Gates and the girl?” I asked him. He glared at me. “ Nothing” he snapped at me. “I’ve never seen you this pissed since you found out Val cheated on you” I told him. “It’s nothing Jim. Now I don’t want to fucking talk about it, so leave me the hell alone” he snapped at me again. I rolled my eyes and went to go find Cayla. She’d tell me what the hell was up with the three of them.
It didn’t take me long to find Cayla...and Brian. I walked over to the two. Brian had his hands roaming over her body, while she had her hands on his chest. From the wrong angle it looked like she was enjoying it, but I wasn’t as blind as Matt was. She wasn’t enjoying it. She was trying to get away from him. I decided to intervene. I knew she wouldn’t mind. “Hey Bri!” I called out walking closer to them. He pulled away, not looking at me. “ We’re sorta in the middle of something Jimmy. I’m sure whatever it is can wait. “He said. I shook my head. “The berry twins said they needed to talk to you about your guitar. They seemed pretty concerned about it, I think something happened to it” I said lying through my teeth. Brian groaned before trying to kiss her. She pushed him away. “I’d go check on your guitar instead of trying to kiss me “ she said a stern edge to her voice. Brian dropped his hands and walked off. When he was gone Cayla let out a relieved sigh. “Thanks Jimmy I owe you one.” She said fixing her shirt.
“What’s going on between you three?” I asked her. Her eyes went wide. “Well...Brian...he’s seemed to take an interest in me, and Matt saw him kissing me, I was pinned to the bed but trying to get free, he didn’t like it, now Brian is trying to release his sexual tension and get in my pants. I don’t know what to do Jimmy. Matt’s the only man I’ve truly loved..” she said softly. She walked over and hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her. “It’s ok Cayla. Matt’s just being hard headed. This happened to him before, only we didn’t do it. He’s not very trusting when it comes to relationships because of his ex.” I explained.
Cayla
After Jimmy and I’s moment I decided to go get something to eat. I knew that the band was about to play, and I knew Brian was hunting for me. I quickly ducked out of the stadium, a badge hanging from my neck saying I was part of the Avenged Sevenfold crew. I finally found a decent resturant for me to eat at and I ordered some fries and a burger with a diet coke. I quickly began to eat, ignoring the people around me. It was quite simple really. Eat. Go back to the show, give my badge to Cody the security guard, crowd serf, get in a fight, go backstage and leave. I sighed quietly and began to throw away the trash. I made my way for the door and opened it.
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I finally made it back to the bus, I was going to take a break. It was a long walk I had to admit. I sat down in the cool kitchen and laid down, closing my eyes. Soon I felt something heavy land on my hips and I looked up to see Tony the guys’ bus driver sitting on my hips. I whimpered with fear and got ready to scream but he slammed his lips on mine. I whimpered and tried to push him off but I just couldn’t. He slid his hand up my shirt and cupped a breast in his hand. I cried quietly as he worked his tongue into my mouth and gave my breast a gentle squeeze, forcing me to give him a moan mixed with a sob. He pulled away, my breast still in his rough hand. “That’s it...I want you to whimper for me....to moan for me....” he whispered softly. “Get off!” I protested loudly. He just snickered at me and took my pants off. He groaned with sick satisfaction and ripped my panties in half. “No...please don’t hurt me...” I begged. “It’ll only hurt for a moment princess” he whispered. He slipped out of his pants and then his boxers. He kissed me and I screamed out in pain as he unexpectedly thrust into my vagina. I whimpered in pain, tears rolling down my cheeks. This wasn’t how I wanted my real first time to be. I was no virgin, but I had never made real love before. He continued with his moments, not letting up even after he came.
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After he was done, he left me in a broken heap of pain and fear. He quickly zipped up his pants and glared at me. “ If you tell anyone about what just happened I’ll kill you princess” he said to me. I sniffled softly before closing my eyes. I felt the bus shift slightly as he closed the door. I couldn’t just sit here and let him win. I wouldn’t I had done it before and I wasn’t doing it again. I got up, whimpering in pain before sliding into the small bathroom. I ran the water that was in the sink and started to wipe the semen off of my legs. Once that was taken care of and I was fully clothed I took off for the stadium. When I finally arrived I went to the only people I could trust at the moment. The Berry twins. When they found me stumbling along, the ran to me. “Cayla...Cayla what’s wrong?” Jason asked me. I looked up at him, my eyes red and puffy. I wrapped my arms around him before sobbing into his chest.
9/16/13