Can My Worst Nightmare be My Greatest Dream
No Chance For One More Day
Cayla
Day of birth
"Matt!!!!" I screamed in pain, pushing as hard as I could while putting a death grip on his head. I screamed with pain. I stopped pushing, I had been in labor for 72 hours already, and the doctors were finally able to see the head of Matt's baby, I put my head on the bed, and the doctors continued to coach me to push and get her out.
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I finally had the rest of Halo out of my body, and my head hit against the matress. I closed my eyes, utterly tired. I slowly opened them to look at Matt, I watched him get rushed out of the room, and I realized that the doctors were saying something about hemorrhaging. I looked around, seeing black dots everywhere. Slowly my eyes fluttered shut, and I stopped breathing.
Matt
What's going on? What's happening to her? Is she going to be ok?" I questioned the doctor who was leading me out of the room. "I need to be in there with her!!! She needs me" "Sir...She needs space, we can't help her if you're hovering over our shoulders every minute" Then they rushed back into the room, and I let out a slight whimper. I sat down by Jimmy, Johnny, Zacky and Brian.
Finally what seemed like years, but was really only a couple minutes the doctor came out, a grim expression on her face. "I'm sorry to tell you this Mr. Sanders, but you're fiancee is no longer with you" she said softly. I instantly felt the tears roll down my cheeks "w...What?" I said not believing her. She led me into the room where my "dead" Cayla was supposed to be. Slowly I walked over to her bed, she wasn't breathing.
"Oh baby...." I said softly "no...no no no no no no!!!" I felt tears roll down my cheeks and I sank down into the chair beside the bed. I hung my head in defete, and I could hear the slow shuffling of feet, I could tell that the guys were coming in, and that they were just as horrified as I was. I slowly stood up and walked out the room, I couldn't stand to see my girl's pale lifeless body.
"Mr.Sanders...Would you like to see your daughter?" a nurse said to me. I nodded and she quickly scuttled away. After a few moments she came back, holding a long pink bundle. I took her in my arms and stared down at her, despite the sorrow I was feeling, she was adorable, and I could already tell she was going to be just like her mother...
Day of birth
"Matt!!!!" I screamed in pain, pushing as hard as I could while putting a death grip on his head. I screamed with pain. I stopped pushing, I had been in labor for 72 hours already, and the doctors were finally able to see the head of Matt's baby, I put my head on the bed, and the doctors continued to coach me to push and get her out.
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I finally had the rest of Halo out of my body, and my head hit against the matress. I closed my eyes, utterly tired. I slowly opened them to look at Matt, I watched him get rushed out of the room, and I realized that the doctors were saying something about hemorrhaging. I looked around, seeing black dots everywhere. Slowly my eyes fluttered shut, and I stopped breathing.
Matt
What's going on? What's happening to her? Is she going to be ok?" I questioned the doctor who was leading me out of the room. "I need to be in there with her!!! She needs me" "Sir...She needs space, we can't help her if you're hovering over our shoulders every minute" Then they rushed back into the room, and I let out a slight whimper. I sat down by Jimmy, Johnny, Zacky and Brian.
Finally what seemed like years, but was really only a couple minutes the doctor came out, a grim expression on her face. "I'm sorry to tell you this Mr. Sanders, but you're fiancee is no longer with you" she said softly. I instantly felt the tears roll down my cheeks "w...What?" I said not believing her. She led me into the room where my "dead" Cayla was supposed to be. Slowly I walked over to her bed, she wasn't breathing.
"Oh baby...." I said softly "no...no no no no no no!!!" I felt tears roll down my cheeks and I sank down into the chair beside the bed. I hung my head in defete, and I could hear the slow shuffling of feet, I could tell that the guys were coming in, and that they were just as horrified as I was. I slowly stood up and walked out the room, I couldn't stand to see my girl's pale lifeless body.
"Mr.Sanders...Would you like to see your daughter?" a nurse said to me. I nodded and she quickly scuttled away. After a few moments she came back, holding a long pink bundle. I took her in my arms and stared down at her, despite the sorrow I was feeling, she was adorable, and I could already tell she was going to be just like her mother...
9/16/13