Can My Worst Nightmare be My Greatest Dream
Dealing with Drunken Shadows
Matt
I sighed quietly listening to Zacky drone on about something. I really wasn't paying attention. I was to busy thinking about Cayla. "I'll be right back guys " I informed them " I've got to talk to Cayla for a minute" I put my beer down on the counter and walked out to see her giggling and talking to Leana. I hesitated and decided to be decent for once, I'd leave her alone and talk to her in the car. I walked back over to the guys and Jimmy smiled "So horse-cock you got your swim trunks with you?" he asked me. I nodded "Yeah" I informed him. "Does your girl got her bathing suit?" he asked me again. "Shit...She actually couldn't fit into the one she got, and we didn't have time to get her one. Do you think Leana will have something to fit her?" I asked, once again lying through my teeth.
"What do I need a bathing suit for?" Cayla's voice sounded from behind me. "We're going swimming after dinner" Jimmy told her "I'm...I'm not much of a swimmer" She said sheepishly. "Relax hon, just cause you forgot a bathing suit doesn't mean you're not much of a swimmer." I told her. She sighed, "I'll find something for you to wear" Leana said. She grabbed Cayla's hand and dragged her up the steps. "I'm gonna go change Jimmy" I told him. I threw my bottle in the garbage and walked towards the bathroom. It didn't take long for me to change. After all, all I had to take off was a pair of pants, shoes and a shirt. I put my clothes in Jimmy's room. I walked out and Cayla crashed into my chest, clutching a towel to her most likely almost naked body. I just hoped that the handprint from earlier was gone.
Cayla
It had been five hours since we had gotten out of the pool, and Matt was now drunk. Great. I had to take him home, he was too drunk to drive, but not drunk enough for me to get away. "Goodnight guys" I called out to the group as I helped Matt into the car. He grumbled something I couldn't understand and I helped him get his seatbelt on. I closed his door and got in the driver side. I started up the charger with a roar and drove down the road. I quickly pulled up to his house and sighed quietly. I pulled the car into the garage and got out. Matt stumbled out of the car and grabbed my hand. He led me into the house and into his room. He grabbed my shirt and pulled it off. He planted his lips on me and my eyes went wide with surprise. I tried to stop him but he just fisted my hair and shoved his right hand down my pants. My eyes went wide and I quickly pulled my head away long enough to slap him across the face. He recoiled and glared at me.
"You fucking bitch" He snapped at me, suddenly sober. He didn't seem to be saying it to me though. It seemed like he was saying it to himself. He quickly undressed himself so that he was completely naked. He slipped into the bed and I knew he was waiting for me to get in. I got out of my pants my shirt and everything else before slipping into the bed. He glared at me and managed to pull my clothes off of my body from behind. I sighed quietly and he wrapped his arm around my waist. Soon he was sound asleep, snoring gently in my ear. I guess I'd have to get used to this. Sleeping in the same damn bed as Matt Shadows. How was I ever going to get the fan girl that was screaming out of my body? I closed my eyes and eventually fell asleep.
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In the morning I woke up, Matt wasn't in the bed and I heard the shower running. He was in the shower. I could run! I could try to get away. Just as I got out of the bed the water turned off and a minute later he walked into the room, a towel around his waist. This was the first time I actually saw his chest. It was muscular, most likely firm, and he had tattoos covering it. I realized how badly I was blushing and I looked away. I quickly snuggled up into the blankets before he could fully see my body. I heard his feet softly hit against the wood floor and then the silk blankets rustled. He wrapped his arms around me and pressed his naked form against my back. I shivered slightly. "Are you cold?" He asked me in a seductive tone "because if you are I can think of an activity to warm you up for awhile" "No." I said firmly as I tried to pull away. "I don't fucking need you to do anything for me." He wouldn't let me go "You'll do whatever the hell I want you to, and I'll do whatever the hell I want to you, and you won't fucking complain got it" he snapped at me. I shied away. "Yes Matt..."I muttered quietly as I felt him trail kisses down my neck. I shuttered and he slipped out of bed.
"Tour is going to be starting here soon and you're coming with me" he informed me bluntly as he got dressed. I sat up, the blankets not really moving. "Why the hell do you want me there?" I asked him. "So I can keep a fucking eye on you and so I have someone to fuck. Why else would I need you there" he snapped. I flinched. "Well most descent men wouldn't just take someone along so they had someone to fuck" I snapped. I got up but he reached over and grabbed a fist full of my hair, yanking me back. " Are you saying I'm not descent?" he snapped at me. "Because I could have raped you by now. I could have beaten you... I could have fucking killed you...I could have let you starve...I could have put you in a leaky old dungeon in the woods where you would have fucking died! I've been descent and if you don't like me now then I'll fucking get worse if you want!" His voice was gradually rising as he spoke and he scared me. "I'm sorry Matt...." I whimpered. " I didn't mean it like that!" "Good" he grumbled letting go of my hair. I quickly got dressed and walked to the bathroom.
Matt
I sighed quietly and watched Cayla disappear into my bathroom. I walked downstairs and made some coffee. Soon she came downstairs and sat down on the couch. "I'm sorry for acting the way I am" I told her as I walked into the living room. She didn't respond. "You just need to know that I'm top dog and that you listen to me and only me. I'm not keeping you just to fuck you. If I was, I would have done it by now" I told her. " Oh that's good to know" she muttered sarcastically. I sighed. "I found you interesting, I like you. We met before, you were just to drunk to remember it"
I sighed quietly listening to Zacky drone on about something. I really wasn't paying attention. I was to busy thinking about Cayla. "I'll be right back guys " I informed them " I've got to talk to Cayla for a minute" I put my beer down on the counter and walked out to see her giggling and talking to Leana. I hesitated and decided to be decent for once, I'd leave her alone and talk to her in the car. I walked back over to the guys and Jimmy smiled "So horse-cock you got your swim trunks with you?" he asked me. I nodded "Yeah" I informed him. "Does your girl got her bathing suit?" he asked me again. "Shit...She actually couldn't fit into the one she got, and we didn't have time to get her one. Do you think Leana will have something to fit her?" I asked, once again lying through my teeth.
"What do I need a bathing suit for?" Cayla's voice sounded from behind me. "We're going swimming after dinner" Jimmy told her "I'm...I'm not much of a swimmer" She said sheepishly. "Relax hon, just cause you forgot a bathing suit doesn't mean you're not much of a swimmer." I told her. She sighed, "I'll find something for you to wear" Leana said. She grabbed Cayla's hand and dragged her up the steps. "I'm gonna go change Jimmy" I told him. I threw my bottle in the garbage and walked towards the bathroom. It didn't take long for me to change. After all, all I had to take off was a pair of pants, shoes and a shirt. I put my clothes in Jimmy's room. I walked out and Cayla crashed into my chest, clutching a towel to her most likely almost naked body. I just hoped that the handprint from earlier was gone.
Cayla
It had been five hours since we had gotten out of the pool, and Matt was now drunk. Great. I had to take him home, he was too drunk to drive, but not drunk enough for me to get away. "Goodnight guys" I called out to the group as I helped Matt into the car. He grumbled something I couldn't understand and I helped him get his seatbelt on. I closed his door and got in the driver side. I started up the charger with a roar and drove down the road. I quickly pulled up to his house and sighed quietly. I pulled the car into the garage and got out. Matt stumbled out of the car and grabbed my hand. He led me into the house and into his room. He grabbed my shirt and pulled it off. He planted his lips on me and my eyes went wide with surprise. I tried to stop him but he just fisted my hair and shoved his right hand down my pants. My eyes went wide and I quickly pulled my head away long enough to slap him across the face. He recoiled and glared at me.
"You fucking bitch" He snapped at me, suddenly sober. He didn't seem to be saying it to me though. It seemed like he was saying it to himself. He quickly undressed himself so that he was completely naked. He slipped into the bed and I knew he was waiting for me to get in. I got out of my pants my shirt and everything else before slipping into the bed. He glared at me and managed to pull my clothes off of my body from behind. I sighed quietly and he wrapped his arm around my waist. Soon he was sound asleep, snoring gently in my ear. I guess I'd have to get used to this. Sleeping in the same damn bed as Matt Shadows. How was I ever going to get the fan girl that was screaming out of my body? I closed my eyes and eventually fell asleep.
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In the morning I woke up, Matt wasn't in the bed and I heard the shower running. He was in the shower. I could run! I could try to get away. Just as I got out of the bed the water turned off and a minute later he walked into the room, a towel around his waist. This was the first time I actually saw his chest. It was muscular, most likely firm, and he had tattoos covering it. I realized how badly I was blushing and I looked away. I quickly snuggled up into the blankets before he could fully see my body. I heard his feet softly hit against the wood floor and then the silk blankets rustled. He wrapped his arms around me and pressed his naked form against my back. I shivered slightly. "Are you cold?" He asked me in a seductive tone "because if you are I can think of an activity to warm you up for awhile" "No." I said firmly as I tried to pull away. "I don't fucking need you to do anything for me." He wouldn't let me go "You'll do whatever the hell I want you to, and I'll do whatever the hell I want to you, and you won't fucking complain got it" he snapped at me. I shied away. "Yes Matt..."I muttered quietly as I felt him trail kisses down my neck. I shuttered and he slipped out of bed.
"Tour is going to be starting here soon and you're coming with me" he informed me bluntly as he got dressed. I sat up, the blankets not really moving. "Why the hell do you want me there?" I asked him. "So I can keep a fucking eye on you and so I have someone to fuck. Why else would I need you there" he snapped. I flinched. "Well most descent men wouldn't just take someone along so they had someone to fuck" I snapped. I got up but he reached over and grabbed a fist full of my hair, yanking me back. " Are you saying I'm not descent?" he snapped at me. "Because I could have raped you by now. I could have beaten you... I could have fucking killed you...I could have let you starve...I could have put you in a leaky old dungeon in the woods where you would have fucking died! I've been descent and if you don't like me now then I'll fucking get worse if you want!" His voice was gradually rising as he spoke and he scared me. "I'm sorry Matt...." I whimpered. " I didn't mean it like that!" "Good" he grumbled letting go of my hair. I quickly got dressed and walked to the bathroom.
Matt
I sighed quietly and watched Cayla disappear into my bathroom. I walked downstairs and made some coffee. Soon she came downstairs and sat down on the couch. "I'm sorry for acting the way I am" I told her as I walked into the living room. She didn't respond. "You just need to know that I'm top dog and that you listen to me and only me. I'm not keeping you just to fuck you. If I was, I would have done it by now" I told her. " Oh that's good to know" she muttered sarcastically. I sighed. "I found you interesting, I like you. We met before, you were just to drunk to remember it"
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